who consume me will also consume their message. this is the greatest job of my life. when you're at these places, you hear very difficult and distressing stories, then you often have to go back to a world, which is very different in showbiz. absolutely. how do you manage that dichotomy? you kind of don't. i think i need therapy! laughs. i think i do. i'll still not forget one time i was doing a unicef trip in africa and i had to fly back straight, and i went to the emmys, and i remember i was sitting in the hair and make—up trailer, and this was, like, two days later, and i saw these fabulous gowns and jewels and diamonds and stuff that had come for me to wear, and ijust couldn't help it and i just started crying, and i was, like, look at the dichotomy of my life. i mean, there's a world in which i don't need to do this, this is not myjob, but i do it because that's my purpose, that's the purpose