When i was in syria i didnt have a clue what your minds were like mind their people of course but what makes them tick. Is ourself here. Folks. I. Mean those are good because i applied for asylum because i didnt want to but i had to deal with that i realized that either i had to go back to syria and the war in our stay here as a refugee. As 1st thing. I. I hear its the sky. Its got to weve had refugees in germany before after world war 2. The truth because some people blamed them for everything why dont they said their spongers lied the very same people who say that about refugees now said that about german refugees back then great. For the know how can i help you. Because the how can i help me you cant go not at all ok then respond. To my put your finger here. Here yeah yeah. Yeah yeah well this moment i need that finger yeah. Dont cut it off. When you know what. It doesnt know i still remember your 1st birthday here. The day before on the 19th i gave a long radio interview. With. Orange dot com and we got to talking about my past i grew up in nazi germany. And the radio interviewer asked me if i was going to bake a cake on april 20th to mark hitlers birthday i knew him but. I said of course not and you should have seen his face when i told him i have a guest who has the same birthday. Thanks. I. I. Say. Thanks. A lot i. Get to go. Look i just talked or i are. Just going to say she moved to damascus yesterday. With the dow long have you been married for 2 years. Im decent so i you know in these 2 years ive only seen her 27 days. And i met a pub down there have you ever been necessary to the know well yes a long time ago because they had a cigarette machine i get the sense that all the alcoholics in the neighborhood gather their sim cunts and cook. Them for the last night. Or. Did you not solicit my so. I know i sat in my oh goodness only me were going to eat. Yes and well the kid. Is on the cell i think he was already been shot mostly with the short weve got started to walk if the model is right because you know the 7 guys in college its against want to. See. What they got was like you know i literally you know would you still feel that i would hazard i would take you so much for your service is going to give you much wished but none of this wondrous myth. Event you skip the easy stuff in a. Position want to hide your question all. The people who try and help bring in the book and youre going to want a couple of police allege. That is crucial if youre fighting about the yellow somebodys got to go for you to get laid and subsequently across. Yeah youre. Given the claim that it was all you have for this dish. And. A few yeah your best there you. Know i dont plan. To would you the oldest person gets the 1st piece if. Theyre sure there you go oh yeah. Yeah. Whos the next oldest mark. Ok ok im here to see im home moved in 2 and a half years ago. Its material with a for life getting a room in our place. That was really crazy crazy this office a gift from god. This has become like my grandmother. I like. Them all but a lot of hot. Air although i like the last words. He had to him up ive always had some letters sometimes in one room sometimes too hot to know ive had students mostly men but sometimes women go through tintin from 152 countries thats why im tryna see linda. Into my neighbors called me the one with all the negroes and so. On so i got a nasty letter saying they got me open my eyes bit by bit it would serve me right and stuff like that stupid most pretty bad and you shouldnt. Let me see is. Your car i can tell you for the long haul it will go and go to hell about that by happening else is here job it could profit from it fear from p. R. And Greater China from your money on down here don don imus you know non rich mens fight its also on you like you not because you can go after all those that cant see one or its the equal litany on my all was always a good talk young from a lot more importance a warning or yes maybe she married. Him to tell her that i love. Ya but no one but need to come would know about one gets she should. But. Theres a lot of if you can just listen to my enormous market now if i mean ill give myself i do you wouldnt want. That so if you survive. Your life. Before you. Dont think ill. Click enough its a lot more towards. The hunger needing to be remade war room. To use the. Big kind thats about as. I have mentioned at the origin. Of this comics and just the opposite. But when you pull of the 0. I mind once i had a brief conversation with someone who told me he was a nazi. And me ask me where do you come from. Ok you come from syria right mark and he said i dont like refugees but i respect that you speak german. I asked why are you afraid of refugees when he didnt answer. You know. Cannot how to get along with the old lady with a fine. But i can tell under. You know what you told me once that this is what i can find so they were both awake at 3 in the morning as i was and i asked if she was alright. She said she was unhappy most of the life is horrible she said or to say fuck it i say shes 94 and shes telling me life is horrible. To her that her brother has died in the war there were soldiers or a lot in here did you lose anyone in the walk the holy mess or you cause of his name is on around the same as mine that are listening in a war in syria. Off. You go here are the pictures those are your parents its their wedding photo its. Not so 1927 thats you yes yes thats me im looking rather grumpy but my brothers are smiling. And i havent. That was 927 and on and this is 935 no answer from own devices as you know what theyre not your dog yes our dog here and theres going to have been in uniform the pin for the youngest hit the youth i hadnt joined yet you know came from him and tim finn were the younger hitler youth the 10 to 14 year old. And then i joined the hitler youth for girls the b d m b d m and get to meet. Until i wanted to meet them thats all that you wanted to know the votes to pull yeah yeah yeah it was exciting. There was singing and dancing to tons of fun we went on hikes and on the weekends we sometimes stayed in Youth Hostels to one and it was fun exciting. Question about when i looked at the yesterday i wanted a soda i went to the Convenience Store but it was already close to it so i walked and walked tonight finally ended up and hopped on the tarmac got a lot and ive always wanted to go in there for this if everyone is german. And they look really really german when im happy to see if you wish id like to take a look at their lingerie because yet i was alone. And i will pull. Out all hunched the south white green oh and this is a government pot would yeah free beer. To. Come here. For praise for my own throw does most city in the world yeah grazes that. I live when i come to your body thank you self ive already had 3 that you so why. More. So back tell me crazy never heard or a series if you count and the parallel already to. Pray for your good i get back into my rage no one understood you what about me but my father can use a little gentle of course things. You know youre right i dont know how to. Respond to those around me friends will come. In for storms ya know silly. Imo whatever to. Not let. The serious past their past year i dont want to go let. Me down it is this country for you no yes no jim its for all the people we can leave to give i can love them for you you can do to get you back i was. Just you know. What it says you know its really. All the world the rest must be a small store what do you want to work. Now all this tension for. Is rufinus is off to control as one people i want to live but not another one the joint yeah yeah yeah he must support believes somebody bought it so he has me and so my. Looks ok you i presume you want to hear my b. Day you came. Home. This week with all of the reson why did that man speak like that to me there is nothing more no i think he was just joking he was trying to be me this is my didnt shakespeare say in jazz theory is truth ha these are just. Some of your system i thought i was a. Vice. Whats going on here burn those chairs but if i dont want this its called here we have half wild people coming in here speaking arabic and ordering cheese. Whats not about that thats where are we here anyhow this is this move is in piigs ought to when strangers foreigners come in here we keep our eye on them. Its been struck were meant to welcome them with a handshake or a peck on the cheek coddle them give them Financial Support but you know they have to earn that and then he misses that then i might accept them when i give them the time of day. It starts of children into. A. Lot of. Heat and. Its. Unfair to notice that someone who lives on your street has disappeared someone you barely know someone youve only ever seen on the street nobody notices that one of my debts but i didnt ask you back then they would have said germany was better off without the jews thats how it was back then who. Knows all about all of this is what all the barracks looked like a washroom and latrine in the middle of one wing to the right one wing to the left but these bunk beds you see here is about why move on people were tortured and abused in this washroom. In this small room here is what they called a broom closet comma. The idea of the s. S. Also tortured people in here that they crammed then as many people as they could be in what you say lock the door and let them suffocate also got out of the a stick. In the name of dogshit i knew that a german concentration camp was not a senatorial kind of them not to war you and but i thought there was enough to eat and that there was medical care when you were sick that no one died there stop thats what i thought obama were. In do for in late 1945 we saw the 1st films showing the guards tossing skeleton like corpses into pits. In the bathrooms i sat there and just watch stuff so i could go on and on monday a man exclaimed loudly how dare they trying to trick us showing us starving people in india mom i thought that had was an india in that was an ordinary german countryside. Not human after 945 i decided not to believe any of it any more all that indoctrination me he engaged in born in. And wait just a 2nd. Like. So it is so if. Someone is on the phone in the hall it would be pseudo. A month a month a month. And the. Internet. Where you and i mean. How do. I hope i havent seen you. Know i have to say about the man im not sure if you want to be in. Your long sought and. I would. Have the same. Thing that. My. You to work. For. So should we continue. To talk and carry that if you like. So. Because if my young daughter had been in germany for 3 years i would have only seen her for a month during those 3 years of my married. But i cant live with my wife. I can tell you that shes really not doing well but shes still waiting she wants to be with me and live with me but its the moment when she comes well have a big celebration well string up party lights. Yeah and then the no idea look ill run naked through the streets if she comes. Out of there was no idea what i do. Idea. I really dont know how to. Do this you know a little dutch of all my german friends ask me why cant you just have a join you know why cant you just bring her here. My only answer is i come from syria. Im not permitted to do that. If morse only 5 have to earn roughly 2310 euros net income for g. M. But then cant have a proper work contract that with a he then i could bring her here. This is the definition of the. Disease 1st i applied for a student visa for ford and it was turned down despite the 2nd and 3rd applications were also turned down and. They have no idea what to do. You think you know you love your. Stuff and the worth of goods or. Where youre from im from syria. Syria so youre a refugee of the christian. Yes. I. Mean is it ive been here for 3 years. Was a german is really good bush. In just 3 years or did you already speak some german before. Issue that he didnt want to go to words yeah. Yeah weve got problems with muslims muslims are with us on probably islam its unfamiliar its the islam this is not for us when christian this. Part im a muslim. Shes a woman you cant touch her stuff because im a woman you arent allowed to touch me who says. Oh thats what i did why not. College this isnt the way it usually goes yeah yeah i know. I was also disappointed by the years on here in germany. Because youre not the typical syrian and its you thats for sure no way even if. You went to university right you saw. Yes Graphic Design and photography. Asked him what you really want to know. This out with case that you know i want to ask him why you hear. Gunshots because theres a war what faisal will want so wish a wife in syria once a wife in syria and youre here because her visa was rejected 5 times. Sorry yes i just dont get that i really dont get it then i came here in 2016 what i wanted to get on with my life i really wanted to work so i could bring my wife here. And i. Mind my future i have no idea he will i stay here. Will i be alive to stick. Credit for i cant find a job offer or if i know my wife can come and join me come come to the family go back that often felt so looking. Back i am a layer. A layer. A layer. A layer. Equal in. How can it. Countrys economy grow in harmony with its people and the environment when there are do worse than look at the Bigger Picture india a country that faces many challenges and whose people are striving to create a Sustainable Future clever projects from europe and india. And 39. 00 s. On the w. Beauty. And violence phases and hopelessness a a wealth. Of mexico a treasure trove for envisions photographers. We take a stunning visual journey through some of their work. Snapshots of mexico. In 75 minutes on d w. Its all happening going to live. Your lives to news from africa the world your link to exceptional stories and discussions playing the one local t. V. 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