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October 4, early in the morning, the assault on the white house begins, the first to die are the barricade workers, sleeping in tents, crushed and shot armored personnel carriers. Tanks hit the building and snipers join in. We lived nearby at the time, and i woke up to the sound of the windows rattling in the apartment. What s going on, i asked, they told me, and my heart sank. I didnt let him in, i, i begged, i cried, i hit him on the cheek, i said, dont go, dont go, no, especially now ill go, and my little one is sleeping behind the wall, who should i choose, and i stayed, he left. On tv all night, i didnt leave the tv all night, i felt it in a second, i felt it, i told my wife, no, my wife died, i waited for him all day, i hope that after all, maybe he will come, by the evening i already i realized what i had to look for, i called my friends and said, guys, help. On the 5th i arrived in my car from the direction of the park, i drove in, well, i didnt get to the end, i stopped somewhere, walked on foot, there was some kind of kiosk on the right side, there were a lot of corpses, but for some reason there was no slaughter , without belts, that is, everything here was pulled up, thrown off, in fact, i was looking for my daughter, you know , so especially, so to speak, i just looked, there were ambulances, there were military rescue guys standing. I went up and said, guys, let me in, my son was here, they let me in silently, i went, i walked between the dead people, i found a nurse who was sitting in a completely insane state, smoking, she was sitting on her haunches, i tell you, help me find, my son must be here somewhere, maybe you saw him, maybe he was wounded, maybe among killed, she says, you know, there are so many wounded guys here. Dead young people, i cant help you, youd better go to the lifosovsky mors, yes, i was in the shklef, well , imagine this gurney, on which, yes, that means, five corpses lying on top of each other, like this, and this is not in one place and not on one cart, so i walk around them, so to speak, they show me, here is a woman, here is a woman, here is a woman, all these are killed in these . In these events, yes, in my opinion, i visited about four or five morgues, i if only i hadnt seen natalia, so to speak, i dont know what triggered me, when in the description there was a 45yearold woman in overalls, boots, which means gray hair, in the fifth morgue, when i arrived, they knocked her out to me alone, i saw her , turn, so diagonally, well, the field of the back of the head with ring burns. How did you find out about the death of your son, they called us, they said that he was wounded and in the hospital, from there, almost said from the battlefield, teri dunkin, an american student, carried him out, he carried him out and, in my opinion, six or seven other people. Bring it in some guys brought the ambulance here, he was brought to the botkinskaya with serious injuries, he died in the botkinskaya, he was still alive, but i broke into the morgue, and i saw shelves like this, and bodies lying on top of each other, but they pushed me out here but zhenya brought the grapes out from under the fire people, saved their lives, his mother , a witness told about how he died, one of the saved women, 11 of them led them to his wife, he took them everywhere, they didnt go missing. Went out and went out onto this street, on the other side of this street there was a cordon, they managed to enter one of the entrances, then they decided that one of them would take a white handkerchief and go to the uncoupling, and zhenya came up and said , help us, please, here we are absolutely not involved, we are unarmed, the officer looked and said, the guys said, one by one quickly through field, they gradually all ran one by one, zhenya was the last. At that moment, an armored personnel carrier drove out from around the corner of a standing building, from there a drunken mayor climbed out into drebodan and started a line, and so ended the life of my son, an eighteenyearold boy, a boy who probably could have done a lot in life, but who was a worthy person, well , how could i find him, i couldnt find him on the map. Here it is monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, we are still crying, we are still looking for how many there were, parents who were running around moscow these days, looking for their children, it was impossible to wrap our heads around what happened, soon my dad, a priest, went to see a black man building, at the stadium, where there were still traces of blood, the first Memorial Service took place, funeral pancakes and a woman sobbing in the cold who held them out to everyone. We arrived at the institute from greyfosovsky, then at one end there was crying, then at the other end there was a woman who worked, she would come up to me , hug me, say, brace yourself, we are now him. He will know you, it was seryozha, there, like that horror, eyes half open, i wrote down his wounds, these are seven wounds from a heavy machine gun, he says stay strong, you need to bury him. Natasha died at 93 on october 3, and dad passed away in january 94 of that year, my father loved natasha very much, he just apparently didnt survive her death, well, how did you cope, purely a womans howl sometimes, frankly, ill tell you now, because it was complete darkness , they buried me in my dress, we had nothing, we were beggars in 1993, and they erected monuments to her, maybe yura told you with the proceeds from the sale. Potatoes and honey money, do you blame yourself for something . Of course, it was necessary to know more about her, but you understand, the freedom of a child, so to speak, is one of the components of his formation, well, yes, this sounds like his own justification, but it is so, you cannot caulk him up, so to speak, and not let him in nowhere, what from it. Girl, you see, this is a very independent person, deprive her of freedom , well, i dont know, all that is to kill, when the salts of cold set in, burn the fire, you have an indefatigable heart and be sure that it is stored in you, it will save others not these years, it will save the most sincere and honest guys, well , thats where they got this despair from, for justice, well, in their minds, to protect the weak, they defended. These are my sons things, grapes in his wife, at the time of his death, this big warm sweater, this. Pierced through, pierced through, here this is a bullet, an ordinary bullet, here is an ordinary hole, then a field, an ordinary hole, here everything is disassembled, taken to pieces, these are bullets with a shifted center of gravity, in a different way, other bullets dont tear like that, here are traces of his blood, i dont touch anything and wont touch, there is no concept. From the point of view of a crime against humanity, so i hope that this is all useful. We are children of the terrible years of russia, we are unable to forget anything, these lines by Alexander Blok are about those who matured too early, about dreamers, russian boys and the girls who are the first to rush into the fire burn, without their flight. And then we suddenly found out that there were redbrowns, alcoholics and drug addicts, so they created some kind of disgrace, our alyosha was among them, many of those are still , who were horrified by the subsequent episodes of violence and lawlessness, believe that then. In october they suppressed the extremist bastard, the brutalized lumpins, they do not know and do not want to know about the dead people, about who they were, different people, very simple and many intelligentsia , natashas father is a university professor, and still teaches, alyosha is the grandson of a writer, seryozha is the son of a teacher, his wifes mother is an editor of scientific literature, the civil war, you said. What kind of civil war is there . It was a mass execution, a quiet old age does not await them, their path lies in other worlds, even if they are sinners, not saints, only god takes them from us, and their souls are probably tossed here, among the bursting clouds, looking at us, like a light heart their. And i have learned your law, it is good for me, for you have humbled me, bright, together bright, together green, together calm, from the lack of escape, illness, sadness and sighing, every sin, let us pray, to this memorial from 905, every year there was a procession with portraits of those who were officially. Recognized as dead, and there are those who disappeared, how many actually died then, i would also like to know this, work in the commission of investigation the events of ninetythree did not give me clear answers, it only raised new questions. Historian Valery Shevchenko is looking for the missing, resurrecting the unknown names of the victims. Well, in particular, we managed to find the missing person; in 1980 he came back from the army and told mamenadi alekseevna, well, these are generally mysterious words mom, i will live 33 years, in july 9 of his year he turns 33, and on september 26 he goes to the house of the soviets, his mother never saw him again. Only. In march of ninety four, at least barov was officially declared missing. Andrey yurievich golkov, he was 28 years old then, he was disabled due to a work injury, i served in afghanistan before that, and on october 3rd i called my mother for the last time, and that means he said mom, dont worry, were with the white man. houses interesting events are happening here, and this was their last conversation, she never saw him again, either alive or dead, well, we dont have a body, we dont have a case, right . Events that are so poorly understood and not investigated. The most important lesson of october for me is that in any conflict, the first to suffer are people with pure and high souls, the most courageous and honest. 158 people, 348 people were injured, especially many young people, mostly young people who died. How i would like the children of the new years of russia to be alive, so that we have the strength to remember the tragedies, relating to stories seriously, passing them through the heart. Who is waiting for us around the next corner . How to protect yourself from unrest and schism, lawlessness and inhumanity. It was important for me to show and remember those who are not shown or remembered, because memory makes a people a people, and a person a person. When i began to think about what they had in common, the word sacrifice came to mind, none of them was looking for benefits, natasha petukhovaya and alexey shumsky delivered candles through the darkness. Schoolboy, understand where the truth is, im going besieged. Question they answered in the gospel. But preserving the snow through the years, you give to others the flame, a little bit of your chisel, your road is difficult. The most famous city, the most beautiful city is kiptown, this is our support for russia, it says moscow, there are a lot of such tshirts printed. Africa is always there. We have just sent a whole consignment of products from south africa to russia. We can understand each other on many issues. I had a dream. Im 34 years old and im opening a small oyster bar. Russia chose me, not i chose it. There are a lot of opportunities for africans in russia. Russia is a very Strong International leader. Who can lead. In our country there are large deposits of bes shale gas. We need Russian Companies as partners. Ive been working towards this all my life, we expect to do it in 10 days, it will be a record, cut , on the verge of possibilities, we are all with him, because he is the only one, at the maximum height, higher, dont rise, youll just fall like a stone , with the speed of the wind, its a super cyclone, a killer cyclone, its like its chasing you. What do you want . Lord of the wind. We watch to learn about the world, Educational Programs and documentaries, we watch, we watch, in the application or on the website. Now lets start with the events of the day with the news that comes from enkara. The city center has been cut off after an attempted terrorist attack took place there. Terrorists fired grenades at the ministry of internal affairs buildings. Currently , the roads leading to the ministry, as well as to the nearby Parliament Building , are blocked within a radius of about a kilometer. With the latest information, our correspondent in turkey, leyla alnazarova. Terror suicide bomber blew himself up at the entrance to the Main Building of the Turkish Ministry of internal affairs in ankari,