Kabir Bedi talks about when Mahesh Bhatt, Danny Denzongpa and him attended Parveen Babi's funeral
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Actor Kabir Bedi has really poured his heart out in his upcoming autobiography,
Stories I Must Tell: The Emotional Journey of an Actor. The veteran actor has also spoken about his failed "open marriage" with Protima Bedi and his much-talked-about relationship with the late Parveen Babi. "In my days alone, I looked back on all we had shared. I remembered our love and passion. I felt for her suffering mind. But my long-suppressed resentments flared as well. I rued the shadows Parveen had cast on my most joyful years. I reminded myself it wasn't her fault. Perhaps I was equally to blame. Maybe I should have walked away earlier. Yet I couldn't; she'd needed me desperately. I'd seen myself as her protector. By then, I was mentally and emotionally exhausted. I'd gone from one emotionally draining woman to another, without a pause in between, leaving me no time for myself. People may think 'what a lucky guy' for having one beautiful woman after another. Only I know the price I paid for being an impulsively emotional man," an excerpt from his book reads.