A challenge few guys who specialise in germany move to recognize where exactly. It was funny man a lot of our culture history. G. W. Travel extremely worth a visit. Were still traumatized were still injured we havent humans to go. But johnny us soft is calling on beirut to stand up now. The massive explosions in the port of lebanons capital have exposed the governments failures along every line and left the people to pick up the pieces johnnies only one of many will theyd channel their fury into a protest. When it comes to very good living. Its johnny 1st day back at work since the explosion. We once had the most beautiful of new. And we still have a beautiful view was a different perspective. Because. I was here once this happened you can see all over the blog on my blog on the floor. But if i was in my own office i would be gone. To a movie on on my own blog. In beirut social circles johnny is considered a man about town he founded a Company Called beirut living which buys rents and sells real estate but the disaster turned him into an activist out of sheer fury over the political stagnation in the country now 5 days after the explosions he and his employees have to clean up and salvage whatever they can. Ask him to have stability i didnt study we are met with big bangs the government is not only government here im off you you have to face the mosque and the government at the same time and the army and the. Police. They have weve basically access to ourself for. The powerful explosions in beirut sport brutally exposed to the many troubles plaguing the country mismanagement corruption and an overall failure of the political establishment inflation and economic crisis have pushed lebanon to the brink of ruin just. Intent had been brewing for months and then suddenly wide scale destruction some 300000 people have lost their homes. And who will clean it all up the citizens themselves were it not for the sense of solidarity they share their situation with the much more difficult civilian relief organizations came from every corner of the oven and to join the international ones onsite. Johnny soft has been working in emergency mode for days both giving and receiving help but the one on the not getting a chicken sandwich of the 4 days its. Been 5 days i dont know i got im not counting the days. Is the great. Is done by human kind of people are taking their own money and the hard. Lot of those who doesnt have a house theyre trying in each area you would find a Small Community that is doing incentives that. The government has failed to do for its own people over 1000000 Syrian Refugees have stretched lebanons resources even more apparent teena a poor neighborhood east of the porches where 12 year old mustafa lives and what the explosion caused an enormous shock where. Everything in the house was destroyed he would have been built at a better oreilly door flew off its hinges as you can see what. We had to crawl over the door on our engineers and now begun looking for an inch and yeah on our hands and knees. Long under 100. 00. Mustafa stanley came here from syria before lebanons own civil war the children were all born in beirut they had always felt safe here until now but at least they all survived. Know what a feeling it was. We were so scared we thought we were dreaming. I kept wondering when i would wake up and has nightmares. I can still hear the sound of glass shattering in my head. So i feel. I dont know why that keeps happening. Im shaking. But. Not right do you need fruit you can be nothing no one of the big snow. Ok im going to hold the best. For you on the last night im going to. Be my love my dear its good to see youre safe how are you doing you. Johnny are soft is keeping many lines of communication going he connects spall and tears and victims over whatsapp and facebook posting whats needed and where here hes come to see its windows and walls have been repaired he doing ok. My guys come by. I dont but even for the windows. But johnny is told that a wall has collapsed. He says he will see what he can do about it. Ok i dont you feel. Well. Even before the explosions this house in cairo and tino was a virtual ruin and i had to family have lived here less than a year they also come from syria when the warehouse blew up they thought it was a bomb attack your car will go out of my head like the explosion blew out this heart. But it shook the whole house we ran outside to see the plane oh my brothers and i looked for bombers up in the sky. And then there was a 2nd explosion and it destroyed everything in the room and we stayed inside him would be dead now and im not. Any more. Even now days later stone blocks are still falling out of the walls. And all that weve cleared away the rubble. Im back on the whole but with. You no matter how noble nearly. 45 minutes ago a truck drove by the boom the young men of the community wanted to help their neighbors are also anxious my house is standing but could fall down any moment please leave yours where do you want to die going to happen look nobody here wants to darken please give us another home number. Theyve offered you another home please go to him about where is it they wrote down our number but nobody called to tell us where is that how you approach your mistake your family out of here where you going to sleep here is there no humanity left i live here 6 people died here who want to stay in go ahead and die. When we. Were looking. Everywhere nerves are frayed and are. Wages boiling over. After 5 days they put the army and everyone hates armies these days dissatisfaction had already begun fueling protests in the autumn but they were stopped by the coded 19 pandemic now though anger outweighs fear of the virus for all lebanese why are we fighting each other for lebanese shame on you for fighting each other. How could you do this to your own citizens whove suffered so much pain. And the people feel broken and exhausted and you fire tear gas at them shame on you is this really what you want to do is this how you protect your people thats not how it should be noted that mike i guess it was like being in the heat. Of the hour now your man. I am. Every evening a veil of tear gas hangs over the center of Beirut Lebanon stereos religious groups divided the power among themselves to give everyone a say and guarantee the peace but now it only seems to ensure mismanagement and corruption many hope that after the recent disaster things will be different but for now the only response is more soldiers and more tear gas my government did this. At the demonstrations johnny stands on the sidelines the wounds on his back arent fully healed yet he wants to go home. Im divided into many places i need to help my team i need to help my country our need to be active as an activist i need to have this like its its going but on about i love it i love it its maybe picking me out of my drama as well its making me go have a purpose. During sleepless nights since the explosion hes been busy posting things on the internet. Tonight hes taking aim at the military. In the past he would have spent this time socializing or brooding over his business. The next morning a colleague aisam a visit he took pictures of johnny just after the explosion. I recall putting this here because theres i could feel here this is here there were the most the 2 biggest. Cuts and the glass was still there. Looking to be in a. Moment of joy. One moment of joy. Oh were through our minister is resigning. Its a its a moment. Its like it should really move. Like gold you know made us was. But that evening once again the protests turned into a confrontation. The demonstrators dont believe that the system will change on its own. To frustration that this came from and that is continuing as well its the adrenalin that is than there as well the smile of the tear gas as you can see. Im crying. The smell of the teargas. This mellows the tear gas as. Much as well once you tear gas you want to go back. And fight again its like. Youre angry you need to take your anger out. 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