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The weather rain in strong winds moving east for example it's all over eastern school in the northeast England are also mostly Droit away and say rain in the north and east will continue to me base through the day with many places broadening out later Else why sunny spells with a few showers in the West p.c.a. 5 life on the haul off tonight or later on this week I am joined by British comedy loyalty Miss spin the economy people see the more centrist and things on screen strong enough it is missing a good thing so we chat about everything from he's amazing clips or in Korea to his quite unique fashion bring in Jacki filled with wonderful join me now hot off annoyed with Billy Connolly Thursday from one being received Radio 5 Live. Not to miss fantastic stuff let's return to the issue of racism in football briefly has been disciplinary proceedings against Bulgaria for the racism and against England for disrupting a national anthem a no brainer of students the Bulgarian prime minister condemned the fans behavior and anti discriminatory body fat high school football Garry to be expelled from Iraq France 20 qualifying campaign altogether by its cross make of who is a sports editor for the sports hall website space to Bulgaria and also pull Malta who's a former Premier League for. Paula and antidiscrimination campaigner I also crossed me what he thought should happen to the Bulgarian f.a. If you want to know my opinion I think. Sure the regime will be fine and maybe. There will be formed a line or 2 or the next games. Right but that'll be it's there will be a what about the rest of the of these people that we have clearly seen are easily identifiable the Ultras the did the monkey chants and did the Nazi salutes do you think that they will be cool I'm not sure maybe I'm problems for like a country. 'd when I don't think like I mean here not only in the international games but. Irani. There is not many times when. This info is later why do you think that is. I'm not Sarah I know it's I don't know what the say so it's a big problem for us could come out of school through yeah you know you've just spoken about finding and playing behind closed doors the irony is that you know the game last night was played in a stadium we have reduced attendance because sanctions were levied against Beaucaire for allegedly you know discriminate tree behavior before so in in real time we're actually seeing that the sanctions don't work and haven't been working because the fans are still saying you know we can do what we want there were banners out there saying respect yet the fans had you know t. Shirts on saying no respects the sanctions are working it's now time for teams to be banned or suspended from actually taking part in international tournament where they have to entertain foreign teams on their own their own soil because the fans just are not behaving themselves. I don't. Ship on. The next 2 years because. There will be many. People who will go to the stadium and all the long. Into something plane does and there Federation to be punished Iran yesterday in the situation worse like it was not clear she's a mark. For murder it was provoked by. Let me explain many people in Bulgaria for more foreigners don't like the way our federation managed for moving the country and that's why our team is not and we're expecting we're expecting before the game something like that to ship on May cause we. On the stadium will be fans who will do exactly the and they won't our federation to be punished by way of say and. Then they filed the case the nice people need to be arrested and taken out of the picture altogether which brings us back to that question of why that doesn't happen but also press me surely you know what it whatever the problem is with the Bulgarian Federation that is not the problem for everybody and for the black players it's playing for England too cold I mean. With with respect to these cities that the ball Gary Ball Gary faces with the not very good football federation you know the black players playing for England cannot be the victims of that right. Absolutely yeah well I mean important to say there is a. Star right through a dark skin in our game and many foreign players in our early and they have never said problems like that. I mean I hope you're right. I can answer that I can't believe that this is this is an isolated incident that has only happened and the national level I have to say I'm not a dump Lambeau Garia But this the noise is you know you cannot tell me that these are the 1st times that. Has happened and now listen we have the issue in England that there's absolutely no dispute where the moment is more based around social media rather than in the stadiums. We still have to deal with what has happened on the night and you note like I said the irony is where the game was played Why the ground was was reduced attendance is because there has been discriminate tree behavior before so the sanctions aren't working so they need to be. So they go that was Paul multum cross America gala ball football a Premier League footballer and and she's going nation campaign and cross make up of who is sports editor for the sports hall website in Bulgaria thank you very much indeed for all of those texts that we've had on that and all the other different texts that we've had on the program just by the way we were asking for your favorite year the happiest year of your life a couple of these unlovely Pol Pot front there's quite a few here looking ahead to I haven't had it yet I'm hoping that you know might have his dearest pulling camps is going to be next year reason that will break that front and that's why he's. Somebody else says the happiest year of my life is this year I get happier every year because each year on I myself that's a plus of a blaze of therapy this year this words there's at my happiest year will be 2023 I'll become 50 and I had life becomes more relaxed with more spare time Stuart in to have a still ask good news I mean I've really got 5 years until that what are you doing at 50 psi relaxing surely not advertisement 5 played here if you're lucky enough to do that. Also in the races on the racism story Carlos says lifetime ban for races fans exclusion from tournaments from for clubs with previous form and Gerry in Luton says In my opinion a fine will make no difference once just to be banned from the next World Cup in the back of all Bulgarian clubs and European football for 2 years will thank you all very much indeed for all of those. Let us have a little listen to an amazing woman's story she is a 5 time world champion who made sporting history in 1908 by winning a landmark case which for move the ban on women's boxing. Chang couch to the British boxing authorities to court and she won her case to become a licensed Boxer she went on to win several world titles and became one of the world's most respected fighters she paved the way really for today's female British boxes but in a Pioneer it came as a heavy personal price for her throughout her career Jayne faced intense will still a tee from boxing promoters from the British Boxing Board of Control and parts of the press t.v. And the written media who even levels are afraid and his now written a book called The Final Round which charts her determination to make it to the top I've been speaking to Jane about the battles she has fought and won and lost both in and outside the ring began by asking her about the moment something clicked and she knew the boxing was for her yeah it was a bit of a strange bomb and I was just finish work at the drop factory were worked in for a world. Those documentary on Channel 4 about 2 women boxing and America and Irish go digital gets a against Christie mine and I was like wow I have a go at ups more. Simple as that I'm going to walk in a German you know what danger I walked in the gym and he said. No girls allowed. Of many a times you would think yeah so how did you get around it well I just kept on because the culture inflate what was made that friend so I just kept going back and front to train me when the boys have all gone. And that's why I did the star it's a help me out of hours. And I'm well because he got in trouble. Because he was in a much a boxing coach so. Yeah just give a piece time and so we got a call and then he got in a bit of trouble over the lead to leave. Did everybody think you just give up no I told Frank has said I found the place embrace the little let me train in secret because I don't want you to get in trouble I don't want to leave because all my family I'm friends with ball I didn't have a choice really big cause he was a lost his job as a coach in and flavor little demo much swap and always life like growing up in Fleetwood apart from the books in what was it altered like your mum was a massive fixture in your life yeah massive because I'm one per farm race and dad was a fisherman knows the way a fish and then there was a hard life for it was. It was called there was like there was no abuse or and if an it was just hard because there was no money sufficient town saw the man go away and cuts the face and then come ome with the money moms have a free weight. These just survival of the fair so they get by but you were super close to it to your other family members as well they were in your mom and your brother yeah yeah that was I think that was because our dad was in the So he was like saw a male figure in the house and. Tom was making his own way in music world because he was a drama and he was a mud point rock fans of I used to go to school a little bit stepping over on the way. But it was Greg's I'm so odd but it was we'll talk about all the parties like to believe you may go the details here of some of the policies in these days that well they are about that like the ones of late with so was it really quite a wrench for you to leave to go to Bristol What did your mom and your brother and your dad say when you when you went to see a career in boxing which is Century illegal abandon the guy that's on for a while the thing that just thought it was madness and they just let me get on with it because I'm really fing that they didn't think it comes to any fan of that stay away as long as it did as well because it was so close to home and yeah it did it brought me artfully voice shoot from the been there from both expose of an up as a reason that something inside you knew it was the right thing today. The right thing to do in one way. You know when you read the story yeah you just you always wonder what films. So what happened when you got to 1st of. Well it was just all in there from well the been trained in inflate words and with a lot of homage to boxes and there's already a just thrown into this this well that there are really no different people different different every fan compared to a fish and. And the training was just full time lot free times a day just to live he didn't have anything in your life to train in and you saw become institutionalized as a professional athlete train for 8 hours a day don't go while I was in bed at like 89 o'clock every night or poorly in the mornin and that becomes your life for the next 1520 years. And you were just training to fight abroad as well because you couldn't fight here yeah I mean some part and sometimes I was chairman and rim What was the point because I could only box a Broadcom a combo box a rate I won the world saw a liberal than a defended it abroad couldn't you just couldn't do it but I don't know I just I don't know why I question myself even in the book like why did I carry on why. Because all of it was just to more damage to self and and just made things. Not very good for from a book by the time we can tell me that you know the moment that you saw what real because I fail the per the brain scan because you have a medical every if for professional boxing along the last medical I had a slight alteration which isn't too bad Paul you don't want to be carrying on if the summer when we have Brennan box it because that's the whole thing is to get punched in the end and so yeah I mean it yeah I don't know is I suppose it's because we are I regret a lot of it I regret not retiring so Syria boils or regret not seeing it for what it was you know as well but then for them what do you do you come from a small fishing town no education no one to guide you no want to give you the support the knew nothing about professional boxing and then you just thrown to the wolves and you just got to get on with us Paul you've been a massive inspiration for a generation of Fame all boxes that you take some kind of solace from. I don't or alien. Is just really are because it did it did so much damage to me yet. You know Greg like just to see the young kids like have just been to see a little girl comes a visit members of that was boxing and they kick boxing competition at the weekend and she saw if you see as they can saw a lesson. And you try and support them but you're also challenged tell them what horrible game is and what horrible business up up I mean she's all care a minute surely 8 and she's got around which creates call for in a moment to look after abolished it just worry for him when they get to the professionals their chin saw are on your own because the boxing board wall cuff there if you just on your own is a little wolves out there in those woods down there with a deeply unscrupulous paper yeah it was a good edge I've got to say I mean I don't have any education bill I didn't need any in that world the whole thing is only said I didn't say my life was very colorful kids put it that way and all they got let's not forget as well so while you were training in secrecy and fighting away from home all the people it was borrow a lot of people that it was Bar sparring with what were lads want well they were all mellow there was no women from its power bill and theirs and so I was like training with British champions world champions Aries champions you know top top boxes in the southwest and. I knew it was hard. But then I suppose getting up every morning and going to work hard so I don't know it's enough to get hit in the face by home. Now although I thought I'd get older they hear that I'm a. Good lad Simon now is this if you punch really odd my and that's just looking at that crowd I hate hit me and I am an 8 May hit me back harder I didn't have the obvious a woman injured in a scene in there the day the books and in Bristol and he was selling them all I never held back at Evreux backyard she was awed. There's no doubt about that when things change with the court case because when you open your boat the final rounds the 5th the thing that unites almost immediately is who is dedicated to and it's dedicated to one of the women represented you in court in your legal battle to win the right to legally fight in the u.k. To become the 1st. You know a female boxer really in the u.k. To the able to fire thoughts here. Yeah I was educating the books as one of the reasons of all the book was Sarah Leslie the solicitor she worked really hard on the case she worked for years in the evidence that it was more no more dangerous for a woman to box than it was for a man and she she ties tirelessly went through all the law in the every rule book of the Boxing Board and the freight for Frey and she were really really hard and she found the barrister. That beat the bald in the alley and you come she can of found the back of a woman and Diana rolls ball unfortunately. Sarah died when she was 4 it's who were breast cancer. And I'm not Cass was a probably the biggest case she ever did and I just think after that case she will come to be one of the top solicit is in the country always because Diana rolls. Who was the barrister on the case is now top in a failed she's very force and she just really don't brilliant and she always remembers my cases as in the top 5 of us and she's done so must save you know cases Julian Assange Sarge So while she's she you know and that's why I was just upset find out Missouri passed and nobody had told me. I just thought it'd be nice to that you care the book to. Help mace or more children not just in the cold case just in just in everyday life really if you had a close bond you know. Tell me what the kind of argument was against women boxing the e.u. Had to listen to during that call case to also on the 1st day local case it was just it was quite laughable because. I don't know if you've heard of. Is an ex policeman called in a parade and the rest of the credits were in so he took the stand 1st because he was it was a member of the Boxing Board of Control so sure Diana put him on the stand and she was said Nez in policeman you know you I pardon catching the crazed twins and it was just amazing you with the best things as far as by building now open then and then she just said you know what your feelings on women's boxing goes well gee calm of women boxing anyway because they have to worry vest no they have to be stripped from the west down and the car because that's the Rove should see Koch as rules and just make it met the rules different they went no show and so it's down to a vest they went yes it is down 12 s. And then the dot. Edge and whites and she said if you. If he was going on holiday and you got on the plane and realized that the pilot of the plane was a woman would you still fly on the holiday you've booked and paid for and then not have shoes on periods and she wised up wow she says she said Why's that and he said because women on the periods a mentally ill means they're both. That which is a conversation that you later had with Princess Diana is that. It was all Princess Di was because I'm I was doing the pride a bit Britain Awards not one left. But Princess Di cooling Garrard around that women box she was just like what they actually box like yeah they probably should lie men I was like yeah and it's all about the caucus and she was just wore off in warfare laugh as you could she said and they call where we say in the end and it was only $998.00 so if you if you think in the sixty's all the seventy's you saw you could understand that for 90982 years before the my level to say that women are unstable after Mike Tyson had just been Yvonne the Holyfield's ear off is just a bit of a chore. So you won the case if we didn't just win I mean they wanted to sell a call they want the child stops after the 1st day but my barrister insulin Sarah Leslie that was the platform you know that they said no we want our day in call we want the public to see how how bad they really are and that even the lady on the tribunals should it's one of the worst cases of discrimination that she'd ever. Extraordinary Wally 20 is the guy 20 years ago us all that. So do you remember I mean as we were discussing that the women in the for your case did it pro bono if they were they were very very sure that they were going to win it but I've heard you say before Jane that it may be hard to have been you in that time with 2 women representing you maybe if you were trying to fight that battle now that it wouldn't maybe of gone as well. I just think of where of all the ball when we did a self box in wouldn't be a license in this country to this day because the British Boxing Board a control these are men like in the sixty's seventy's and eighty's and they just don't want to see women in boxing play the now and that there is a money spinner now say Surely there's a there's a different kind of view if they can make money out of it really their profit is a money spinner say with the big girls you've got you've just got whites aka sellers got sky but the girls on the leaf you know they're not gay and they saw back and I know girls that are just having to sell tickets you know just to get on the show interest to fight and that's always was when I was so as as much as some money spent and destroyed all I do and at the end even since like I've been doing all the publicity for the boat we could've got in touch and said dog a lot with the Balkan we've changed our mind about women's boxing because us does the less live from always change now with me to say that's what is called we've changed our mind but you don't change of mind if you don't like Sullivan if you're Chris you don't just change your mind what is leaven like my dad. Now I hate I vouch for that. When you when you won the case and I'm more than that I really shy showed exactly just what an extraordinary level of discrimination against women there was in boxing. What did that mean see you all men in. Vidual basis. It was brilliant to win the case but that was the only only the beginning of the 5 am and the diner saying to me in your fights only just beginning I didn't know what she meant and so it's sort of. Like the the the media wasn't ready for it the public was ready for it saw it over Princess Diana meant would she said that do you think the media thinks think that's what she meant Fink that's why our well nobody would have known better and yeah exactly and it just became a witch I know it's because because she did he do so let me question not ways elephants to do with any poly what sexually allowable then they saw a label you then as like or you must be a lesbian because you do that well you tell it like words or they get off saying. They've got no right to judge anybody of what sexually they are what color they are what religion they are and and it was too they just got away with it and the more the more the papers write in. Like she did file for a can the mall the t.v. Were picking up on there and then you'd be invited onto a t.v. Show with your boxing carry on. And I just saw went along with it because it didn't know any different I just I just wish to live out a bit media training in no one or now. I didn't know offerings was sad and just didn't come across as. One of it to just follow I could let Sarah and Diana down as well because it wasn't I for every film was going to be like roles in the Guard the laughter the case and it just got worse or what got worse just the media just the the media for not accepting you because not a female boxer to me in the boxing Bornemann you still couldn't get fights in England because. The promoters solved but you'd won the case they just shut down on you so they won't give you a fight because there was siding with the board they just didn't want it they still go on there but then they they head. It was personal to me then they ended up paying me. On digital b.b.c. Sounds bigger than them is b.b.c. Radio 5 live check out story can hear the 2nd off shortly Kath has nice Lee is there a way for a European football's governing bodies still to disciplinary proceedings against Bulgaria is that after the racist abuse directed at England's players in Saffir all Monday nights including monkey chants and salutes the deadline for breaks a deal set by the European Union's chief negotiator Michel Barnier has pressed British an e.u. Diplomats are still negotiating Mr and Mr Body esoterics had to be in place by midnight waits for the leaders to rescue for injuring a summit in Brussels later this week the parents of her. He done he was killed in a row crash with an American diplomats wife in North home to inches of metal trumpet the woman's hands and secure less return to the us during the police investigation the diplomatic community and seen ages been charged with murdering its wind shear old man in Bexley in south London and loneliness was stamped on Sunday a 16 year old boys doing coolants are full of pride news Casey has the support of the p.f.a. a Close he's also if you know as as you have to have the perfect opportunity to take strong measures against racism in football off the England chose to stay on the pitch you have to have open disciplinary proceedings against Bulgaria following the racist abuse and who was England's players in the year a 2020 qualifier I'm glad that they stepped sure surreal to all sorts of churches were across the pits is the ultimate sanction that any of it should be with it's always he's not the players are evil let's take it to the moment you're looking at it. Was almost think it will go because you've given it as much as possible because as far as possible now the ball is a Muslim you racist cause while in the midfield or Jordan Henderson says they wanted some a Bulgarian fans suffer by thrashing the seam on the pitch Manchester City women's manager Nick Cushing's as his players experience something if his players experience something similar he backed them as they walked off some hope for the welfare of all players and we support our players in whatever they felt was in progress in the moment our job is is to make sure in the moment that the players welfare is looked after and other players are Ok there is no place for it in the game and we hope that the rug you know the appropriate sanctions are put in place and his city are at home to Athletica Madrid this evening in the 1st leg of the Champions League last 16 tie elsewhere Republic of Ireland lost 2 nailed to Switzerland in Geneva they can still qualify automatically Fury 2020 if they beat Denmark in their final qualified next month while Eddie intensity has got a hat trick to see England Under 20 one's to a 51. 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Shirt on and whether it's just firing So we'll hear all about them from I mean what's more besides thank you very much for a look forward to I think now let's return to the bacon fi tonight one of person's true sporting pioneers the box that Jane couch coming up with this whole thing going to hear from someone else someone who was inspired by Jane to achieve great things and self culminating in a dream of competing at the Olympics I'm reminded Jane that at the time when she was receiving a really bad press I'm in the u.k. I'm being shouted down breakfast television say this and told she was disgusting her star was rising rapidly across the Atlantic she found herself icing on the same bill in the us some of the biggest stars in the world of boxing and she became a celebrity as self so it was not like it was it was Moscow that was on the same bill is Prince Naseem how managers on the sell those rug Jones Jr Sembilan Lennox Lewis value chose to name Montel Griffin the list goes on and met some amazing people under a lot and they always was done a brawl to nobody here knew about it enough Facebook and Twitter and. So nobody you know a little and the party he used to go to there I was a Sly Stallone I was a celebrity Paul is like every night of the week when I was over the I was just livin the life and. You know the name Roland still on the level of Billy all the ins then you've been the same room party but it's not it's not so you get older. You realise that it's just it's a bit fake like the celebrity world's law. Is very very fickle and however all best met the not bestseller Twitter friends of Facebook friends but. Then economy like Deniro or and then ring him up and say Killen is $20.00 because I'm a big skin because about who you may last lie I was a woman the block I bought you will remember but like I said you'd all outlets and you don't realize that because you're only young and in the us I think that's a problem in box them because you just get from from a small hole sure you go on these big cards and you get invited to all these parties in he just he just get you just think you're one of them and you know. It's way that you don't really have the support necessarily that you need and it's not just doesn't just happen to women as we've seen with boxes throughout the ages especially the boxes that have had very unscrupulous people around them and have had to deal with their own demons of drink and drugs and depression there's so much of it in boxing us a problem or nothing needs Hyla and in boxing because in overspill if I don't know probably cricket or rugby if one of the play is is got an illness or a mental problem then sure this coach is the box and he just told Schell move it there's nor will the boxing Baldwin. And the manager is just too busy making a fight scene Chen is too busy training and is just a commodity you just. You know as it's about horrible which is like who wrestles once. Ressources don't always raises the poor me into retirement it's the same in boxing you just left and that's why a lot boxes and op in a bad way on drugs imprison drinking you know. There's a few sad stories from lots I used to train with and and like and bigger boxes again bigger boxes for up the wall this is no it I just think that the boxing board need to get a bit more up to date you know with the men side of box in a maybe give boxes male and female. A bit more support because they certainly need it just yesterday as one of the swords in the pipe is Ronnie O'Sullivan was saying how he's delighted really that now people can talk about mental health this is a silly without being like frowned upon as much certainly as they were all treated differently or treated as in some way not equipped because they have a mental illness and he thought to toss in fear is haven't done a lot of great work on have front while his candid he's in my if yours is a man mind size then again with Rick Yeah but when Ricky and Ty severely both came out the helm I saw to see someone of that stature say in there and then I just for Jen I wanted to say I have brought the book now as part of me fair of face and I was going to say it because there's probably girls. Go into bugs you know mbox in and they just think the gloomy millionaires in they'll change overnight but it does just as well is. Is definitely different from my there but I don't think it's. I don't much different I think it's still got a long way to or and AFIC the mental health side of it definitely needs looking out and I just think boxes need to be offered that support Well you know whether they've got a problem or not just to know that the council to somebody independent there's also the huge issue isn't there of and it's not just in boxing it's in all top fly elite sports of what you do when you live and how you sort of socialise itself to live normal life a life without training a life without that bubble around you of sports I mean it almost finished you didn't it they're there because there's nothing there is like once it's all over that said there's no higher Jan I feel an urge or comes in the box and there's nothing there's just no phonies just. Be in point a dark room and just walk in the door and not say it's a scar carry on but what the problem is with box in is like a lot of boxes are legit kid going into the sport and when you're in the box the dog education in because you fight in so when you call my You've got a lot of 4 year old Jerold on educated people I'm probably 8 percent and I've got a mental issue. Probably not because of the box in the Marvel they go into the box and but I think all the balls to the head go help is like the footballers have just recently highlight about head in the ball you know years ago with the hard fought love of football's ball I just it's not going to happen to everybody because it's not you know some boxes come out brilliant and do and do well ball. Been through it and live I have been for then. A dolphin you can understand that because one minute you're filing the same bill is Lennox Lewis and then next minute you just like say just plunged into this dark world that you just thought noid up there in you know on the telly in the morning not the interviews you need or you don't know what to do and it's all your law because you've So you've been taught you met somebody is to train hospital you may drag 2 to the hospital because he she could see the signs that you were having a breakdown but that the dots of the you met in hospital changed your life really what did she tell you today with yes yes she was a mezzanine because she was a doctor and you know she's. Well educate us pause and she she said to me you know you've got you've got bury it like it's gone that she. Because you can't live in the past I don't want to live in the past the one I'm in the future of the direct it now and by a solemn It's a baronet it was the only thing that got me through when talking about it brings it back a bit and after speaking to you have not got many more people sought so over the next few weeks all I can just go about their more I was there when Bo She said if you don't bury some fair. And grief for it you're never going to get over it you never going to be able to move on to the next the next stage alive cause because as much as you want to live in boxing all the way for you crisis stage of your life it's 20 Izzie a life 22 years of your life that you can't get back you can't get back saw why did then go all the good things I remembered all the gov things all the celebrity parties and all whether they remembered me all now and all the Greg bells and I remember the good stuff and all the bad stuff just as a funeral or just a day of your own or just buried it and now at all or even talk about it all think about if someone brings it all up I just change the subject and it just is your mind it's your mind's a very powerful thing is just how you use it. And if if you're going to sit in on the past like I was doing and to Alan why didn't I do this it wasn't my time to do that was my time to make a 1000000 pound wasn't mine my turn to be the golden girl of British boxing ball. It was it was my time to make it legal. To mate diner and to the grass people have a mat and then. You do it once you put it to bed when she actually buried it physically the day that you left hospital you went to a graveyard and here he held a service for boxing on your own sit in on the grass proper fear no a proper funeral for me although if a few people walked past and gave me funny looks. I was I was beyond the valley fellow everybody better Didn't is well and they are yeah it was why isn't it worked I didn't think it would come and when she was telling me to do it I was sort of think this forms are for add she needs she's the doctor and she needs help or she's been through it that's the algebra for it you know and this was a professional woman that had been through it all yourself and just because I was a box a high profile box that doesn't make any difference or suppose anyone anymore that's been doing the job which way r.j. Is must see a change yet you know you must stay on the huge another huge thing that happened she was meeting Broadwell was the best thing about meeting drawing. The party. I don't know yet again it was just time and it was just the right time and. Paul he was on his web out to Ireland and I just survived a family member saw go on a date with. Ellie file me. So it's quite a nice story Islamic best friend really he didn't know too much about about Korea and the court case and sought help that I'll massively Yeah because. Because when you when I was burying all the fake people in Mill Ife because 98 percent of them was fake. You know you go you don't want to be think the your partner is one of them. I don't think it would have worked if it inone or was to be honest the thing that was the appeal is that you just didn't know need it was ill help me for you from a. This thing in a I also all. Better had better odds for his own safety. With. Again the goal of the how do you remember where you were the day that Nicholas Adams won her a limb pickle mantle Yeah I was in an Irish pub with Brian. Yeah that was brilliant how did it feel it was once I mean largest fall saw proud but it was all represented in the u.k. It was just brilliant it was just and it was one it was just such a big thing what it's why it's 12 not just the box and all the women in 2012 just seemed to smash it and it was just like yeah I did 5 it is brilliant Well I did that's the legacy that yeah that's the legacy in that case I mean I didn't there because there was no much a box and we was good friends with them broads Robertson who used to bail me out much aboard so he was up a cold case so we saw everything that I went for. He sort of instructed there much is low when it's a fall of Ace because Jan 2nd it's called just sex one girl of them will be gone so I suppose they had no choice but to put put in the Olympic sport again even it being in the Olympics is still down to the goals to make it as Greg as it was because it was Greg you know when you. K. Taylor for such a chore less nickel winning gold and it was just amazing time to be alive one minute it was just grab him from. There's not really in the professional side of it they haven't done what they are much data made such a big deal out of it well I think it's about time to bring in somebody else to this conversation Natasha Jonas Hello have notes. Or you know carry my library and. That we thought would surprise you dad was brilliant I will. Greg she's a she's a real Grego touch thanks so much for coming on with us the 1st British women's boxing 1000000 pace when she competed in London in 2012 how important is John Coutts in the world of women folk saying it was just a really fully embarrass a touch. Of I've said it before you know. Other thing you have are those conversations Dame but without you we wouldn't be and we wouldn't be it's off the bat for you that we've been able to do what we can for for this boss and for ourselves and a you know it exponentially them from not a forward. Tell us what does that what is How can contribution mean to you personally Tasha. I would never have a heart the life that I've had through this for you know. And here the gains that I've had you know there at the Games is as a childhood dream of mine and I was able to the contrary physicians and the change that opened and believed it. Thank you and while I just love tossed a bit she's just brilliant and she said she just represents women so well bore like you said for for twenty's 12 to work then it needed Tyesha and Kay and Nicole and Savannah because without a woman been the 2012 Olympics they were all just saw all of them win lose or draw that was all just so brilliant. Just think like you need girls like Tosh's take it forward I mean she's just a fantastic role model but even though you've buried so much of boxing for your own son say can you still can you accept that you are responsible for all the great things. That have happened since that without you there would be no Tasha another nick but I don't see that because without Dinah rolls and Sarah Leslie then they'd be no you to be no me allies the God's honest truth is Demi to women would really like you had one didn't take just the past not you well you're never going to you never going to see it the way that we see you you know you never going to be like oh good i did this because we don't do it when people they will you know not that you're introducing you to the thing Needham and people say that makes me cringe a little bit yeah they're largely You're never going to read it that it was put in so it might be and 152050 years from now you yourself or you know you balance it's a look back and say look how big and instrumentalists he was in this courtroom to me and if you don't usually say on your doctor you are going to like like now more you know in consequence you will look for one thing you know you know why that was so i'm like. Yeah yeah and they find Saki absolutely Sharon saying I'm a counselor and. There's times you walk by your professional Now how is he going. It's good to see though. If you don't cotton from a long way from one thing but then it's you know where we wanted to be it's not you know. Save under the snow and it's not whatever you know when we've been in the back that action so and it's only because of people are you that moving in the right direction because because there's no place to overvalue Yeah. You 2 are going to Northern working tolls women each other right now you know I don't really have to give. She's allegedly Liverpool I have to be nice because a goal though I'll get bought. All the challenges that I've had to die young female boxes Tashi if it has become accepted at least only on the face of it the women are saying well you see this is what Chinese say do you feel that you'll sell for Jane says really whatever they might say on the surface the underneath all female boxing women's boxing still isn't properly accepted with the powers that they you know we haven't got. The thing that we haven't got the corporate us and we haven't got this you know go back affectionately amateur you know once you get to the standard the g.b. And I'm going to quibble everything to say that a big must of that except the sorry except there are way classes in the Olympics itself. So it's disproportionate still and not and the law doesn't apply a weight now in the gals of 4 or 5 percent about 2 or 3 more to 3 more with the law that he took 2 weeks off the lot so. It's still just a portion and not send a well as I as partners for them don't want to it's not about whether you're a model woman it's about kind scary that you have to reach and whether your man or woman wants to eat that stuff from them and that's not the same rationally we spoke about a lot of traction and that is because actually what we need you know from from from Baker most is a corporate sponsors big. T.v. . Stations and. Yet that needs to be improved before we can even begin to see ourselves on the same platform or on the same level as men and it is for them because classed as a seen as a male dominated boss you're always going to be fine and. You know stereotypes and taken down barriers both you do that to me he says that the next generation or the next I think young people to confront and join if the if the likes of tosh are doing not for the next generation and all of these women keep fighting for a child will that be equality in boxing one day. Yeah I think you'll get think you'll get there and it will be in our lifetime Well my lifetime tetchy but you'll know me. That I don't like. But no I did well there is a long way to go and professional boxing and. You know unfortunately I know things in professional boxing know a lot of people don't know why nor that the way they think in the way that they feel again against the women and I just think is Sam to change and it's time for the sponsors to get beyond the women and some for the promoters because it's nothing with football what you find on the woman on the show says how she's on the shore the woman's father is the best father night yeah the best father than I have and I don't know 7 or 8 best fives the night and these are on the same belt of big big worlds how professionals and we've had a 6th round on the on the cards and be technically the baseball it was the best scrap of the night and I think people need to get behind to the girls now and. And the Get some massive rewards this into I think they're going that you always others who you hire the performer that they get the same as another my book and the same way you think about women for the women's football have to get to the court are going to qualify for that even better learn to say I think even on the same level of a man who can really turn out to do. You know well I think that was the one thing not taken there for all the paddler little of their. Special. Yeah you know I think women's a couple for not look at the 7 and see that little bit more before they even recognize that. Even on the level of them or so no one no one knew I mean if these aren't even existed and so would qualify for the Olympics and then there was a big rush to see these details was because nobody knew. Not to qualify for the Olympics. Thank you very much for talking to. Us without. Seeing. And you also heard from Tashi Janice as well schooled the final round of rate coming up it's missed to. 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