and it's not going to go away just like that. anyway, a couple of days after she did pass away. suddenly, i'm on my own. we were courting for... ..six years. and married for 48. and so this affected me greatly. i'm on my own now. many of the witnesses took a moment to recognise those who suffered the most because of the pandemic. i'm profoundly sorry for each death that has occurred, and i also understand why, for some, it will be hard to take that apology from me. i understand that, i get it. for families, the testimony is difficult to accept at times.