suffering inhumane conditions and where the refugees are now still suffering inhumane conditions such as living in a muddy rhythm and attempt to many feminine members suffering from malaria and tuberculosis and we came back into afghanistan in 1991 and the civil war broke out in 1992 and yesterday when i receive messages saying the government hasn't toppled i started crying because my memory came flooding back to me because he had to free from one part of the city to another and stepping over dead bodies and bullets flying overhead and going back and forth to pakistan again for the next two years until i managed to get out and most of our time was spent hiding from rockets and that's where my education happened so those memories are very raw steel many other people will have been to civil war, those memories are coming back and now we