it's not racism. you know as a black person how they come across, which is quite hard to explain to someone who isn't black. i wouldn't say there has directly been a case where i have been discriminated in a sense, but you do always get the feeling that it is going to happen. it is like little micro aggressions, certain way you would say something, almost backhanded compliments. so it is making them sound like they are being friendly but you know deep down they are not. very big day. i think today is more just asking the questions i've