from the media orjust our society, is that it's this fear of if "i don't win, "it doesn't matter. "it's not good enough." so, i definitely did it out of fear because it's so much pressure and it's terrifying, the fear of letting people down. in football, no—one cared about the mental health. like, no—one care. is that true of you in your career — you know, in italy, in manchester? all through my career, you need to deliver. we are like toys — product. you need to perform if you're not feeling well, but you have different manager. like i had, for example, sir alex ferguson, he will spot, right now, straight away if i'm not feeling well, because you got some managers, they care about their players, but the club in general did not care about the mental health. they want you — if you're not good enough, they're going — to buy another player. 0ne phenomenon that's more| contemporary is online abuse, and we've heard a great deal about that, of course, after. the euro finals injuly...