translation: to me, he is non-existent, - he is just a face. i have seen the attackers myself that night at the bataclan. when they were shooting at us, they shot at us twice. the first time, we were able to escape. the second time, no. joseph told me he was afraid of coming here today. fear is something he knows about. justice is the antidote he needs. lucy williamson, bbc news, paris. afghanistan's former president, ashraf ghani, has apologised to the afghan people and issued a statement explaining why he fled his