so it was quite emotional. it's interesting — so it was quite emotional. it's interesting that you started telling people he worked with that you could not or had difficulty reading and it's amazing the support you get. no judgment when people were talking to you and i think that is one of the things that will help a lot of people who have difficulty with reading vcu, tv star, putting yourself out there. —— who see you. that has been the biggest learning for me, growing up in the areal grew up, to show your vulnerability made you a victim, so it wasn't something you would admit to everybody but doing it in the workplace, there are people that who are super kind and they gave me so much support, and even today, even now, what they do with me is they just inform me. nobody sends me e—mails, i don't get them and they just talk to me because that's the easiest way. once you talk to me, i can remember what you are saying and it's just a different way of learning, that is all is. completely