of beans and sausage because that was the last thing that lily asked for to eat and so we can't get rid of that can. that will sit in our cupboard forever. some people don't want to talk about lily because they think it might be a trigger, it might upset me but actually i want to talk about her because she's still my daughter. it's just that we can't make any new memories but i can still look at the old memories with joy and regardless of the fact sometimes i might get upset _ the next day, the same conversation might fill me with joy and that'sjust part of the process. this month, the club turns one. as part of baby loss awareness week, we join them for a special memorial match. they teamed up with sands united, another team brought together by bereavement. because of what this week represents, i think it will touch base with a lot of players. to have another team that's i celebrating our children means everything to everyone on this pitch. - before kick—off, a minute's silence is held to remember all the