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During that evening at the bare dunes as I listened to banter his music I thought a break fear that LP team might lead me one day Baaja soon as I came back home and saw that she was there waiting for me this feeling dissipated and I felt more like a prisoner than a jailer this changed again when I noticed a certain irritation coming at her face as soon as I told her I had been at the bandura. By a sense of enslavement weakened as I became aware of hers. I can not only from the theater I was waiting for you were playing a new piece that. There had. Didn't isn't would say that I could do either. I didn't think it would upset you not to go to the verdict or upset. Why would I be upset I couldn't care less it was end of me when they expected numbers are going to her and her friend. Peter the expected Did you speak again tonight and the other windows did not. Utopia so for the day you met her in the street. There are so many things you don't tell me you want to spend 3 days in the bank what is the card you sent me from by Dec I write so late it doesn't take weeks for the post to arrive from Babbitt what 3 days back I sent you there with the show folks. You want to undertake. So that. What happened is that the post show felt wanted 3 days off and he was afraid to post but I wanted to do him a favor but it's never a good idea to help someone I know that now I wrote some cards in advance and he was supposed to send them from back but the idiot forgot and that's why they are right said the 8 I spent 3 days with on the day I was bored stiff all that because he wanted to spend some time sorting out problems with his family I didn't even dare go out the only time I did go out I went disguised as a boy puts my supposed to believe what I say it's the truth. About their coat you sent me from their site if you don't to me why don't you want to show that and your intimate knowledge of them was a friend. Can you explain it. To them it went back on the train to do you even remember what you say high horse except treating you so who condescending to me that if I had nothing to say when you said you were interested in then tase me using I exaggerated echo I had a friend of a friend who knew members had bent I pretended I knew them well. And wanted to impress you and show you I was more than a boring Provincial I thought it would draw is closer Why did you was members inventory of a friend they would probably say they never even knew me and d.c. . My little work you suddenly became interested in he saw me as someone quite different and desirable and here we are in Paris. I did see her some quite Well then listen if you feel upset that you missed a veteran tonight we're going to give you a few 100 francs and you can be the she cursed us and in fact madam that around to dinner here you spend money on those old people I'd rather you gave me that money so I could stay as they say they were. What we are but it's time. I know how to sleep on the contrary you seem very awake I was thinking that dinner for the better. It's very nice of you too I was asking you what you were about to say I didn't understand the sentence please finish it please leave me alone why why did you stop yourself is the kind of vulgar expression you hate I heard that expression once in the street it doesn't mean a what expression leaves and stay stay stay What did you mean to say stay under. I know what that means I did what your talking about. My dear little abductees have to tell you something. I wouldn't have said this a few months ago but there has been. Big change in the hound of. Your board here I can see that it would be better for us to separate. And since the best operations are rapid let's keep this one short say goodbye to be no more of that to do with it and I'm still asleep you can if it's. True to he for too long we have been happy we can both sense now that we will be and that they're saying we sense it we will be unhappy don't say we it's a do you feel that with you or as you wish but it's very late you have to go to bed . And since you decided to break up tonight to give me you've decided and then be a bank in order not to have to find under one has decided that doesn't mean it's less painful you know how easily I forget that the 1st days will be miserable that . So that once we stop seeing each other that void any letters other forms of communication could be too painful let's end everything at once Yes you're right rather than have one figure because often in a 2nd I'd rather awful my whole all at once. I'm sorry to keep you up so late but it's our last evening here to sleep for the rest of your life. And promise you'll never try to see me again even a hero to his. Of the team. I want you to know that I really loved. I was never interested in anyone's life. It's causing me so much pain to leave the kids causing even more I don't RINGBACK want to cause you pain there is only one person to whom I care and that is yourself wherever you go. Probably to. NATO. See. If you never see this really gets into possible. You're unhappy No I wasn't happy I will be unhappy now I'm sure it's better for you props for you. There's nothing really happier here. Seeing the Sox. Try to stay together for a few more days maybe weeks perhaps even longer. There are provisional arrangements that last a long time even. If you know it. Will. Be mad to cause each other so much pain this evening. It's like a trip when Piers for them doesn't take isn't it. You must be exhausted. And sick at night and. Doesn't warn you I'm so tired and simply sleep and sleep that. In the scenes pushed this far we think we are play acting that we are holding these conversations without sincerity Whereas generally whether we know it or not what is whispered despite ourselves is the 1st murmur of a storm we don't suspect we express our touch times the opposite of our desire which is to live for elbow with the one we love. But also the impossibility of living together which is causing our daily suffering. All too soon the moment to the separation will be followed by the terrible and final separation which we have without knowing paid the way. When I went into well beatings room I did indeed see the dead woman she had gone to sleep as soon as she lay down the sheets wrapped like a shroud around her body at assumed a scone e rigidity as I saw the expressionless body ere I asked myself what the local with Nick table it held so that all the actions in which it might have been involved from a knowledge of an elbow to the brushing of a skirt had been able to cause me stretch to infinity from the points it at Occupy in space and time and from time to time a probably awakened in my memory such a tense anguish I was still in the fur coat and when leaving the belt. And remain bent before that twisted body and allegorical in. An allegory of one of my death of my love. I began to hear her regular breathing and withdrew gently his so as not to wake her. And yet now that my life with Albertine a become possible again I felt I could do Raju with nothing from him but misery I was certain she did not allow me better to part from her in the present moment of her consent I thought yes this was the moment I would go at last to Venice this city I had dreamed I was a child I would find myself. Face to face with my imagining. That morning I rang her françoise. Good morning I didn't want to disturb you. By only going to us when she was yes well. I was worried because she rang so late this morning I didn't know what to do you see because the Smalling hate that was a bad scene asked for the cases I didn't dare here I was afraid to be angry if I was you want to warn you I can't serve in housing it's a way to at least and where they keep thinking you drink she didn't want to wait she gave me this letter for you and at 9 o'clock it was an 18. Month more the Dean left. Suffering goes beyond psychology. Only a moment before as I analyze my feelings I believe that a separation without saying goodbye was exec really what I wanted. I have been comparing the mediocrity of the pleasures I'll be Dean offered me with the welfare Bizarros she prevented me from realizing I had come to the conclusion that I didn't want to see her anymore and that I didn't love her. But the words. About the might very well be a dream lead. Brought such pain to my heart. That I thought I wouldn't survive. What I had thought was nothing to me was no more no less than my entire life how little we know ourselves. Yeah a moment before I had for what I didn't love l b a teen anymore I thought I knew my own heart. But how it would intelligently are we cannot see you all the hidden and unsuspected components of bark I can seen clearly at all. I waited for françoise to leave. I read Dean's letter. My dear friend. Forgive me for not having dared to say to you in person the few words that follow but I'm such a coward. And I've always been so afraid in your presence that had never been able to force myself to speak this is what I should have said to you. Our life together has become impossible you must have seen it will sell when you turned upon me the other evening. It is better for us since we had the good fortune to be reconciled. To parties friends. You will forgive me if I am causing you a little grief. When you think of the immensity of mind. I didn't want to become your enemy. It would be hard enough to see you become little by little indifferent. My decision is therefore a revocable. Goodbye. I leave you with the best of myself. I knew the do this son who was embarrassed I asked him to come to me without delay. But. What. Will you help me. Always do anything mechanical What is fine to go well I didn't know there was someone that there is I want you to find a young woman who is staying here with me that's why we've seen so little of you this year she's gone. Off and do you know where I don't have an idea. She has no 2 shit hole there's a station that find the house of Madame ball. And wait outside till you see the young woman going out do I know this young woman how I got it nice and to think you know. I have a photograph it's a very good one she's not a beauty and if you love her my wonderful friend she can only be an extraordinary 'd creature already angry with her causing you so much pain. But some one is sensitive and others just because you are who loves beauty of all. And just for the day from doesn't want. Is the photograph as I said. It's not flattery. It's again. Roberto looked at me with a reasonable prudent somewhat distain for air which we assume in front of a person who is ill even if he has been in the past a man about standing gives and who is now nothing of the sort but rather lunatic who speaks to us of a celestial being who is appearing to him I couldn't help remembering that I had felt the same when I had 1st met or pairs mistress Rachel the woman who had caused him so much pain in the past it must be admitted that this war to reaction brought about by the sight of the person who has caused the suffering upset the lives sometimes brought about the death of someone whom you love is frequent Not merely because love is individual nor because when we do not feel it finding it avoidable and philosophizing upon the folly of other people who comes naturally to us know who it is because when it is reached the stage at which it causes such misery the structure composed of the sensations interposed between the face of the woman and the eyes of the lover the huge egg of pain which in cases it and can see whose it is a mantle of snow conceals a mountain is already raised so high that the point at which the lovers gaze comes to rest the point at which he finds his pleasure and his sufferings is as far from the point that other people see as is the real sound from the place in which its condensed light enables us to see it in the sky I can tell you that by the useful beauty of there is really something of a little imagination. What we love is too much of the past consists too much in the time you've spent together. No one else can see the stand that my friend thought the same of Rachel a long time ago I only want to find her. Now we are all better already what do you want me to do. When you see that I'm born I want you to own for 30000 francs directly like that is a bribe of course but a husband is in politics to help in this constituency and she did just honest enough to accept why not offer less in that case 3000 francs. Explain that the money was given to me for my marriage with empty but I want to give it to her uncle's electric Spence's without knowing anything but how the team must come back immediately to keep up appearances. And there will be more afterwards. I do my best it seems all done who knows duchesses who do more difficult things for us would you go today yes my friend I am so happy to do something for you I hope we'll see more of each other you know that the marriage plan for me. That happens you can make our house your hood your getting marriage is it with the niece of the Prince of government we'll speak about this another time I can tell you want me to speak to other teams on as soon as possible and let you know what happens count on me my dear friend or take the train today thank you. I feel better already I know you had failed. But I meant to take my words out of the teens back out of the study not at all for us was leave everything ready for. A well. If you say so. I don't calm as I waited for south to meet with I'll be to you some and since I was certain his mission would succeed I was even able to imagine beneath and meeting other women butters soon as I noticed this calm I felt another kind of panic this calm which I had just tasted was the 1st apparition of that great force that was to wage war in me against greed against large and moved in the end prove it to all use what I had just tasted and began to for c. Was for the moment the only would later be a permanent stay a life in which I would no longer suffer because about 18 in which I could no longer lump. And my love which I had just seen the only enemy that could conquered it our ability to forget. Began to tremble like a lion cub who has just been locked in a cage and suddenly sees the python that will devour him. Horse was any losses killed this morning no no it says. I thought of Al between time. I want to see her again we try to see again the one we love but we should try rather not to see. Only forgetting brings about the extinction of desire Billings between another being and ourselves exist only in our for the We meaning of a memory will release those links and however much we wish to believe otherwise or try to conceive others. We exist in a. Man is the being who cannot come out to himself who knows others only through himself and when he denies this he is a lying. I believe my need for Albertine my love was necessary to my life and since man can act on the outside world how could I not succeed with lose with Manning with intelligence in destroying what cause me so much pain Albert teens absence. We believe that we are able to change things around us according to our desires Otherwise we can see no other solution we forget the solution that generally comes to pass and which is also more favorable we may not succeed in changing things according to our desire but actually our desire to change it. The situation we hope to change because it was intolerable becomes I mean. We have not managed to sum up the obstacle but life has taken us around let us pass and then if we don't around to look at the remote past we can barely catch sight of it so imperceptible has it become I received a 2nd letter from Albertine my dear friend you sent your friend Sandu to my aunt which was mad my dear if you needed me why did you not write to me directly I would have been only too happy to come back but please refrain from any more upset initiatives I would have been only too happy to come back. She wants to come back then. All I have to say is that I need her and she'll come back. But the letter is so cold she could have said so much else I also felt that asking Sallu to intervene must have left a bad impression on her I wrote back my dear thank you for telling me that if I had needed you you would have come to me but no I did not ask and eyes shown not ask you to return. Meeting before some time has passed might not be painful to you but to me whom at times you have thought so cold it would be most painful you make the decision which I believe very wise and just the right moment. The Motherhood recently the very day you left that she consented to my marriage with you. I would have told you that normally we would have been joined for life and perhaps who knows miserable in that case you have been very wise I'd also bought a rules because I know how much you like taking drives it will remain unused and again but I will always remember wonderful drives together. I believe that as long as I'm capable of falling in love with you again which will not be for long it would be manned to meet again. Farewell forever my little apathy as for the alleged steps which some who took with you aren't I don't even believe he is in that region it smacks of Sherlock Holmes what can he possibly think of me to believe all that I was certain my letter would make Albertine return at once and I was almost regretting imminent arrival I'm a loss of my freedom. First was Don't forget to do other teens from it must be ready for her when she comes she said still she will come back. I expect her to get . Well. My dear friend thank you for all the good things you have said to me I'm sorry the rolls all remain in the garage I realize it will be of no use to you as you don't like to go out I'm very touched that you have fond memories of our outings I will never forget that last ride we took in the double Twilight double because Night was falling and we were about to part believe me when I say it will only be a race for my memory when the darkness is complete and my letter had not had the effect I had hoped for she was still not coming back I felt I had to precipitate matters and I wrote back as if I hadn't yet received the Albertsons letter. Idea today I wrote on time and asked her to come and stay with me I've decided to tell you this before she can inform you herself you know how much I hate secrecy it seems acquired since you're staying at my house the bad habit of not being able to live alone since we have decided you are not coming back it has occurred to me that the best person to fill your place because she would remind the most strongly of you is only to have spoken to her only of a short visit but I am pretty certain it will be permanent. And since the fatal in compatibility of our natures and the mischances of life have decreed that well it'll have the teen will not be my wife. I believe I will find nevertheless a wife list charming than herself but better conform to my nature and who might just be happier with me in my as soon as I sent the letter I realized it might not have the result I'm tended Albertine might be glad to know that Andre was staying with me since she had no regained her freedom away from the stultifying precautions aisle adopted against her during our months together in Paris what was she doing with her freedom who was she seeing how could I have allowed her to stay away for so long I gave up all pride and sent a red telegram begging her to return upon any conditions I told her she could do anything she liked as long as I might be allowed to take her in my arms for a minute before she went to bed. My telegram had just gone do I when I received one from aren't Albertine ad being thrown by a horse against a tree while she was out riding. Albertine was glad. And now all of my future was pulled out of my heart I hadn't clearly perceived this puter indissoluble e blended with Albertine But now that it would mean peeled away I felt the place it held in my gaping art she told me she only does it here. It is so hungry. Words are a little. Less. I felt for the moment that I was losing my balance I checked the date it had been written the day before Albertine was thrown from her or is it too late for me to come back to you. I'll accept your decision but please let me know as soon as possible you can imagine how anxious I am to hear from you. If you want me back I'll take the train and mediately. From all my heart. Betty. From her book which. I had once there think the journey Albertans death would relieve me of my suffering but I'll be teen's death to suppress my pain the shock of the fall I would have had not only to kill her in to rain where she was riding but in myself instead she had never been more alive in me when the day drew to a close and the cool evening air came in it was the sun setting in my memory that I saw at the end of the road which we had taken in about back walking together together. I had to stall the I and ears of my memory so as not to see that band of orange in the western sky so as not to hear those birds responding to each other from one tree to the next that she kissed me. Since out between was dead. And now I saw her leaning over her bicycle on rainy days she was always tightly scrapped you know waterproof I had wanted to ask her to take off that armor to be experience with her pretend that he of travel this would never be possible in Saudi a teen with dead so many memories taken from the repertory of life so many feelings made it seem impossible that Albertine so alive even me could be dead. I listen to the sound of the lift coming up about it stopped on the next floor what do you put it all Dylan dream and she was about to ring Come mean what your false was was about to come and say you'll never guess who is here. I tried to read a paper but as soon as I opened one I remembered this was a jester and I han't when Albertine was a lie you've. And. Was did sometimes she seemed to drive by it herself into little domestic gods inhabiting the flame of a candle a door knob the back of a chair. I was left with only one hope for the future. But it was a hope more painful than any fear and that was to forget Albertine. I knew I would forget one day I had forgotten that I had forgotten my mom died even forgotten my grandmother and it is almost just and cruel punishment for that forgetting that's total and calm as the you believe me end of the graveyard that we can see forgetting as inevitable even towards those we still lab and we know that if this is the easing of pain it is also the coming of indifference and the day would come when I could gladly offer l b a teams room to someone else just as I had once without regret given to Albertine all the gifts I had received from Gilles bear. Leisure my husband is reading your article in The Thing at this very moment and they believe you've already met her it was a thought she will. Know and. Since remember you need me some time ago we used to come to our house. Don't you recognize your friendship that she would pass. On their best. Everything dies immediately you have a chance to you have and I am surprised to see you here. And why you know madam was able to force your bill and not Mademoiselle Swan will surely you know that my mother after my father's death married to the city full city. In the world. And he has adopted me and given me his name and I'm very happy that I loved your misuse one your father. He was a remarkable man so I had. He would have been very happy to see you here the government what he was going to do yes I understand but why would members and of course me not be invited to do this again and indeed I didn't mean anything else but the duchess was very fond of your father too I mean your father sworn to. Be here for. He came here almost every day for 25 years he was charming and a great friend of my brother in law Miss additional use you have to know wonderful drawings by his dear that little ohs Yes he's become so fashionable I rather regret having given so many paintings that way by going to Fulton. The very beautiful it is your father I think it was a friend of ours who insists is real cause I finished your article a very good little floury and it will shut up at the home you know all those metaphors are slightly out of date but I'm delighted that you are occupied I do rely people who do something with that 10 fingers I don't like useless people I will feel so proud to be able to stand you when you are young. I can even say I have the pleasure. The honor of knowing you now why did you come to the opera with us tomorrow. I can't I really go out these days. I just lost a friend I mean money. Although I had tears in my eyes it was the 1st time I could speak of my loss with a certain pleasure. And I was not able to write to my friends about my pain because I have stopped reading it as soon as real bad has left the doctors took me aside we can tell that she does not like to be reminded that Swan Is her father. I will try to avoid speaking of him in front of her really ought to have put his drawings away remember that he used to hug her and tell her that if one day anyone remembered him it would be because of. What can we do she has never said before should feel that's not the same as being that it was as we all have a phone we were of him of course we still can't see if another matter did for the former mad and so on. Or that well there are some people do but there are limits however we found she charmed and doesn't she have certain expressions that remind us why. It literally. Pulls. He's aloof he will be so pleased to know that you are. Just. That morning when I had opened the pages of the picaro I've been disturbed to find that the 1st articles seemed to have Scoble and that title from one I had sent and which should never be printed I was eaten all disturbed when I notice that many words with the kind of words I use myself I was about to send a little protest but I suddenly realized it wasn't only words it was my name it was my offer to go they had printed it took me a while to take that in and to understand that this article wasn't only in the paper I held in my hands but that it was one of 10000 copies what I had written was going to be read by everyone and so in order to read I could no longer read it as myself but as other readers of the paper might but what do we do notice this article it was very long and then with a notice I had written it many readers don't bother to find out who the writer is I never did when I read something I promised myself that from now on I would always look carefully at who had written the article and remember the name. I told myself that if my hope to continue to deteriorate and I could no longer see my friends I could communicate with them by writing articles until the day I could see them again I told myself there at Marie soon would bring me pleasure but the pleasure I had was interior spiritual. Solitary pleasure they could not give me perhaps the act of writing would destroy my very wish to see them and I would not be able to enjoy the business when that literature might give me in society because I would no longer find any enjoyment in society but you know literature. Just as certain joys come too late so do certain swallows the memory of Albertine have become so fragmentary in me that it no longer calls me any Salo and was now no more than a transition to fresh desires but a cold which announced a change. I was still for a thought well the teens memory but I was now happy or unhappy company upon the way . I would have been at having Alba team or recklessly come to life this was because and rave could tell me more things about Albertine than Albertine herself at ever told me. Mademoiselle all the players here in this year. Are very happy to see you. Contrary minister and with. Castillo and we're going to have dinner with Zen you know. She's one of our band of girls and that back through old friends in she has a fault that still my best friend the one says and I still agree Saxon. And if him any affection for me only. Remember her you will have been to your band . Anything close you are to a dirty. Intimacy. Which are hard to understand at intimacy like to share it. With possible. Of course that's not possible your man. I couldn't possibly share with you what I share with the other team it's not the same. Why not. Why did you share with everything I said everything must know that I know you loved each other. But as friends. We're more than friends we spent so many wonderful hours together so passionate so can sing. And she felt guilty she thought you'd save her from those desires that you would marry her. She knew it was a kind of criminal and insane desire she had so that when you do have a right straighten parents often with you at 1st yes she continued she had such a need and once instead of waiting for the next day even here we managed we were almost caught cold we were sure you noticed suspected. françoise Hadn't gone out yet and you were visiting the Duchess of government we assumed you'd be late we had turned out all the lights so that when you did come home you from her with your key she hadn't closed the door to her room fortunately you had forgotten your key and had to ring that we were so worried you would suspect when you saw us we both had the same idea remember you were carrying a large bunch of lights and we both pretended we were allergic to lilacs to cover up confusion and certain disarray but Albertine was certain you suspected us couldn't sleep for 3 nights she was terribly afraid of you sometimes she said you were mean twisted really hated her. When she realized you didn't suspect anything she calmed down but she never did anything after that. As it was here. And she always insisted she loved you very much. But one can mention likes and front of her without making her bluffs. That it doesn't really matter. And we suspected earlier you are. Right since there are many others. Wounded when. She used the boards. With young girls but this was noon in Burbank Yes. She had a kind of accomplice the handsome young man she met at the delta he played the violin says. Yes Morel he would seduce simple innocent and then bring them to. See I really believe Albertine would have controlled those kinds of passions which. He would rescue had he would marry her. I sometimes wonder if it wasn't after some incident of the sort I described that she killed herself on patterns. And so tired. We talked about something else if she were alive I could talk to her about this. What would be the point. Andrea had previously strenuously denied she had any relations with Albertine so I doubt that the well was the truth. I could not judge whether all very was lying but I no longer felt the need to believe in Alabama teens innocence why should I have believed when she swore to me she didn't like we mean in that way and that of eating for Andre with those of a sister. I would never know the true truth and life are very arduous. And in me sorrow was becoming dominated by exhaustion I would soon come to an absolute in difference towards Alabama. But I would not know this and get a life I've gone to Venice. Thank you maybe this. Is that strange that we're looking at the good lynching in the company. I've been remembering the slates on a church in Concord which looked like black mold in the sun don't catch cold in front of the open window here have fish that came or. You don't mind waiting for me before I get out of course so I call for a gondola he can take us to some market I knew how much he liked to see the palaces on either side of the Grand Canal What did you see yesterday that they'd look more like a chain of marble cliffs than the houses yes. Don't forget that we're dining with that themselves up tonight mystery we knew how we could pretend not to see when we ran into yet yes of course it's the unexpected and inopportune has it of meeting someone those well travelled. Oh wait for you in front of the oh tell I'm reading one of your favorite letters. But I just saw Good evening I'm gaged a private room for us where we can eat during the Great War the restaurant this was an agent plant so and I believe the 1st use of the restaurant interest yes do I'll ask the waiter to show is the woman you can find is that. Good evening Madame de Ville policy let me show you to your table and we may expect should. I recognized in the old lady you were just entered the spacious dining room despite our air of melancholy and weariness that comes with the years and despite a whole debate. A red leprosy that covered her face the muck eased the Bill Paterson. I tell my other sons are you probably lost in contemplation of the frescoes in that we might not see you know their 1st because apparently restored and disappointing but I did see that under big Paris and new suit in the plaza the famous Madame de Ville that we see could I just give her for a movement it's been the wish of my whole life to see her for an instant that she may finish her shoe or have to take you to the dining room piece to wait. Because it is so interested in madam to get back to see whether she was Duchess of the earth way before her 2nd marriage as a beautiful is an angel and as cruel as a demon beautiful I have to tell you that my father was desperately in love with her she ruined him financially and then quickly abandoned him it's because of her that I'm poor and of her to live so modestly in convey believe in so now that my father is dead I console myself with the thought that he least he loved the most beautiful woman of her life and I've never laid eyes on it will mean so much to me to see. Up. There she. Said of that plan. To see anyone she must have left or to shake him. The 2nd. Week of accounting in the same way. At the 2nd table all I can see is an old nun and a kind of hunchback Cretan with a very red face and white he did yes he's the please. The. Jack. I hope you won't find our return to Paris to talk you could have said longer on your own if you wished I considered it that once alone I knew that this would change that it would become alien to be lifeless unstable Did you see everything you wanted in goodness yes oh I could look at cutter's the legend of simplicity Yes I think it was my favorite There's a woman in the page looks like you. Don't put her. I thought there was one who reminded me of. No. Not one. I picked. I did not mean to mention how you must believe me when I say I have a. Are so afraid to speak it. As well as a monster but it came and it devoured if we think. I'm cured. I had a telegram the other day. And for some reason I believed it was from her. I didn't want to open it in case it said she was still alive. I have a couple of letters that were given to me just before we left I haven't opened and yet either. And here's unless it's a new Kiss. But have this boiled egg trust we can both resolve as late as we have a lot of time. It's from she'll bet. I can hardly believe it I thought nothing could surprise me at my age but yes it can surprise you more than what I've just heard normal. Belt is marrying the son who. Could swap with your friends send you the one your grandmother like soo much she had bets calls herself not muzzled the folks should be with but small enough to her daughter. That nothing could be more surprising the game won't always refused to receive the belt or her mother in battle she is marrying so do she will be more she will have that illustrious name. I always like to see that you would never receive mine did we couldn't we didn't know then I was right to tell you this was the most surprising news magazine that 90 was will surprise you even more. The young marquis to come home that is nary Nat to sell Donahoe. 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Now whole Sloan's daughter that is remarkable if one's full of whom you never knew had known that his granddaughter would marry into one of the greatest Catholic families of frogs and he was a really good man they were very rich. So all in good it made a good marriage but everything collapsed right in that it a Coke 0 that's my motto to exaggerate addicts one wasn't a prostitute I will tell you about it all day. In June when you were a player you visit your uncle almost every day. Until you tell does about a beautiful woman in pink you've met that we were fewer eous that your uncle had received a lot of you were visiting him and we never spoke to him again so I remember she was so beautiful she was very kind to me. And I remember that was added to Chrissie. But I'm swimming Please look from there I felt I had known her for. 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And how her daughter is marrying the nephew of another woman who was not allowed to know it 1st because she on the other hand was too grand to us I mean the Marquis's to his policy and then miss you look older who would not return our greetings in Congress because we weren't sufficiently shocked by it and has a grandson who is married in a good who would only have been allowed to come to us using the back stairs. So much for costs. Already arriving in Paris with a lot of talk about these marriages. What will you do us. Create ritually she's back. In Albertine disappears part 8 of Marcel Proust In Search of Lost Time adapted from the French by Timberlake working Baker the narrator was Derek Jack Ruby and Betty in was played by Patty more math says Blake Ritson. Kyle Sala Beth Emma Mackie class was Susan Brown. Duchess of government. And you could get Robert Glenister on the Georgina Beadle. Sylvester to school and the sun's a heart was primal moment other parts were played by members of the company Marcel Proust in search of last time was directed by Celia to Wolfe and was a peer production for b.b.c. Radio 4. An indexer explained ultimate part of the drama Marcel tries to come to terms with the loss of our better team he returns to his childhood home of Congress and visits its 1st love which will bear sworn who is now married to his best friend Robert descend look the war is a month away and his health is failing now before the news a track off the weather for tomorrow I mean to be a dry day for many of us with some expels but some areas of cloud as well however there will be some scattered showers particularly for northeast England and Northern Scotland showers will then extend to central northern m. East of England as the day wears on that's your weather on f.m. And on b.b.c. Sounds this is b.b.c. Radio 4. B.b.c. News at 10 o'clock this is Susan Rae Good evening Boris Johnson has agreed to write to either leaders are asking for a breakfast extension after suffering a major setback in the Commons but he sending a 2nd letter warning that any further delay would be a mistake thousands of people are out on the streets of Barcelona demanding that Catalonia separatist leaders be freed from prison Englanders through to the semifinal of the Rugby World Cup after thrashing this trail year. Boris Johnson is sending a letter to the e.u. Asking for another delay to Bret's it after and he's voted not to approve his deal until all the legal steps were completed but he will also send a 2nd letter explaining that he thinks an extension is a mistake in a move which could attract a new challenge in the courts the prime minister had hoped that a rare common sitting on a Saturday would approve the deal he struck with the e.u. This week but instead M.P.'s button amendment put forward by the former Conservative minister Sir Oliver Letwin Sir Oliver said it was intended to prevent a new deal Breck's it because it meant that the prime minister was legally obliged to request the extension from the e.u. His Our political correspondent Jonathan Blake sending 2 letters to the e.u. Is a clear attempt by the prime minister to comply with the law passed by M.P.'s forcing him to request an extension to break sit and at the same time signal as clearly as possible to the e.u. That he does not want any further delay a senior number 10 source said Boris Johnson would not sign the letter requesting an extension and would send a 2nd sign that a setting out his belief that a delay would be a mistake and appealing to e.u. Leaders to ask M.P.'s to vote for the agree deal the prime minister has tonight spoken to the president of the European Council and several European leaders including President of France who said that an extension was in nobody's interest Downing Street is not expecting a quick decision from the e.u. It could take several days and the government will hope that uncertainty about any extension will persuade M.P.'s to back Boris Johnson's deal if as the government intends a vote is allowed in the House of Commons on Monday whether that goes ahead or not the government will bring forward legislation designed to implement the withdrawal agreement later next week. Boris Johnson had begun the day by telling M.P.'s that his breakfast deal offered a chance to heal the rift in politics and move the country forward in the event he suffered a defeat on the Letterman amendment by 322 votes to 306 a bigger margin than ministers that feared our assistant political editor Norman Smith reports far from the do or die moment of clarity that Boris Johnson had sought today has ended in defeat confusion and a possible further delay to break said a reverse spearheaded by those rebel tour is so recently expelled from the party this afternoon they the d u p and the opposition parties formed an unlikely alliance to force Mr Johnson to seek a further Breck's at extension to avoid No Deal an outcome that prompted a furious prime minister to abandon the vote on his deal and instead to send his M.P.'s home.