a helicopter has crash. in bovary just near keith, at least at 14 people died including a child adequate to came down there nursery slamming into a building and causing a large fire. official say it's too early to determine what caused the crash address. it does need a key. i called her crash plan lives on the minister of the internal affairs of you agree? yes, elise, i had a call to tell me or, and kindergarten or do you know, you ran out of the, our local miles to d and many more warm up losing it because all or, or shes from mr. sergey lover of as compared the west approach to russia to add of hitler's final solution. arrow said the u. s. had assembled a coalition of european countries to solve the russian question, using ukraine as a proxy. in the same way the nazis had sought to eradicate europe's jews. he was speaking at a news conference in moscow, which is part of an annual review of russia's foreign policy. larosa. russia will achieve its objectives in ukraine despite what he 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decision could trigger a political crisis for the new coalition government who spot leon. for me, this is a day of morning when the supreme court intervened in the legislation of a basic law. the court today caused all lines when it interfered with the law passed by a majority of 6 to 3 people, which expresses the decision of the majority. i didn't believe that the supreme court would intervene. and now it turns out that the court think it is a hit and ruler should remember its place in the fact that it has to decide which be rights based on the legislation thought. and microsoft has announced plans to cut at least $10000.00 jobs by the end of september. that we also will affect about 5 percent of the tech firms workforce and will include engineers working in the gaming division such as x box. microsoft is the latest company to join a wave of mascot's at dak giants, including amazon matter, and twitter will bring you analysis on that story in the news. i'll be looking at that the cause of those lay offs and the effect that it's likely to have on those companies and the industry at large. but for now witness, is the program coming up next? ah me the last 8 days, i have been at the hospital 5 times until 345 in the morning. i'm with people who have tried to type your lives. i have received 6 goodbye messages from people, some of whom i know, many of whom i didn't. i have literally had to restrain someone who was trying to take their life. i had been on the phone to someone else who was about to take their life. it has been one of the wake. ah, i was once the person on the other side. i was once the person wanting to jump off the bridge and i try to spend my life more time planning how i was going to die. walking down the street seeing trees and literally just saying it's all hanging in them. that's what i used to do. i was consumed by that 247 ah, the voices of her platform that we created and where people can see the stories. the stories with depression also aside the stories of how they got sure and how they're now free of it and how may rigidly reached out to me when she thought my story. and she was like, i really want to share my story with your voice in the heart. and then i got a message from her and she was like, i am really sorry. i don't think i'm strong enough to to do it. i've just been in the hospital for the last 2 weeks off the trying to take my life we. she was struggling, which was every day she would meet me. she would call me if she was having panic attacks. if she was wanting to hurt herself, she would contact me. she asked if i could say that one day when she was free from her pain, that i'm, you know, that she would be able to tell her story on voices of heart. and i, she, she wholeheartedly at that point. wanted to be here to do that. thank you for the opportunity to patch. i am still in films go to to, i'm putting a web series about the suicide of my framed chase. i know that this is a hard subject in story to tell, but it's one that people my age want to talk about. you may, is there originally, i was just going to tell you the story for film school. we had to do this kind of big project at the end of the year. and so when the opportunity came to pitch a series, i didn't really think i was going to get through or anything. some of you from museum, i have heard recently a story about a young girl who was on the south motorway bridge, the commies, if you go to the 1st slide, some ongoing, drag that mo, back from the age. so traffic can get going. if she was serious, you would have done it by now. she just wants attention, hopefully. 50000 bolts worth as being arranged to stigma around suicide and mental health is that you are teaching speaking. the purpose of this is to change the stigma. i was terrified, but i wanted to tell jesus story because jesus was once that girl she's with wants the girl standing on the motorway bridge. and people want to see change. so my question is, will you help me make that change? a good movie. let's do. he's my thought yeah. they sexually run the 24 hours down here so that we can run the trip. so it off that timeline. yeah. without having to reset the good by night set. so for chain reaction of what my mom cools pretty straight on kids. yeah. i knew that i needed to find experience produces to help me people that would respect the story because this is the hard story. i tell it in a way that wasn't glamorize and it was so vital to me because i had never done anything like this before. what do you think it is about? just because you she was someone who contacted you and at the time you were putting together stories, i remember one of your takes food seem to be great to get used to with collecting stories. what was different about chase? the men also were had was so parallel. wrong. so parallel. i've never heard anything that was so similar. i think i just thought me, i really saw me. ah, my name's jazz in this is a story about suicide. but this isn't my story. i hear video. it's the story of my friend, jess, this is jason dead and her story doesn't in the same way that mine has so it just won't be easy to it. yeah, you just mentioned that she put a pitch ford and that he'd been successful with that that we serious about. it would go ahead and, and she asked if we would kind of be okay with her. and we said that my and the heard history of it says new, she is a struggle. so it was on like stranger, i feel a huge responsibility for james and, and, and telling the story. and i think chip post because i'm derrick thing. but also because i knew her, i remember a conversation that me and, and had, and i don't think she meets anything by that time. but she said ran away and she was like in the forest area and i had to go and get her out and pull her out. and the 1st time that i've probably had like a real good conversation with and, and she said to me in so many people have come into her life and have tried to save her. and i haven't been able to, but i really think you might be able to be the one that can save her. and i obviously couldn't when i was 12, i made a decision to try and in my own life. now i don't know if it's a 12 year old, i knew that if i didn't do that, i wouldn't need that white copy. to be honest, i really don't think i have wanted the pay stub, a generation is sitting here like where the we're the ones that are dying, where the ones that are losing our friends, we're the ones are losing our brothers or sisters and, and therefore we have to be the ones that will stand up and solve it because no one else is going to. so as a 16 year old, i make this decision and that if i was going to do anything with my life, i needed to get out of the place that i was. and i needed to get out of the town that i was in. i say that i moved to oakland. i didn't know anyone. can a flight on trade me? i enrolled myself in high school and things are going well for like for like 2 weeks and i was like, this is amazing. everything's changed. my life is great. and then, and then i realized that, that i could, i could run away from my situation, but i couldn't walk away from myself. wherever i was. there i was, i was there, right. and we don't shy away from the truth of what we went through when we were younger. i mean, i know that i have the passion behind her and the ability to kind of tell a story that people can use to fight to help themselves and to help change the allies. i was in the psychiatric unit for 6 weeks fighting for my life, but you see when i was sitting in that unit, i mean for her name is isa. and she came into the site, you know, she's up to me and she go chairs. why are you crying? and her i just turned to her and said, i'm just so tired of fighting. and she looked at me in jazz. i don't think that you're fighting, i think you're only surviving. and that's only when you learn how to find that the change that your longing to see, he's going to happen that change everything. one of the kids about to tell us how she's been provided for ages. yes. are you, i don't know if she's at home or what was the what, what she had so she, i've just been a leading and i've already been out like my phone, but she just takes me saying i'm, i'm very dense. if i leon you down a 100 any more, i'm sorry, i love you. good bye. was or should i order not, not. i worry about her not worry about what we are all embarking on. putting her back in that place. making her talk about things that are about jess better with her about her and i'm she's the only person i say could tell the story of her injuries. you wouldn't want to do it at home so that her family, sometimes i get caught out a little bit on in the timeline, realizing just how close jazz as to the crisis points on her own story. she's 22 and we're talking about suicide attempts and periods and hospital that were only 2 years ago for her. and she's really put herself out there with voices of hope. and because young people identify with her, they contact her constantly. she's very exposed and it makes, or even a new vulnerable. so i find myself trying to rate her to see if she's okay. and i think about it late at night on this one already. and we've only just begun it's yeah. i don't think, i mean, i would go to that i could think of, but then at the same time she might have gone away from the house of hospitable again. she doesn't know why she nursed farmville so you hadn't remember much. a local papers written a story about what i'm doing and the title kind of sensationalize is suicide. that went on to the last night and like a 90 percent of the call means we're just like her effect. people saying that i'm going to kill myself in the dock or like to be the team to coming to a dock. you ah . people treated the women are being supportive and the guy, the troll. yeah. no disrespect and great job by coming jo damon for 49 teams. where do you think it come from? for only thing that seems to happen on social media, particularly when it's about suicide? i think it just comes from a massive lack of understanding. i think that the people who are writing these things they have never had experience in it, or they have lost someone and may out very better about it and angry them and think that that was selfish for doing it. knowing that this is how people are reacting from this. i'm nervous as to what the reaction is going to be when the thing actually comes out. that's why we want that glasses and we just want to lose weight. it's all good. you can totally told course about what if you want to we can talk about it. and. yeah, i did. you, did you see their responses on twitter from their headline? not immediately. no, i saw them when the cas raised them with me. the headline obviously needs to draw people when, but it's literally sensationalizing. so aside in that, something that going into the series we have to ensure does not happen that people's lives are not click back when at this particular topic their lives in the stories can not be clipped back. we thought we had really tight guidelines and certainly about social media and how we handle stories about mental health and suicide. but that's not to say that they can't be reviewed a moment now says in time. and in this case was far and things go further. i was devastated. you know, i'm sure that was a lot worse for you, but i just it just, it pains be so much sir. so i've been involved and we've been involved and kind of the outcome. a car about this mold, know almost everything else. and his son he just was like, for me, he had a good not well, tis attempted suicide many, many times and and any lucid moments when she wasn't in crisis a couple times, she told us that she didn't want to be here as she shouldn't want to love any more . was too hard. a so as a hell of a thing. at 1st, we did everything wrong so we would say, well that's just selfish. you can't do that because what about us? what about me? what about and what about the brother and water, brother? cat, what are we going to do? so it, it made me feel like an absolute failure and that my love ah, wasn't enough to to keep her here. oh, oh. oh, james is into so hard. you just become so aware of the room and everybody and everyone in the room, but yeah, it was. it's hot. she text me later on and she sounded upset. she had gone to sit in the place where where jason passed is a real concern for her. yeah, because we don't know, i way at you know where she is. if she's okay and, and then she went, she did she, she did take her back as her back to her mental assumptions with him. so she, she knew she had to go there and that was fine, fast, i think for us it's really hard for us to know if we don't know where she is really hard for us to judge if she's okay. if jane is going to, to put herself in any kind of danger, we need to stop us and white and give her time to figure out how to work with us to keep her safe. it's kind of the way it just has to be. i think my biggest fear is that i'm going to do it wrong and that will lead to someone watching it and then taking the life i know 100 people who kind of watch it. i know it because when i was still a little i was watching things on youtube and hide just to try and understand what was going on. i am terrified of not doing jesus story justice and i don't want to do more damage than good ah jacket. and jane gave way past sir james and i have sat in on a couple of interviews. they've really wanted 3 young people that were being interviewed and they know jameson as well. and i want them there as well. i religiously for the people message me and other people saying like i'm so glad she died. she does the and also like why would anyone say that we're working with the therapist as well. yeah. and you need to put it as if you don't contact her directly, but obviously it's something that, that we're providing and would really encourage you to do that. what was she like when she was like a young kid? what was that growing up? mean to very close kind of, we hung out a lot of the time together and everything was a concert, things i just hours and hours and when he came in and trying to sit down and watch and my team minutes to him in the what thoughts are going through your mind when you realize that she's gone shopping i think i'm sorry, there's so much and you said the 1st one is when i'm 3 and at phase ah yeah. i kind of graphic it's basically saying that the complaint relates to a disclosure made by her 3 year old daughter just me regarding to an allegation that a man i don't wanna say it's garth has danced off and yet prize making the complaint to the place. my mom advised the abusive partner of it and the person, not the allegations. mom did a police report originally and how she was putting an api on me and noticed stuff wasn't right. as a 3 year old. it seems clear. exactly. that really is, sir ed was an open, closed open, closed 4 times. i've been quite that because it was how does this stuff may feel about him? it's hard because point blank obvious. and she had, you know, she had met now that it is, but the reality is that she had a worth i bringing than i did. so she really didn't know any better. she really didn't, she did say she could, but unfortunately, the best that she could kept me in the me jayce is a history of suicide teams. why we see suicidal? that's always a tough question. the reasons why some people get to this place isn't a simple psychological equation. world a some of different lives. but jeez had told me about things that hurt her, that he was struggling to make seem softener. he'd start to get a bit of a bad attitude and fight him. she didn't really care as much. and at the time we just thought just being a teenager, and that is what it is. we didn't turn out to later on. why, why that was evident. i was at hine and i received a phone call from chase. she was in the counselor's office at school. she said that he had something to tell me and that head had been touching her inappropriately as hell of a thing. the hero of the thought, just the hello thing. i just didn't know what to do. i i went to the toya. i cried, and then i got really angry and i want to, i want to hurt someone. i can just remember, look in a juicing is feeling really guilty that i hadn't particular as a father should. mm. every way lisa devastating. in fact, jeremy's varnish earth rise, explore some of the efforts to recover what was lost from the syrian scientist. safeguarding one of our most valuable results is these are important samples. we have to make sure they are surviving to the refugees. striving to co exist with nature. ok, so what's going on there? we have simulating what happens when an elephant thomas life off to conflict on al jazeera. the latest news as it breaks, full sonata supporters across the country. they don't take to the street until they can't pull the government with detailed coverage since land reformed wayne 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slamming into a building, causing a large fire. officials say it's too early to determine what caused the crash. address. a key. i called her crash clara my minister of the internal affairs of you re his colleagues. i had a call to tell me or and kinda go hunting and we are lost today. and many more, more are losing daily because or or shes foreign minister sir, your lover of his compared the west approach to russia to adult hitler's final solution. navarro said the u. s. that assembled a coalition of european countries to sole the russian question, using ukraine as a proxy in the same way the nazis at sorta eradicate europe's jews. it was speaking at a news conference in moscow's part of an annual review of russia's foreign policy. that ro, said russia will achieve its objectives in ukraine, despite what he called a hybrid war wage by the west. at least 70 people reported to have died in afghanistan due to extreme cold weather. in the past 2 weeks, temperatures have dropped to as low as minus 21 degrees in cobble. the emergency operation center says the rise and casualties is caused by widespread polity and unemployment. israel supreme court has ruled it to ru dairy, the influential head of the ultra orthodox chas party cannot serve as interior and health minister in benjamin netanyahu government because he was convicted of tax fraud. last year. dairy is a close ally of netanyahu, and microsoft is announced plans to cut at least $10000.00 jobs by the end of september. the layoffs will affect about 5 percent of the tech funds workforce. and when include engineers working in the gaming division, such as x box. so witness now continues, but we're gonna have more all those stories and the news, our in about 25 minutes time at $2100.00 g empty. i'll see you then ah. a whole and so it's a completely different way of thinking and for anyone who's suicidal, even if it hasn't been abused, they are thinking differently and i think helping people understand that not to put you know, i think is that the interesting thing is not that way as other people impose our own way of saying things on to the person we are there in your mind as must die for your son again. and if anything gets in your way, it's like for it, what does it take to get past that anger and then actually do you have that shift of going? i'm glad i files. one of the biggest see, is of trying to take your life is that you're not gonna complete it. and then you know, the cycle that you're about to go back until again. and so, you know, waking up is horrible because you've been so certain that this time you're gonna get it right. i find it as someone who's not being so sort of so confusing because the, the math that will, that will carry around those that they can i so relieved that they would have been that moment of realization at all. my gosh, i of course i shouldn't be did. which is about every nor has of it was a really straightforward equations. is there, how do you judge why, how do you know what to do? and practically what, cuz i think this is, this is the problem. no one knows what we're supposed to do to help fluids. don't understand. what do we do for any person who knows that someone is struggling as 2 ways validate 1st. so even if you're not saying like i know that you're struggling, if you don't know you're like, i'm so sorry that you will feeling this way. type thing is serious and like all i thought you will be okay. cuz that would amanda clay and someone i, i hated at every single time someone said to me, you know, be ok. because no, it wasn't gonna be okay. i'd wanted to die. so you saying that is going to be okay . minimizes everything that's going on. so i love you to say things like that. yeah, yeah. i know, i like that i do. so i got a message from wayne and he was like, hey, can you give this girl a cool? i'm really worried about her. and all of these life is really suicidal and stuff, and i've known this grow for quite some time. so i gave her a call and i was like, shoot, man like this girl is not good, she needs help. now i call the crisis team and the crisis team go, we're really sorry. there's nothing we can do until she's tried to kill herself. this is what it was like when i was in the system and to know that it hasn't changed. i am whole angry and then i was on the foreign for probably half an hour away saying, getting put through to different people. why is it easier in this country to get pizza delivered to your house than it is to exit the crisis worker when you're about to kill yourself, need to know what i'm going to write, but i just feel like picking up my pin starting try up. see, it hated, misunderstood me. many lines. this is old. a lot of god stuff real raced by my are just getting stronger and i can feel myself getting closer to doing something to her myself. what happens with those urges and how do you get through those urgent? it comes up and peaks. so you, you know, you get up to the highest point of wanting to, and if you given to, i didn't pick them down and you know, i could actually get it out and then the people go back up. so learning how to live with and kind of sit in the moment of those peaks and then allowing it to go back down to the always will. but yeah, it's kind of so no acting, not acting on them face to face play. okay, so here it goes to iran who tried to everyone who i've laid down to everyone. i heard to everyone i lied to in to say, i'm sorry, good bye up. does it matter that we make a public exactly what her relationship was to the abuser in your net? so that's an open question to you in and we don't actually have proof that she was a be i think in her life i think that no child at 9 years old is suicidal because nothing has happened. that literally doesn't happen unless she had some really, really severe child psychotic, mean to owner. there was collective failure. it an apec level in jesus story. but i don't think it's that. so they knew one person. so i think it's a big decision about where we would ever point the needle of i don't think anything is pointing blame at a particular person to be. this is the reason that she killed herself because that the reason that we have the entire section of everyone's guilt around everything. everyone filed her, including me. every one failed her and talking about things like when you were like, well we don't actually know that she was and i'm like yeah, because of how much it mirrors. i'm just kind of like this is why people don't want to speak out. it's just being aware of what we're, what we're opening up here for people for real people. i don't want to put the thing. yeah. i mean the people live get a story because of it. but then i don't want people who have gone through some other things to jail to didn't feel like i can't speak out because people weren't belief in because we don't ask we're trying to, we don't believe her. she was saying, we don't believe we don't. 9, not the abuser or or go and some of those details. do you think there's a line we could fund we're i feel but in the middle what we do is that people are going to be hurt by it's not you alone doing that and it's no one going into that without. and i still feel a way that concerned about the, the balance. it doesn't fall on on. you know that the toys might be part of thinking about the reason why with the course we took her life. that doesn't. yeah . i think we just make that they don't, you know, this isn't about what the victim should and shouldn't do this. really. all right. i just don't want anyone to enough snatch worth of evidence from currently torn really say what only, hey, what fun stuff. the subject matter is so complex, you can't put something out without thinking of the ramifications of people who are struggling or people who know people who are struggling. i think the hardest thing for me is that every area of my life right now is to do with the subject with the, with at work and you are creating the series that is on the subject. and then you are creating voices of her campaigns that are on the subject . and you've got people talking to you every day, not wanting to be here anymore. there's literally not a single thing in my life that i'm doing right now. that is not to do with and the currently is a predefined is not thought well, but i least highly with title and i've been fighting for the week to try to try it or i haven't been able to properly because i have been so busy today. he's in all of these combine things and asked him to just not working it so to me or i'm going to give it went last shop. it goes to college, the appointment, which is her kind of things here. queer jobs she could buys to everyone. and i'm going to try really hard to get i saw it and they made the voices of hyatt, and we've got private here the other day. and one of them called me and was like my friends, i thought the 1st time going to kill themselves. what i do, so i get a lot of those and i'm like, oh my gosh, like i'm not a counselor. but they just expect a lot from me and for me to help say the friends are so many people asking me to meet your friends and all of that kind of thing, which i can to be the world counts. yes, the difference. so what you're doing and the difference to what a counsellor is drawing as one the trained to be able to remove themselves emotionally from situation. yeah. we can help you put some plans in place, but you have to be the one to put the boundaries in place. yeah. and living for jazz notifications or something we need to talk about. i mean, like when you asked me to handle a know why, what do we need to kind of occasions if you're receiving notifications from all of those things wanted for you to so my phone before i had this may anxiety and you can no why not use this, the pierce no, i said no one can do this. i couldn't do that. and i'm kind i know that you have, he's at haitian, i'm doing that and i'm not quite understanding why. oh, it's more. the messages are like the good by messages. that's why i don't want my phone down because i'm terrified of waking up the next day. it was to someone so aside me said end, i didn't call the cops and never did. yes, cuz that's happened. but do you understand? that's not your response. melanie. but boy becomes responsibilities are when they misses you, saying goodbye is not like i'm potentially gonna, you know, it's uh the messages that i freak out on there. yeah. i'm sorry. i love you. good bye. you're, i are the people messaging me. i'm frank, i'm so we're right now. hello. yes. capacity. ah ah, welcome to jessica tre. welcome, history. and the thing that rushes out of your head, the fastest as watch. what do you want? change? yeah, the 1st thing that has to change, we're being people's mind. it how do you change mindset by learning to understand? because i think it goes in the way that if we can change mindset, then we can change reactions. you can't change reactions without changing minds it and it's human to turn away from pain or program to avoid it. and i understand the uncertainty people feel about someone who's suicide or what don't you think people understand? i guess the biggest thing is good. i understand why people would want to die accepting that people who are suffering respond differently to the world is important. they don't think or feel the way you do and they afford that to their attention seeking end people, not taking it seriously. one of the biggest fears of people struggling is when they finally get the courage to reach out that they won't be understood. why else would they not been dealing with suicide? very well. fear of believe thing that you can tell must be like this. here's just the hutch, i think it's a valid fear. but if there's one thing i want to ask of you right now as to be the person that offers how without having to be asked, you can do everything for them. don't do everything better than they may not get taught again. that are not right because it was a lovely rate. you happy with that? yeah, wait, hold on my see don don, how do partner? well done. i use master a sofa. really emotional hearing. some of those lines amazing. we are preparing for the series to go out soon, which means that these a lot of it to be done as well as i'm driving at the moment, like figuring out what, what is this hope is? well, in the series and how we can kind of make sure that it reaches as many people as possible. and so it is like we go, he's in mrs. mason, she took over. don't me? i'm not exactly sure of her theresa just headed girl me says be on instagram saying that she and i have my much i just our vendor and now i feel really stupid with me. she did. no one from them is i'm trying to get one of her. the more members she's not giving me anything. i'm sure. as a sound like a 15 year old a does. it's definitely a 15 year old. oh, she just knew that she can call me for like 5 minutes. okay. hang on me. what's going on? why? why did you overdose? no, i know it does and it can be really, really high. you need to go get to the hospital because there is a chance you. if you go to sleep that you might not wake up. so what time your friends coming? do you want to stay on the phone to me while you tell the me, would you on me to tell them? well i just, i need to know that you got to go to hospital. i would prefer to tell the invite to talk to them myself that they know where to take you. okay. you said you need to be in your place. my name. thank you. i know i just updating it, i just called before and just updating it. ah, ah, hello, what did they say? mm. okay. can you, can you mrs. me when you're at the hospital? i possibly monday. i'm not sure why. i'm free. she's. she's been broadcasting standards. the restriction is not allowed to communicate any of the particulars of someone's death with has been disposal. one of the concerns we have is that we publicize details of suicide. that might be a factor in influencing others. do you think that's true? when i was there with fido, if i thought something, ok that someone did it, and one of my teams was a case like that. i'm going to, because someone took your life, that's how i should do it because they succeeded in doing it. what we know from your work is that just committed suicide. we don't know. we don't know. we don't know when, so i'm very comfortable with it. when i originally patch, i hadn't quite learned what i've learned now, which is that i couldn't if saved gees on you, she can save yourself and that's a realization it's really hard for me to come to i can encourage but i can't fight for her. oh i spent so long wishing that. i said more did more. we all believed that we should have saved her. but i've come to understand that that is an idea that we need to change. it's not our job to save people. our job is to care to care enough and to care in the right way that people who are struggling can save themselves. she's kind of secret. i think i'm both, he's asking what we will keep coming back to that. maybe there is a danger telling the story, but i mean, what's the danger of not telling you? yeah, i really want this to be able to not just be something that people watch and in for an hour they are impacted by when they go to the lives. i want to be something that actually a it's when i get my go to a hook, a room with yesterday. i had your video. it's the story of my friend. this is jason dan. you turn out a story that ha, ha, ha, come with everything going wrong. oh, boy. oh boy, they say 40 naming. i found i phelps ho. his who had to paint my think and by that we we heard and funeral directors came 1st the back of the order the back of the card. i took her why yeah. because it's really great. jazz and and all both worried about it. i have the kids would be yeah, you wanted really well such a great job and we just hope it's well, we're safe that. that helps people. so mess of out of the series comes out and literally like 8 hours. ah, i hope it makes the grad. i think of all, my gosh the spider. they just can ha, no, no, no, no, no, no, no god, yes, no, i'm, i was coming across. i'm going now to go over the whole anyway the day really quite a ok, but i'm going to occur the whole now. i for a long time the media have died away from the subject, but not now, not today to talk about it because things are long telling people who are struggling to ask for help. but i think it's now time to tell society to also help without having to be seen me really can build the into the top of the cliff robin that supports the challenge every way that you think the phrase of attention seeking has to go. i wonder if they knew the story behind the girl on the bridge, if they would still have that mindset. ok here go. i days, i her good. i my me emailing you. i just wanted to message you to say thank you. on monday, i had made a decision to take my life. i've been struggling with depression and say for 3 years and steven pane. and i'd finally given up. i worked my so was i was waiting for my mom to leave work. so i could go through with it. i said in my room mindlessly, scrolling social media, while i waited for her to go, i came across the trailer for g for history. we have the same name, i watched it and just put my eyes out. something clip does i watch, she has friends and family and i realized i couldn't do it. i couldn't kill myself . i ran out to my mom and told her everything, and now we're going to get help. thank you so much for you to thank you for creating di khatri. that's why the the the news ah, ah, ah, ah, well finally happen for the 1st time in 11 months, sidney hit 30 degrees, have one here, so it's details, but you knew it went last right already down to 23 by thursday. this because some severe thunderstorms are sweeping across. it's really flushed out the heat in this area. the other day adelaide was about 38 off to new zealand. we go still, the saudi forecasts for the escape around. it's been more rain to come with a high of 23 degrees. ok. we also have some tropical activity here in the south pacific tickets. gonna drench band a watch. just pass to the east of new caledonia on thursday. what weather is hanging out in the south china sea, but it is now beginning to creep closer to the coast of vietnam. we take a look at the 3 day forecast and hope she meant city that's going to bump up your risk of rain over the next little bit. but i think the better chance will be on saturday. heavy pulses of rain south of the dang, on sinatra island on thursday and seen that rain fill in for the west. jeff providence, on indonesia is made an island of java temperatures coming up across china over the last little bit more in the way of cloud covered though for grey lynn with the high 15 degrees. and some sto, never really too far away from western and northern areas of japan on thursday, up the temperature of popped up here as well. ah, 2 years old from me and mas military cool. the balance of power is shifting. as thousands of pro democracy activists join forces with ethnic minority insurgence forming a united front to take on the military. people in power goes behind the scenes to reveal growing optimism that the coalition of peoples defense forces could transform the country's future. on the mars frontline on a jazz eda. ah this is al jazeera ah.