with his cabinet, things seemed rather different.— with his cabinet, things seemed rather different. i remember being on a cabinet _ rather different. i remember being on a cabinet zoom _ rather different. i remember being on a cabinet zoom call _ rather different. i remember being on a cabinet zoom call and - rather different. i remember being on a cabinet zoom call and saying, the pm _ on a cabinet zoom call and saying, the pm is— on a cabinet zoom call and saying, the pm is clearly— on a cabinet zoom call and saying, the pm is clearly dreadfully- on a cabinet zoom call and saying, | the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. looks _ the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. looks and — the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. looks and sounds _ the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. looks and sounds awful— the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. looks and sounds awful and - the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. looks and sounds awful and we - the pm is clearly dreadfully unwell. i looks and sounds awful and we need to bring _ looks and sounds awful and we need to bring this — looks and sounds awful and we need to bring this meeting _ looks and sounds awful and we need to bring this meeting to _ looks and sounds awful and we need to bring this meeting to a _ looks and sounds awful and we need to bring this meeting to a halt. - to bring this meeting to a halt. it's to bring this meeting to a halt. it's like — to bring this meeting to a halt. it's like watching _ to bring this meeting to a halt. it's like watching a _ to bring this meeting to a halt. it's like watching a car- to bring this meeting to a halt. it's like watching a car crash i to bring this meeting to a halt. i it's like watching a car crash and we should — it's like watching a car crash and we should not— it's like watching a car crash and we should not be _ it's like watching a car crash and we should not be doing - it's like watching a car crash and we should not be doing it, - it's like watching a car crash and we should not be doing it, he i it's like watching a car crash and - we should not be doing it, he needs to be _ we should not be doing it, he needs to be in_ we should not be doing it, he needs to be in bed — we should not be doing it, he needs to be in bed he _ we should not be doing it, he needs to be in bed he needs— we should not be doing it, he needs to be in bed he needs to _ we should not be doing it, he needs to be in bed he needs to be - we should not be doing it, he needs to be in bed he needs to be having i to be in bed he needs to be having proper— to be in bed he needs to be having proper treatment. _ to be in bed he needs to be having proper treatment. the _ to be in bed he needs to be having proper treatment.— to be in bed he needs to be having proper treatment. the prime minister was secretly — proper treatment. the prime minister was secretly driven _ proper treatment. the prime minister was secretly driven to _ proper treatment. the prime minister was secretly driven to st _ proper treatment. the prime minister was secretly driven to st thomas' - was secretly driven to st thomas' hospital, half a mile from number 10, and the next day he was moved into intensive care.— into intensive care. suddenly we were facing _ into intensive care. suddenly we were facing a — into intensive care. suddenly we were facing a situation _ into intensive care. suddenly we were facing a situation where . into intensive care. suddenly we | were facing a situation where the pm, were facing a situation where the pm. arguably. _ were facing a situation where the pm, arguably, could _ were facing a situation where the pm, arguably, could be - were facing a situation where the pm, arguably, could be dead - were facing a situation where the pm, arguably, could be dead by. were facing a situation where the . pm, arguably, could be dead by the morning _ pm, arguably, could be dead by the morning people _ pm, arguably, could be dead by the morning. people like _ pm, arguably, could be dead by the morning. people like that— pm, arguably, could be dead by the morning. people like that are - pm, arguably, could be dead by thei morning. people like that are meant to be _ morning. people like that are meant to be invincible, _ morning. people like that are meant to be invincible, prime _ morning. people like that are meant to be invincible, prime ministers - to be invincible, prime ministers don't _ to be invincible, prime ministers don't get — to be invincible, prime ministers don't get ill— to be invincible, prime ministers don't get ill or— to be invincible, prime ministers don't get ill or die. _ to be invincible, prime ministers don't get ill or die. you - to be invincible, prime ministers don't get ill or die.— don't get ill or die. you think he miaht don't get ill or die. you think he might die? _ don't get ill or die. you think he might die? i _ don't get ill or die. you think he might die? i did, _ don't get ill or die. you think he might die? i did, yes. _ don't get ill or die. you think he might die? i did, yes. what - don't get ill or die. you think he might die? i did, yes. what did | don't get ill or die. you think he . might die? i did, yes. what did you feel then? might die? i did, yes. what did you feelthen? frightened, _ might die? i did, yes. what did you feel then? frightened, i _ might die? i did, yes. what did you feelthen? frightened, i think. - feelthen? frightened, i think. frightened. — feelthen? frightened, i think. frightened, frightened - feelthen? frightened, ! think. frightened, frightened for- feelthen? frightened, i think. i frightened, frightened for carrie, his family. —