Samantha Bumford, 27, from Poole, said she will 'never recover' from stalker
Miss England finalist revealed the experience is 'always going to haunt me'
Jonathan Deal besieged beauty queen with unwanted messages on social media
His infatuation culminated in him following her to the finals of Miss England
Deal, who claims he was on BGT, was jailed twice in 2019 for harassing her
Months ago, she said she no longer feels safe going out alone after spotting Deal