But all of the mass shootings that we have in this country affect me hugely, affect other survivors. We Cant Help just be like viscerally dropped back into this Trauma State that we were in on those on that day and the following days from our shooting. And itsjust shooting. And its just heartbreaking shooting. And itsjust heartbreaking to see another community again and again, these more communities having to go through the same kind of trauma that we went through. Now h i understand that you actually knew the boys who committed the shooting at columbine high school. You have only recently decided to begin starting to talk about that. Why is that . Starting to talk about that. Why is that . Yeah, its been complicated why is that . Yeah, its been complicated to why is that . Yeah, its been complicated to decide why is that . Yeah, its been complicated to decide that l why is that . Yeah, its been complicated to decide that i | complicated to decide that i wanted to share my relationship with them as friends. But i think its important for us all to realise that these mass shooters are not strangers. These could be someone you