Far as it will go you stay where you are with shoulder pointing backwards janie your elbow feedback shave to fit backwards. While my free mother bringing her child to the academy believe she will be an accomplished delayed dancer youve raised your child and gone through all the trouble to hand her over but mark my words at best shes going to dance in the back grove quarter ballet mothers once when they hear that 80 percent of the girls end up there even though all of them dream of a crown and pink tutu just take all those rose colored spectacles with you see how graceful they are when they step but you should know that makes them very miserable because of the pain they suffer from the sekret feiss have to be made here. Marian ski theatre is so big thats why i want to be a part of it but when i 1st went on stage i felt very scared. My heart was pounding the 1st time i performed on the variance the stage. Was. Ok everyone hears differently. Her her her her. Her. Initial a lot of names on less than 10 list grade you know again shorter for instance if they put a list or 3 columns of names youll see about 10 people at last left on there by the end its. Like that sometimes it hurts when you really want to like we have bigger girls who are never chosen for any parts and they usually get upset when the lists are put out they think i hope ill be there but they arent the thing is theyre not very good candidates to begin with. Though. Theres a lot you still alive barely none of us here ok. Training here is a very stressful experience exams and rehearsals are a never ending process evaluations are stressful as well the child is nervous because she doesnt know if her performance is good enough to be accepted if shes turned down his selfesteem suffers you have to be very strong mentally and physically to face up to the challenge if youre turned down you dont need to give up an f. So there are many up and coming dances in the theater. Everybody is given the opportunity to dance. But sometimes some of them have plenty of work. For some people like me there were periods where i had nothing to do until recently. Luckily. I. Think im performing some of the parts im completely exhausted but nobody enjoys me because they know its hard. To see that youre almost ready to die. When you leave the court about to do so you feel very lonely because some of your friends have turned away from me but thats the sort of situation the experienced during the 1st year of my 4th season. But now everybody has come around to the thought that thomas i dont said after oh. Move a little closer to her should be no distance between you take a step towards her and make sure had chased faces this way right up to her tutor with you. Delicately. You. Would almost very often oxana finds herself at the center of some gossip to work with but here but this is only natural because when she suddenly appears in a solo part after dancing in the corridor ballet for a long time with nobody well everybody starts whispering about her but. I think all those rumors are started by many other dancers wanting to take her place in. A film with the guys are far easier to deal with in general they are better at agreeing on things and that just clearing the air. Of reason out of belly dance as a single minded people think they devote their lives to one cause to work and to serve. Their audience should only see the results of their labor up there on the stage illuminated by the spotlight. Who sometimes theyll spend months or maybe years training just to be able to dance a beautiful variation that lasts maybe a couple of minutes. At the end of the day the ballet dancer is totally played out because so much so that he looks more dead than alive its no wonder people say that if a ballet dancer doesnt feel. I mean when he gets up. And means hes more or less dead. Goods goods you want to call one second youre obviously standing way too close far far too close shes doing the pacu and your issue of course you can catch yeah but she ends up over there. My boyfriend is a soul a ballet dancer so you could say we spend a lot of our time together but it was no rivalry we stimulate each other to improve our performance what they say stuff like why did you let go of it and then he says why did you dive into a stretch i cant. Bring all this criticism to one another does help us. I think it sets him when i. Take away. Your brain is always about work it never takes a rest we argue a lot because we do need to relax to forget all about our work and switch to other activities but that never happens for instance might have to dance in new ballets while theres nothing for me to do. I find it hard to dance on this stage its true that i always get nervous dancing on other stages because i feel responsible for what im doing nothing to do but this stage squeezes a good deal of moral and physical strength out of me i dont know why perhaps theres something in its history traditions or the audience that makes performing here is so difficult to understand so much. Good evening ladies and gentlemen tonights performance will begin in 20 minutes. What you see on stage looks gloriously beautiful and everything seems as it should be but i know its the result of very hard work and if someone were to ask me whether id like to go through all of that again with the knowledge i have now not id think twice before answering the question you know youre musical if youre. A little bit in the end. I am. Was. Still normally standing 50 group of any one else while the other told me that business do indeed have a lot of it would love it even. You couldnt. Make it of Interest Rates are telegraphing a drop in population if you look at forced himself from the present to feed the bodys game that means youve got this generation will have to be sacrificed and so you know humans have not really psychologically evolved bought from the days of just used to outright. Children for the gods of their books during that generation see the policy gods. 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The day that i was raped be instructed you know told to shut up was there to kill me and i see how it destroyed my life many screamed at me and he made me come in the gram my arm and he write me with his birthing curia if you take into account that women dont report because of the extreme retaliation and its probably somewhere near about half a 1000000 women have now been sexually assaulted in the us military rape is a very very traumatizing thing tat happen but ive never seen trauma like ive seen from women who are veterans who have suffered military sexual trauma reporting rape is more likely to get the victim punished to be offended by hand and almost 10 year career or chose very invested in and i gave that up to report a sex offender who was not even put to justice or put on the registry this is simply an issue of tower and violence male sexual predators for the large part of target whoever is there to prey upon whether thats a man or woman. 3 of us share a room christina and i come from different cities and the other girls from St Petersburg we usually get up at 730 some of us like to get up early or classes begin at 920 sometimes we have 78 or even 9 lessons lasting until 5 30 pm. Sometimes we have rehearsals after that then we do our homework so some of us come here to strach others to play the piano. And for us when i was at home i used to have about half an hour to watch t. V. Or simply relax but not now i havent watched t. V. For more than a month maybe even 2 and a half. Rented a room with a girl during the 1st year. During the 1st season i was lucky to get a room all to myself even though you can get 2 people in. 2 people live together in a room like this which. I druther stay away from the still metry. Some buildings in some petersburg. And unpleasant energy. I think this is one such building. Could be your vehicle after i came to perth to try to and to Ballet School 3 girls out of 8 who were admitted. I was the only one. To finish that school. Was a teacher shows to me saying lose weight it is. True that keeping in shape is quite a challenge i try not to eat anything before going to bed but when i come home after a performance i really want to do. All i can afford is a glass of yogurt for going to. It is a big problem for us back home you can eat whatever you want but here you have to be thin sometimes its hard to hold back yassir allowed to eat more or less what you like but only a small portion of the time and if you overdo it you have to exercise i know that sugar and up in the thighs and if you become too fat they kick you out. Its hard for putting him out because everybody is eating fruit and chocolates and drinking juice in front of her she isnt allowed to eat those things its clear that shes still a kid and wants everything but shes not allowed. Sally what annoys me most of all is that my teacher charles me that im doing very well but then she takes home some marks because she says i havent got the right figure. Dont cross your feet and dont drag them like that point your toes are not jumping at old. Junk theyre. Junk. But not the last you managed to push every other time you were going like this you need to go up. Talented children are few and far between thats why we have to make the others do things to the best of their ability want them to be up to the mark so that Ballet Companies get good dances after graduation fortunately no style that is overlooked in the academys corridors we make them sweat here. But youre still at the scene and i have supported diana since she was around 34. 00 and. Ive trained her throughout the years that she has been here. Here shirt regrettably i dont have much of a. But unity for that now with such a talented student is a great joy for the team chair. Kind of the local human dina really well every year she progress. We have predicted should get to a shes now you know with no no i really dont think. Frankly she wasnt doing very well at the time but she had no qualms about it when am i supposed to do she would show i work on the steps ok thats exactly what im going to do she just did it and made progress. And to be delisted if you turned down an offer to done so because you have an injury of some things they want to make that offer again because you end up being blacklisted its just the road. Now of the strain tendon but i keep on working anyway beer bottles or because i realise that if i take a break i wont catch a new blue one time i had tuna lakeman of course i didnt want the shame of refusing the patents one like anyway i need the injury would still somehow interfere with my dancing regardless. But soon i changed my mind afterwards i can do it i can do it i said its and thats why i got laid so were crazy. You know one time a. And i was told to prepare 7 numbers in a short period of time before they were totally different routines she rehearsed them for 4 or 5 hours a day but then she woke up in the morning and saw that her knee had completely swollen up. So i took all those painkillers and i still danced. Just a 2nd i know oh how excited are you going to show up at tomorrows rehearsal wasnt it cancelled. Please come. Ok i will. Think what it seems no one wants to go i think it tomorrow i was meant to be the one day off into a. Home and now is his and. Wild. Beast must cos im going to have children. Family is worse i treasure most of all. Everybody says that. She says that because its not on her mind right now but if she has to choose between being a prima ballerina and having a family. But shell settle for the former. As for me i have the same approach. Work will come 1st as long as the outlook is good. I know that if i have a child i wont be able to devote myself completely to the profession i keep trying to convince myself that children can wait but i think about it all the time the touch with my me and. It never occurred to me that what im doing might be seen as a desire to build a career know i have chosen an artistic path of my own my accomplishments are the result of my inner development they give me strength of their perception of life and its purpose i take an earnest view of my development i want to enjoy the process and make sure that this period of my life lasts for as long as it can i realize that a child would turn my life upside down. Ok once desert that voice everyone got sick but. Im very insecure i used to dream of being a prima ballerina so i would even appear in solo part that they played with the idea of allowing me to dance a really Important Role but i had a problem with my knee at the time perhaps its for the best because otherwise i might have never become a teacher. And the 2nd part of life is no less interesting than the 1st one in a different way yes but still. Showed airplanes 12. Comes back up 3 floor and legs stretching out before they head 12. 3. She and for. That on. That that dont. Get admitted to the school and become a ballet dancer i earned a reputation because of her the she was the 1st to read something in my eyes that prompted her to look after me she has 4 daughters of her own and i guess you can call me her 1st. Oh all i can say about them is that theyre simply fantastic. I only had daughters. But now i have 3 grandsons and 2 granddaughters. That they were. Watching diana on strange or bring her to sing with her took a good deal of my time and probably more than i could have spent with my daughter lisa but she never complained she probably and a stude what kind of dawn sedan there was. And lisa was following her room found. She gave birth to a child recently. She might dance in mind of pants just to breathe the atmosphere of dance she doesnt aspire for more because shes not a lead ballerina. But dance is doing solo part so prima ballerina is find it very difficult to write an end to that really is. They want more of the same he says youre. Still like a grown up artist performing on the big stage you have a golden crown and a pink tutu you have everything. You can and i am lucky because there are many turn to incapable dances at the main street there is some give up too early and stop short in the development and cement just not given a chance meeting but then sometimes you see at the dances and you think you well i wish i could dance that well. Can. I. Tensions between the masses and clauses have existed ever since modern states came into being but often serve as a driver of political change with Russian Civil Society growing larger and louder against the excesses of the governing elites what does the future of the political system look like. Hes. Going to. See when he does acknowledge the falls so. You can sleep. With. Something. Thats related to the future. So instead i mean shes on that sound a soft spot im not sleepy town at this time i dont. Need to promote. 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