Will have them in a diamond i have survivor but i belong to iraqs has 80 minority my name is s. Plus 100 every day i was raped and tortured by us members when i was just 14 at the time and spend 6 months as their prisoner tong how i tried to kill myself 4 times i did that what i could get back when i saw my father whod been killed by as i and these unimaginable crimes i swore id fight for justice and not as good as the jet i would die but the home. I 1st heard or came to germany in 2015 as a 15 year old she was brought as one of pardon verdun bag special contingent of particularly Vulnerable Women and children from Northern Iraq today she lives in germany with her mother her sister in law and her 5 nephews they have special residency status and are receiving therapy. And i got your number from a social worker. And on the move im calling regarding the passport of i mean holder. And i. Know thats my nephew. How many is 12 years old. But not long ago we received mail saying i require certain documents. We sent you everything. Now you say you still need proof that his father is dead and ive made. Surely you know what happened to us his c. D. s now and that is again young it. Cant just travel to iraq and apply for documents there. Its like another world. Heres how are you can you find come on in. When i was a child i dreamed of becoming a singer. On one everest sang while in captivity they were beat me you have been me again they have it is i have singing and music are forbidden is far more then. I have decided but i said ill tell you what i have a dream i call ok its been today i am your prisoner yes but some day in 2 years or 20 years time not now that last one. Ill be free and i will achieve my goal and own comments in mind they havent and they said. On 20 minutes a day im here and i no longer want to be a victim. Who hopefully will work. Im sure it will but dont we tell is perfect do it now yes. And yes it was my childhood dream and well. Im 19 years old now. And ive never had the chance to realize that about. But youre still young you have a whole life ahead of you i still have so many things can still change or get better it was often can and you have a lot of energy and motivation and a lot of love to give i really think you can do it given the scope to const mcclish. Against with using something. That id like to sing a song about refugees. Indians in movie. And. Video. And gone as. Them. And then die as. And his friends on them. Ok ok one to go. I promise. You. Come all the boys are playing come and play soccer. Hes angry. Come with me come on. Over and proper there was a fight for the ball to let. My son where you are angry come on stand up with. That in his head hurts what is there come lets play no this. Do you know how to play with it come ice or then well play i want some water. Come well give you some water has that give it to me no not like that. Mama plays really well. That if i catch the stone again its for you. Im going to blow up big bubble. And it turns out and tell me how are you what are you doing. As a bad guy a lot has happened to us but we must go on. We cant give up a lot happened in germany to. Many german men died and world war 2 and. The women were on their own and the buildings were destroyed and the women made germany strong. Here the chancellor is also a woman runs in need in hand and. Charges now do you see how strong women are women how they built up such a strong country i had each of you is a beacon of hope for all your c. D. s. My friends im so proud of you. Ill come to rock and visit you i look forward to seeing you. As in my god as you get your ground. Now the name of my name is mark boyle i come from sin jar in Northern Iraq river i was held captive by yes but escaped 2 and a half months ago and have been living in this refugee camp ever since she. Drew a line and what can i say the Living Conditions are not good and no one likes this camera and. You know not a day goes by when a 10 burns or that a person gets burned or a mohawk a lot has happened to us humiliate my dead fathers brothers and uncles lie in a mosque or any friend when than know much about it jamal i know one knows where they are and if there are many musgraves in synch or he can tell you no no one has bothered to open the musgraves out of a gun danny you know how you will need to know whether their relatives are really dead glory only then can they be buried with dignity and you need to know whos dead and whos still in captivity the media. Who only. Ever was actually us how are you im doing well its only writing you get like when i miss you id love to see you we havent seen one another in 5 years you are my darling the galaxy i am of the little will. You might not even recognize me im all grown up. Since early its possible i might not like our mother and their sister in law all right d i didnt know. Theyre fine thank god i love but i miss you. We miss you too. I hope well see one another soon. Hopefully you can come to germany some time. For you taking a course. Go take a course or do something so you dont just sit around at home and have negative thoughts i. Was last im really proud of your work as an activist. I do that for you to make you proud of me. As have them and im always proud of you that you remember when you were small and we always told you go to school that keep investing in yourself but at the balun you better think this is what. Yes thank you sister without you would have no future. Oh no but ill call again. Ok say hello to everyone. I dont have enough do you miss a class. Or. Just. That this saturday night to see you again after the heat do you like. Having to you miss your grandmother. Or they told me they miss you and look to you they love you very very much and you can. Get like better class was like a child to me and i was like a mother to her d. H. Wanted to hello good day. Yes last good to see you joining thanks and happy to be here. He reached. Shot a washout of oxy right. Its my fault ok keep going around a little more. Yeah keep going work hard come on come on. Come on very nice. Theres still keep moving. Remember all the charm the bars of our talk you gotta keep going while down by 3rd book im up high 5. Im traveling to rock i wish i were going to do. What youre going for. Something useful even as it were to ever green onion. Im can get a little get that what did you do you hear they own mother uses my hair to dry her hands. No one must know that im coming. Only alone knows this is not afraid something will happen to my sister if i surprise her like that. Nothing will happen. When i just tell her. Because its supposed to be a surprise ill call multiple now how. Her making dinner and that would call you. My good husband i wish she was here how are you know how do you have to say you know its our that. Everythings ok well everyone here sends you cretins and mom would dont forget our friend knew ray is flying to ever be. You and paddle her need to pick her up from the airport please be on time. Jasmine now but actually im not. Why should we cook feel guests march go to magic and i did make a typical iraqi dish. Stuffed grape leaves. Well do that for sure dont worry as im going to get out again ill call you back tonight. How great his says. Its. About how we dont be too late like the time we left our mother waiting at the airport for 2 hours that happens. Oh well its high time that you see half of us again its been 5 yes its. Been done just one year is he ready a long time hes not saying someone 55 years is an eternity and given. That. Youre going to be someday. Is he going to be nice just to get on a plane and visit top level would. Be absolutely. But thats the thing with wishes to. Tell. People that mind telling. You. Why didnt you say anything. And you know everyone knew but no one said anything. I wanted to surprise you. And you didnt say anything like this in a kindly were together again. To understand only. I was beginning to think wed never see each other again. But how ive missed her other sisters to isaac never going to go and surprise them as well. How to eat. Him no thanks sing us enough the miss signs of you is all i need. And yes iraq is wonderful have been is none can get heard but to me as soon as you come here you feel youve been born again. And even smells good its like paradise. Its been really an iraq i feel like im in another world that. Germany is our 2nd home and its very nice there. But still we were born here. Yes the country you grow up in the land of your forefathers is something special. That you. Wouldnt have come dont you recognize me. Its actually us. I missed you so much she didnt recognize me. I have really missed you. How long will you stay with us. Now 19 days. And just are you hungry enough that i asked you to go one look at you sister and im satisfied just naming together is the best therapy we could ask for but. She is like a mother to me and handed out these days we all have to be brothers and fathers to one another. Boys house and i only wish our big brother has same way with us. Though i really miss our other brothers in the hands. Of larrys you know his death was a real tragedy for us charles of us at this one here is a ready like a big brother. Good morning i kiss your eyes and i kiss your head mother. Then have you missed your youngest. Oh yes yes where is at less. Than having breakfast we had a hard time getting her out of band. Around and. I would die to be there with you now wish. No no may god never allow that. That was a nice surprise with us last. Night none of us dared to say anything she put pressure on all of us. I had to keep explaining that i was supposed to be a surprise. Power failure no electricity no internet thats how it is in the camp if theres hard we can talk otherwise not passage. To. 30 dollars but im on a cuban guys before i ask a lot we were of course family our household like this we have with our father and our brothers and haneke you know theres not a single man left in our family not one. And has transformed our lives from heaven to hell and. Is that all it was to the child when they took you away from us and you didnt understand anything he was still so innocent. As to dark again at my mothers haunts and mine when you were torn away from us aphrodite was bringing us from was ruined from the i s. Prison to tell. Her that i thought you were right behind us why did good. Last day when we arrived my mother said was actually us i said behind me shell be here right away. When i turned around last night i could no longer see actually that was because she was gone a famous for but they had taken her away from us us the last along with all the girls shed been separated from us but enough she remained in mosul. To sort of been the last issue of a new going on loosening i havent seen a flaw since that day that was 5 years ago when im flat i only saw her again now at the airport before that i only saw her on video colas a bit of something. As in the time i got the tickets that i visit i love you an example i was still a child the youngest. As when i was always allowed to go to school i was very spoiled the muslim mom that the hunted today im the head of the family haneke you know i carry a big responsibility bad a gun like him as instead of stone. And he had time to move my ass stole my life they stole my childhood. They took my father and separated me from my mother. There was nothing left of me i felt the difference. How do you and jack im not watching right now im sometimes doing well and sometimes not being navea sometimes i suffer from shortness of breath and then i dont want to see anyone not question when the children are with me and if they get on my nerves im tempted to scold them something across the heath and then i get really jittery and gasp and wash varies a lot. I just naturally havent had any psychotherapy today. At the camp there was a 1st aid station. After you know so i had to go there once for a medical examination by dr knot man and i didnt receive any psychological help genius you have i mean i was doing well mentally so i said that i didnt need it. Just a bit and i had it did i think everyone who was held captive by us need psychological help. And i want her to receive treatment. Just. Fill out a form so we can admit her what your mothers name is and on this construct. Where do you live at the refugee camp. Morley davis birth. Which i dont know my birth date. My. 1900 sorry 984 or more likely thats not so important no. I dont mean it in that how does the she was and is strong she escaped from captivity. But she still need psychological help i know that yesterday when i was talking with my dad i was also captured by us and i received therapy and i want her to get it as well from lily matalan people who have no support to need help and medication come to us of their own accord hi hello whom are you doing enough and i want. To thank you id like you to try to treat her without medication. And who are a kid kicked out of the doctors secret always tries to do it without medication at 1st time and so she conducts several sessions and does a case history. Shell get 6 or 7 sessions maybe she wont need any drugs you want to have that has some what i want to talk and you read and write. But as you know i help her ok whats her name. It doesnt for that you need psychological help. And as you cant read or write i filled this out for you all you need to do is sign here on this news for. Not loving this but it was plain as doc that her signature means that you agree to accept our help i have done what i want the. Only thing that really has attacked us on august 3rd 2014 the. 100 that was 5 years ago and so on since then we havent experienced a single pleasant day. In. Which they did everything to us that she was well a generator just raped us on the levee beat us. We were the slaves. With that of. A man know who the more. Money did everything to us they sold us. Because we saw so many bad things i asked did she miss our hearts turn to stone did i we couldnt even cry anymore it had to sit and i leave it at that the move more than only good for what im proud of you proud that youve come to us what did so. Hello michael welcome we sit down. I work here as a psychologist you can tell me anything im happy to listen. Everything will remain confidential and. Can you tell me about yourself you were held captive by us for 5 years. And the whole world knows what happened to the. What i as did to them. Some yazidi women were sold 1020 times over. Is it hard for you to talk on camera about what was done to you personally psychologically and physically. And. If yes its hard to understand. That laymen are behind you. Ok the nickel describe your feelings what did you see in your thoughts the man made that cat walk ins i felt very well emotionally if i do these exercises every day maybe ill have clear ideas about my future everything and maybe i can also use them to help others. Stake. A. Step thats after the sexercise i want to do another one with you. Oh he imagine youre talking in front of lots of people before a big audience. Powerful without fear that it can one of you come to me to muscular that what are you afraid of when you speak in front of others come dont be afraid that way relax when you stand here. And on. That you have to be strong i think you stride before people like a lion and then tell everyone your story without fear. I pray to god youre all where. I come from sin jar in iraq and on the side of august when i talk its important to look at everyone without fear. And come dont be afraid that. They raped and killed the women. To this day over 3000 women are still being held captive by us. I think that its ok if youve forgotten what to say then just relate a person experience are you couldnt even speak very good. While theyre welcome. How are you my sisters good thanks scofflaw mother this is your house the door is open for were happy to be here there are other prisoners will be released my usual form is pray for them all in this holy place we pray that our daughters and mothers will be released and return to us i am all right and look you are still full of you know i was off in south may god in the peacock enjoying. There you go welcome. F. This is my sister she escaped 3 months ago. Off thank god. Were you in syria. Barbara whose. Is even if he is it is our penniless were against war of any kind. Of trouble we want to retain our humanity. Our religion demands that. Our religion knows no vengeance they killed us they murdered our children and set our homes on fire all emotional heart only one true tally 8 im all for not. We want justice from the International Community all of us. With the little more the big rich are his must protect the smaller one so they dont die out. We should all live in peace together. Hadnt they wont give up. We had to assert our rights through laws not like i asked for a weapon us and through killing and raping women i know that goes against our religion no we dont do that i would have to chose because of our religion weve already suffered 74 massacre was ok but even if they massacre just 74 more times we wont give up our religion who has done by our religion. Cant destroy us in europe yes yes he does and will outlast them we shouldnt have to leave our home not one of the we must remain here without fear i was with him but if you all i want to live here its on pause in the middle of your mouth you go. In for his. Deserving little timid house and. A half. Ago. A few. Thanks for what a perfect. For her. I. Want to learn a little what a lovely place isnt it. Was. A good look at what. Hed actually not so loud. If it. Wasnt going to let you say i wish we were up there on the mountain to go home and then i could shout out whats in my heart. And i say something. And they know what theyre letting my heart speak. Means of it how does a holy place im a god hear what is in my heart sticker i only ask god to listen to me what they asked or not i have. A stake i dont demand that from people they harden our hearts. And so therefore i ask god. At this holy place to answer our prayers. And they all be merciful to us god one embassy not his people. Who get i expect a lot from people but theyve disappointed me there was. But there is not a hum on the. Spell about why dont i want help from his people but from god himself. To need to go and visit his holy place. Like never have believed her brother has them would leave us or other brothers either gender who are not good who we met. I was sorry isnt dead hes alive. Yes his body is gone but he lives on in our hearts but spouse are limited and he remains unforgotten. Well im really will saw him i was the only one who didnt id love to hear his voice. In this room are you talk to me but no one told me he died. But he hears it how you know how maybe we were once i asked you for his number but you told me he was in greece and not reachable by phone but my god why i dont think it would have been easy to tell you that our brother is dead but the bigger housing members has him wasnt just my brother he was my friend too as journalists we grew up together and shared many common experiences in homa church what have we done wrong why does this happen to us since weve understood what lifes about twitter always just said i think as i was a child then. Its really tough to lose 5 brothers and sisters if so who. Would rather what ive asked myself that after they. Got it i cant forget our brother. Because mr people wont forget him we must be strong because the fish. Can last there are sally was my mother and other older women didnt want to convert to the i ss religion so the i s. Beat her with a stick. I hit a yes man with a slipper and told him hes not allowed to beat my mother was a job in karate. He told me that i had no right to speak. Me up for trying to protect my mother he pulls my hair and slam my head against the wall. So far lugar said in the deaf and. He said whats being done to us is just too much because were infidels. Old men were put in ovens im burned in life before our very eyes. Just thats terrible thats how the girl i met in the hope of what didnt they lead older men into little temples and then blew them up. It was awful but we could do nothing if we punishments on earth is too little Fire Fighters do you know how theres nothing can be the voice of years eating women held by as speak for them out in the world. Thats why we were imprisoned we were powerless and but now we can do something as does the american go to parliaments and speak like that and if they dont listen to us we can go to the press is that and if they dont. Know we demand that i as members are punished and brought to justice. Or we have to try everything that a man may do to god we have to sing and paint what i used to tell us women and children i told everyone understands what i as terrorists. I had that we demand our rights before god and along the class. As of 2019 some 3000 years e. D. Women and children were still missing the United Nations recognized the atrocities committed against these e. D. s by as as genocide in 2016. In october 29th teen after shooting for this film that ended Iraqi National time a. J. Became the 1st i asked member to be charged with genocide. Will she get the job. The computer will decide based on her voice. Artificial intelligence can. Here a lot about our state of mind or even if we do. Tell you wait that. Technology raises a lot of serious ethical concerns. Tomorrow to. 30 minutes on d w. She says her greatest luxury is. She does not have to decide. How does she do so many different jobs so well. Miki are. Struggling. An exclusive interview with the actors screenwriter and director the 1st 1. 160 minutes. Were all set. To go. Yes. Were on live. As we take on the world. Were all about the story something that matter to you. What ever it tastes running now flames play w. Made for minds. Play. Play play play play play. Play this is news live from Berlin Germany raises its security alert after wednesday nights deadly rightwing extremist attack. As communities mourn the 10 victims of government steps up the Police Presence across the country syrian minister describes far right terrorism as a very serious threat also on the program