i was hiding in a small room, desperately looking for some way to get out. they had to leave their families. people who are in hiding and had been hiding for many weeks now. people who are running out of food. those moments when they were travelling were always nervous ones. wethe re people going to be able to make it to fly or to cross the border? i choose the risk because if i will stay at my home country, i am faced with my death. just the most desperate thing. completely, almost physical, sense of the risk. gunfire. i was taking calls and messages through the night. how am i going to get - inside the airport because of the security, because| of the battery brigade of the taliban that was - actually guarding the airport? you have to go in simple . clothing — afghan clothing. try to act as a common guy as much as possible. - and say whatever you need to say. i everyone was so stressed.