conscious and adviser and somebody that you did discuss politics with a great deal. that's right. tommy was kind of a political savant, a natural kind of a thoroughbred. they were so many political influences in his life. but he was disenchanted, i'd say at a very early age with conventional electoral parliamentary politics, the kind of politics that i do. and he really was far more connected to visionary, moral politics and movements for change. sorry to interrupt, this is so interesting, was tommy in a sense may be angry is the wrong word but did he feel that you were misguided in placing yourfaith in running for office, first in maryland but that of course for the us congress and taking your place on those benches amongst all of the politicians who play their games, who perhaps practice