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Which i dont know how were going to take to speak at one of these events to run on these events to be a father marges and just showing them that they are capable of. Starting their own movement. How. Much. Investigation. Their station are they can say. Theyre definitely connected its all sides of the same coin i think in order for you to see real change there it takes building that relationship where there are levels of relationship that they have to occur where youre trying to make make real change so its one thing for us. To be on the ground be grassroots be on the field but theres no mandate thats helping us to do those things so i think having the right people who have those connections you need any you need thats all together you need folks who actually in the field who are living this on every day this is trying to make a difference and the folks who are able to reach those in the power to have the power would so write laws to give resources to send funds to these committees that. Good afternoon everybody so before we get started on the road notice and how the young people behind me i want to read table crossed amounts of words on it and just to show that represents either a power for. A loved one that they lost to gun violence while that while the fight. 2 year old dk lydias berry was kill mazed 152600 she was my friend so on and so year old edward james was killed on april 15th 2009 saying he was my brother. 9 to 0 dont want to johnson was killed on such summerfield 28 c. It was my brother. Losing dominance it was a breaking point. For me he was a young person we lost him because my city. I didnt know how to move forward but the young people or resilient they knew he was someone who wanted to make a difference and they didnt let that death go and vague. This one baby. So. Hes here with me i guess you dont. Yeah. Yeah i get it and mentally prepare myself. Mentally really prepare myself because you know as you see and like i here and you know. They. Sit up and wait on them you know that i can hear oh mom ma you know i can hear them a window called a muse. To deal with. The memories but i do say still here with me. As happy strong to get through the day because i can come to sit down and talk to maybe not in physical form. Spiritually. Alison who had to make me happy dont wear a bad mood. Go School Graduate be do just a resume that has everything. So. Carried away from. Yes. Character is perfect. No sir thank you thats so. Whoa. 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So what weve got to do is identify the threats that we have its crazy confrontation let it be an arms race on all sides here in Dramatic Development only personally im going to resist i dont see how that strategy will be successful very critical time to sit down and talk. Ok were almost there youre a member this. Area where i love is that the area. Where it is. So this is where we used to live at the Union Rescue Mission this is the front door you know we stayed here 8 months. At 1st there were so many families women and children here that we stayed in the day room which is basically like a large dining room large cafeteria style setting one only im sure ours it looks like a gymnasium. Its we had air mattresses and slept on the floor for the 1st couple of months or so from september until december and then in december we were placed into a room and because my daughter was with me and not my side it was just me and one child i was sharing a room with 4 other mothers who all had one child with them and thats mine. I did meet jackie or both of us go. Every afternoon. This is about 75 miles 80 miles from our home but the longest distance is when we do venice sunset on monaco that takes at least an hour and 45 minutes to get there. We do this 5 nights of the monday through friday. Skate pro and dot com and in st paul you were wednesday in South Central l. A. And spin venice and santa monica. Is again down the civic center in. Union station in new. Delhi and we have designed a program. That is to serve them vietnam of they are going to ask them any questions dont judge them thats muddy waters and how they ended up being on the street its not our job to judge them. On what he likes to be a speed sleeping on the payments with air traffic running that own in a totally unsanitary conditions thats nobodys wish to be that way. And. Theres a 1000000 reasons why people become homeless its not how. Mental illness and its not always drug addiction yes those are 2. I think those are 2 reasons that have a really negative connotation so its easy to say only crazy people become homeless it is easy to say only attics and drug users become homeless thats never going to happen to me and my family but the truth is in the United States most people are a paycheck or 2 away their their one unpaid credit card away you know their one payday loan away. Their one unexpected pregnancy away their one job loss away there are so many reasons why you could end up homeless and unable to pay your bills and unable to keep a roof over your head in your familys head. Lots of people leave the foster care system and have nowhere to go you turn 18 years old and you are out thats it you go from having no parents and just a foster family to being on the street all the sudden youre 18 its like youre an adult figure it out. When youre living on the street when you are unsheltered person when you have nowhere else to go you have nothing to look forward to. I really think that i can understand how easy it must be to slip into a drug use and then fall into addiction because if youve just got nothing else good going on in your day and you need something to make you feel good. I can imagine that theres. You know. I cant imagine that much else is going to make you feel good at that point when youve hit rock bottom its like. It is what it is i dont know so. And then immigrant coming from india it was where he when he heard forgive me because ive seen power deal with the. 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Because i knew it was just going to be that much harder to find an apartment if i had an eviction on my record but the day that i left the apartment. I really i did not have anywhere to go. I had a little bit of money from my aunt and so i went and a hotel room at langley. And i was staying in hotel rooms by myself or like if i didnt have enough money i would sleep in my car. And i would try to. Like. Like i had packed up and put everything into storage but i didnt really know how hes going to pay this storage bill and how many going to pay. You know to keep the kids os in their toys and things like that and so i started selling things out of a storage unit to keep the storage unit and then going and selling blood. I was working. Doing online transcription. So that was piece rate it was very very small sums of money i might work all day and make you know 15. 00 i had never been on welfare before i had never been on assistance. Ive had unemployment when i had lost jobs in the past but i had never gotten food stamps i had never gotten any. And to go from. Having had a job since i was 13 years old to being in a motel wondering how im going to get 40. 00 to find somewhere for me and my kids to sleep it was like an impossible momentous i just had no comprehension of how do i get to a homeless shelter. So that whole process was from may 15th of 2017th a route into Domestic Violence shelter was alive or. So all those months were in motel rooms or sleeping with all. Of. It because. Of this commercial moment allowed. To this day for the pro who should commission. Shoot on disc in them. Should go along. Leachate mom. You know im going to go so said im not going to much to. Just back in the end. Of. 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