now, they've arrived in the uk. it is fantastic, it is very good being in the uk, it is a very good feeling. but are you sad at the same time about having to leave your country? when you leave your sisters, your brothers, your mother, those things are sad, but now i am happy in the uk. a happy ending amidst so much misery. secunder kermani, bbc news, kabul. our chief international correspondent lyse doucet has spent the last 2a hours at kabul airport, witnessing the desperation of the thousands looking to get away. thousands of afghans, some of them spending days trying to push forward toward that last metal gate, that last barrier between an outside world here in afghanistan, which is changing by the hour and an airfield, which gives them access to an evacuation flight and what they feel is their last chance to try to escape from such an uncertain and for many of them, a terrifying future. i'm just one person with one phone and hour by hour i'm getting these begging messages, "please, can you get access to the airport?