Much logging full that ours and so forth through like you have too busy if i and once it was like, i dont know what to do. And my mentor has was kind of sad at the point that, you know, i was just a big, not in the workspace as an artist. I just want to be fee. Like thats my choice to make the, i saw his look and thats the only thing. I hope i can give him some social direction to create an office. So im excited to see when he comes on the hectic im, im sure to be hectic. The of the news but as a kid i was like yeah, i grew up in me and our dispatchers will i be in need for millions they were off in the new family. The ones that physical ones here in oregon anymore. And then you know, like intellect, late high school and the other. Okay. Science or, you know, what do you want to do the, i dont remember, not knowing what im doing and just following orders kind of the, and i knew i lost my creativity because i didnt know who i was. The ive been to depression and i dont know, and as it grew up, they can go to was actually a 100 and have a couple of years to be honest. So i am finding that you are very also known as sandy or sensitive. I consider myself an artist. Okay. Um my name is alicia. Im an illustrious outpatient bank. Lo and i have my own company. We manufacture product, but i also taught so Many Companies lots of fun. Hello to the person id like, you know you have the like a it has to be. How are you guys on the lovely spaces . Yes. Hi i he was, he was really like, it was not me when the door. What do you think of like, career wise or commercially . What will do you how to much . Yeah, i think um, getting design studio. Oh you already. Oh okay. Yeah. I think once i be my portfolio is decent enough to well going to game design studio. I think i want to hear what is holding you back from just working on and forth for you. Nothing. Im actually working on it. Okay. I still dont think of, of my, i like the station we start as like an amateur, and i want to improve and nobody, but i can just look at my art and music. I did a good job of that just of a happens. It just doesnt. Im the improving thing is literally just over time. What is your inspiration . Probably was says the expression, okay. At the most basic point, the best thing with best buy. I like a brand new. Oh, and i found out when i was 20, but also it gave me like a really like this up if any. Yeah. In life. Yeah. Ill say everyone so tiny and like you all know so. But had the dining, the there was yeah, i by the way, about the use of things thats the as one who have got the anxiety like i was hired for. Thats the pain. You know, not you what i like you want. Okay. Thats what i thought it was a fun thing. Do i love that you put in a lot of experience in your wilkin you already have directions, the julie so for and use of course. So down and thats definitely given. Uh, but im also really excited to see what she comes up with and what we do in the next few days. Um yeah hes, he has so much Life Experience and the sad ones. Those are happy ones and ones that you know of since what self awareness i think is i think its amazing or i thought flushed as a 1st challenge would be to then those die roll out as a memory of but in an awesome, its just to see how he works and, and what we yeah. And what the way he speaks experiences. Interesting. Hello. How are you . Im good. How are you . I want to hear a rebate and they dialed the gap between oh see i see so oh yeah, i was going through the night. I did size all at 9 low in the blink. Oh, thats interesting. I love it, stuck on my side. Finally i spun the sort of still got present. Yeah. Have you ever asked me also to to see oh finger in the yeah, i the yeah. Yeah. The more do you good . I can totally see the so either you know, this is really good. Well, i think of a i, i, i really love it, julie, i well, the, those are good. Lets see. Oh, well, well deliver it and what i thought he was in that time, theres a lot of storytelling that happens in his off book and hes very aware of it. And its also very therapeutics man. So are you excited about the 2nd challenge . Yes, hopefully youre getting more sleep, but yeah, well its happening now something. All right. All right. My boss. No, im sorry. Oh, he basically had was my online store and logistics on. Yeah. And all we Work Together to sell products. Hm. And um, he is going to be the kline for you today. Oh man. So let me go to i, hes to him. I can just know the so i dont know if the some of the lifestyle brand called happy lagging of the brand is all about, you know, product designed by independent artist like yourself. And its all about people who buy this article like young people. Yeah. So were looking through the news or the in just laptops because something that people smile on someones face. The the, oh my god, i totally will get me because this so cute. I love the yellow dot. Oh, this is very cute. Cute. Which one is the p like from these a like the binders, but i was like yeah, those for my favorite side of the cool. Okay. Yeah. So next time it may have a little more challenging, but also an open kind of mission v as an over time. This because its a was an o and you get the things you want. And you will have a bit of an audience because you wont be being in a public space. Yes, but that will be fun. The weather is amazing. And its, its going to be a great experience. I just know, and i think everyones out is going to appreciate its going to be fine for me to even go on the books and work with materials. Hes northwood before on the account of us, which is a one of the cheese northwell on before the the thing was if indeed my biggest enemy at this point, the best buys buy it every day and look at it and have their own thoughts, which is great and i love that so happy as the the hi hi. How are you . Im good. How long . How long have you been here . I was, i think i was like, do you already video like doc in the finish . Quite a nice so, and ill be here doing this for you. If there was happening, you send me the guy to the depression say, or just think about mental health. Okay. And theres this guy who has lots of hope and hes just going to deal with thinking in enough space. And im supposed to be getting those looking at long this thursday to tell you that guy. Yeah. Title guy. Uh, one guy had been the other guy. But people like the ideas of uh, okay, vision of the State Government that has as i love this, the only thing would be you see right. There was like a timeline. Yeah. Which was really hard on if it was like a 0 time. So dec i b, we just schedule that. Yeah. And this from the beginning, from the sketch time it says no, youll be able to do all called things and what said, well i didnt have any expectations which was great because it all reads pieces and i feel like im really hopeful on like i said, its because he still is such a young artist and a so much put that in show your vehicles. He thinks that i had the i didnt know who i was and i was to, you know, like during that time, but ive gotten quite close to, well, as a person now, then i would expect them to go to a lot of anxiety, not social anymore. So, and so less of this in the way i would think. I mean its absolutely up limits is life and stuff bad, but i feel like if you could take it has in a way of that to you know, make a whole life from it. I can a lifestyle and your livelihood. I think that would be the us and thats i mean just this that i got to meet the associated list eto and someone i like as my own was great. Definitely like one to create more of these few days. Of just like knives, ashen looking like that, thinking a lot of them as a dialogue, since im very excited to band with a bit anxious list of names or stocks and melancholy but at the end of the day, i think of the day it doesnt have to be quite, quite to experience that i kind of will remember and you can forget disguising you think i could do it because i make have them verify the chips. Like in the them, you see the they foster and make that what of it. Cuz then notice, but its a challenge for me to do it. So the send up on your boost outage for me to call go and they kind of did it. So its kind of out of my sense of that, just hiring that said, of the mindset of what card on this boss i need to finish it. Thats going to help me get through a bunch of things that i was just i keep spending 5 guarantee of the process to a blank do lots of applications. I dont even get a for investigation 90 give. Does that what im doing that right now. The driven by passion percussion is the vice you labor and her energetic performance is made with love the rear and elaborately produce past us to feeling due from virginia and done by desire germans and their love of cycling. These stories and more coming up on your own macs the