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But all mind letting me know my 2 lives, they say my problem model with my part to take the judgment, delta game. What that means, what youre going to tell me, what else or what god created the know my telephone, no bosses you lost with the base of a like a with a gas sacrifice. Did they all live my life cycle fi light . Really nice. I am a, i gave the the, the welcome to the corner store were so many people have lost. They live out here at the store is still got a crime scene criteria from last thing that happened up there. Got to stop and got to see a learn about this before they learned how to walk games this out. Now, im making people ready for our goal is to take out on the games real goods and realize. So the game is a really a training manual for the next stage. Because after you play the game so long, you will want to, once you get your gut and be on your mission and then youre going to be ready to q and lets say to see but easy to pull. Us are again, real life in the video game and wants to start this. Addictive, is the rush is the high that you costly want. So thats why be so many shoes because once youre so 1st go through, so 1st person, you know, go care about. So nobody else or the next person or the next person, or the next person to be out interstate and even lost my brother. There was a coffee coming off. As i look to the list here, i see the past is a had a part of the place you to say im not that a. So it was i soon as soon as ive seen it simultaneously, when i look up to tell my brother, then he got, he got a good they get the soon. So i ran over there, checked his policy and solve it. So the, the, the, we are not one of the community, your brothers, ive been in the past simply as my black toner territory. We cause to try the soldier has always been on the front of our young brothers, looked up to him. Felicia is a young press that straight because he says here, silly, i got that name a long time ago before i guess on. Oh gosh, i lost my live. Thats the outcome of everything. Im not saying you guys, but when they, when it happened that when i found the ssl Janessa Wright and flow, the door was opened on me. I ran jump over this and close the door. Somebody wont let go this. Ill go on and throw some like that problems. I really dont know. I really want hand and cents. I was 0. 10 a months. You the police came into the store instead of them trying to focus on. So they came up in my face pushing the right way outside, trying to explain to him that the guy who was shot was land down on the ground. But this officer failed there. He just had to take me down and he grabbed me up in an egg area and went to try and arrest. So me that everybodys been told offices from the moment they came in this do me so . Yes sir. He wanted to give me the live one, no blood and nothing comes to know if im only like where you hit it. And i can get back up and walk in and i study gas for brand. So its not like i would go down those as most scary as far, right . The sway lose blow. Right. The way you have a lot on a no, no no use be structured. Once upon a time, everything had a repercussion. Theres not no repercussions right now for what these young guys are doing. Right now is more about trying everybody got, they only charge now list section, and Everybody Holding down this section the best way they can go to allow. But im like, what happened the way they did not fill out the political. And then we pull up on the why already know is going to be able to just on the front of the data. Go tell me whats happened with the people who did this. So your thought is, but you know who they were now, i mean the street talk and people say a thing, they have things happen to the people who say have some things about them. But like i was you, i wanna know im still in the hospital and i have to tell them everything was going on, but definitely get and the right way the right way. I mean by like the fan is on a case. So he go though and he that is why mommys as you go. So not that the on field turn value did not value may not really on the store. You model good. I got you. No problem saying that im out of the node and ill send you the documents. Yes. On the drive i should like to sign with her. She does have one demario. Make me a model term. You know, its easy. Yeah. Theres one guy that does like one of the tragic things that happens in inglewood. You know, we got a lot of them come to starz and a lot of people that and pass like hailing the, you know, one minute man on the same next menu here. Some tribes come out of the visiting or a ramp. You mentioned the south side neighborhood of englewood, late in the day. She had it for the bus to take her home. She was standing near a 15 year old boy. Were in the dark colored s u, v. Rolled up, itll with fire. The teenage boy, the intended target is rushed to the hospital bills for bon, sadly, kaylin walker. So lucky the the, the russian states never as one of the most sense community best. Most all sense of the consumer must be the one else holes. Question about this, even though we will fan in the european union, the kremlin media mission, the state on the rush for the day and splits the ortiz food next. Even our video agency, roughly all the band on youtube tv services for the question, did you say even closer to the the little colossal bag. You know what . I got here, like 3 times they asked me, i gotta put in my bag the day, taking it out of the day about my son or whatever. Leave that alone is satisfied loan. Dont know where i just know i hit the ground. Hey, try get us and i hit brief, looked at the side, it was came outside of grandma, whatever. And shes having like, no, no gas or she like the soon as i get up, ill get the film a shot pays and my son and i fell. I had to pick up his book last came to grab me. All right. Okay. Let me uh see on the home. Are you sure . Um yeah. Drama. Got hold of me. I gotta wait. 2 more minutes. What . Where does it say for the up uh for the, for the 1st days, and i was just gonna let, how does this sound like that . The immediate point, the thing that john john saying he wants to talk to the guy, carolyn q, but he wasnt to target either of them or do it as well. Sir. I do shop the you know so long. Some people on the, on the type of person are oh, good. Okay. Then im on that as a group. Is that right now . Im a little older, so i think a little different. You know, sometimes you gotta stop at a point. You gotta be things in place to get these bugs of the grandmas house, best or ever uh like the 1st house that we really lived in was the one the most showing this out of all of us. It was me so i can see what other cousins though. I grew up here and she was a short s and then our oh, out of nowhere, she just shot flight was taller than everyone was all legs. She always like same song, so love tv in front of the camera, stuff while i, teen girls get dirty. Guess i started taking photos on her and like we had one of our 1st photo shoots on the end of this black. And just to take pictures of her, you know, she was on the way. And then she finally started to take it serious. She went on tv and a tv show. Coming to the studio. I see 2 people working on my daughter was doing her hair. The other one is fixed, a close i came in and just like i just looked at this and i couldnt believe it. I just looking to look at it as youre just looking to help facing. Like i get off away and just decide to just get to the studio and taking pictures of her other daughter. I took a bunch of pictures and i dont know why the i had to choose one. And caitlin was the one that i chose because she was fabulous of the cat walk. Her added to making extent for beauty was just an explosion. She just came miles and everybody got silent in the sense of looking at this beautiful girl walking like a super model, a professional model on the co was and then it is sold and then people say, i knew that i made the right decision. The tailor will never stop coming around because thats all she talked about. I dont think im a li uh when im making a promise. Im gonna be back. Im prompt and michael lee, we always go be friends and family. So dont, dont know was the words that her soon as i make it, im coming to the song coming back to the father. My flag is one only why faces on the south side. But one of the loudest voices for social Justice Society had to recognize caling because she had made it somewhere she had reached some goal. She had doors open, she had been acknowledged and recognized by the model and community. Although k lanes last is a huge, huge a more thing if you will, of the potential that she was moving into she is a symbol of the abortion that goes on every day. We only talk about abortion is a woman, a clinic for guess what . When ever a life is not allowed to reach has potential its an abortion. And we allow the size of the path to 15 minutes to a bright light like i was going for a while i was on for the white life. Like a why, why . Why . Like i dont like suicide like has this to is my own that the my dad called me telling i get inside sell out the car and just and just will scream. Somebody at this apartment is up here and you know, down asking me what was wrong and um im assuming that um they called they called the police on me and the officer to officer locked up on me and i was very cautious. So now i, i guess ive, ive heard it looked like i was on drugs or something. It had his hand on is revolver. And i just kind of looked at them and just i was able to just kind of get it out. So my daughters just guess, i guess he called it in to check on it and came back and the officer had tears in his eyes. Finally get to the hospital that walk a sudden she had passed away the wish that i hadnt seen that. And i just try my best not to think about that that that that day the jobs ive never met because the media wants to make out it john. So im with the reason for kaylas, deb and even have family belief. The main thing is ill see you that is he a little more time . Probably with me to then take a long time to get a long time nozzle made me very upset cuz im there that come 1st. The police came, the police can take control of that as soon as they they access to because thats what disappear. Friend, and im like, man, they name like they like the, you know, think about some like katelyn and all the Different Things that come to know about her. Theres an occasional shooting that is so, you know, rocks the conscience that people sort of take. No, but otherwise theres this sort of like, you know, mean effect is going on here. Most people cant get their arms around the, the notion that their child cant go to the store because they get killed on the way there. And i dont think that the public ever fully appreciates what that does to a human. We have this group, this large group mentally there, ill look in the world is changing not for the better because theyre living in this bunker. And i dont know if theres any doctor in the world who wouldnt agree that many of these children are suffering from p t. S d, because the environment theyre in, theres gone fire all the time. They have on past due every day and never know it is bodies of bands of so we just tell me that have to know how to that phone. I may anything like that, like how we deal with caleb. You know, follow the database. Its also they still in to the, to the the the constant threat of warming violence creates a discord in so many areas of our lives and my life and the life of my students that it interrupts educational process. And often times its like in the acts of violence perpetrated against my students as the fear back survivors be perpetrated against their relative, sorry they are, theyre close family members. So theyre violent permits. It echo was it since a Ripple Effect the the 95 percent of the brothers algae on the street. We want to demonize and call gang bangers, 95 percent of them. One alternative to be able to take care of themselves, take care of their family. You know, have a kind of drive, have a job to go to have a place to live. And i keep telling chicago and other cities. The power in our cities is being shut down and buried in our streets. We are destroying killing and locking up potential that can help turn around chicago the maybe ill just do like single, the red light turning on hey, just going to be home. I mused possibly amount of time. So being a c o 2 level wage needs and making some change the, to take a fresh look around as a life kaleidoscopic isnt just a shifted reality distortion by power to division with no real opinions fixtures, design to simplify. It will confuse really once a better wills and is it just as a chosen for you . Fractured images presented is 1st. Can you see through their illusion going underground can the additive too much High School Diploma . Who handles life and all it is the my brother through he was cited to helping afresh a low drums and some charge. Its almost our fire side system. So now i never look at searches as being the same. Well, you can see the slides is constantly. Yes. 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