Them tick. Is our stuff you know. I. Mean those are good beacons i applied for asylum i didnt want to but i had to deal with that i realized that either i had to go back to syria on the war in or stay here as a refugee. As 1st thing. Could. I hear it from sky. Its got to weve had refugees in germany before after world war 2. Interesting some people blamed them for everything why dont they said theres spongers allowed the very same people who say that about refugees now said that about german refugees back then. For those who know not how can i help you. Were going to do it how can i help you cant go on not at all ok in response. To my put your finger here. Look here yeah yeah. Yeah well this moment i need that finger you know this no i dont cut it off. Well if you know what. It doesnt know i still remember your 1st birthday here. The day before on the 19th i gave a long radio interview. Orange dot com and we got to talking about my past and i grew up in nazi germany. And the radio interviewer asked me if i was going to bake a cake on april 20th to mark hitlers birthday i mean. I said of course i am you should have seen his face and told him i have a guest who has the same birthday. Thanks. I. I. Say. Thank. You. Thank you. But how long. Did it go you. Took i just talked or i ask you this just say she moved to damascus yesterday. Would be down long have you been married for 2 years. Im decent so i you know in these 2 years ive only seen her 27 days because. As you know i met a pub down there and if youve ever been this. Know god well yes a long time ago because they had a cigarette machine i get the sense that all the alcoholics in the neighborhood gather there this immigrants and cook. For the last night. Or you know did you know something was it was so. I know i felt it my goodness only with me were going to get to eat. 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Im here to see i moved in 2 and a half years ago. Its not a phone with me from. Getting a room in our place. That was really crazy crazy the thought is a gift from god. This has become like my grandmother. I like. Them all but a lot of all that. Although i like to talk about. It had to him up ive always had some letters sometimes in one room sometimes too hot to know ive had students mostly men but sometimes Women Student Union from 152 countries so i dont really see linda. Into my neighbors called me the one with all the negroes and so. On so i got a nasty letter saying theyd cut me open my eyes bit by bit and it would serve me right and stuff like that thats the most pretty bad to me shrimp. It is easy. If youre tired of that or youre feeling lucky call and want to tell about that by happening else the spirit of it could profit from it if you from here im. Only going to charge you now from your money and i got here and im darned honest you know non rich mans place its always on your life you know because youre in your policy that you cant see these younger vets he equal it on my dollars it was a gap from a lot more importance a warning or yes maybe the neighbor is simply not in love and. Yeah but you know they run by let it become one now about one gets she should. But. You can also win but these are able to question the men always marked with their finding over. So the survive. And by. Tested before you. Can. Also. Click enough its a lot more towards. The hunger needing to be remade war room. To use the. Big kind thats an artist doesnt have to do it i dont have much in that direction but. I just calmly said i stop at the. Point 00. I my you once i had a brief conversation with someone who told me he was a nazi. And he asked me where do you come from. Ok you come from syria right mark and he said i dont like refugees but i respect that you speak a german voice i asked why are you afraid of refugees on your sleeve he didnt answer. You know. That i. Cannot you get along with the old lady with a fine. You know she told me once. When i can fight they were both awake at 3 in the morning as i was and i asked if she was alright. She said she was unhappy most of the life is horrible she said or to say fuck it i say shes 94 and shes telling me life was horrible. To her that her brothers died in the war they were soldiers or below market here did you lose anyone in the walk mess hall you cause of his name was on around the same as mine that are listening to her in a war in syria. As. You go here are the pictures of those your parents its their wedding photo its. Not so 1927 thats you yes yes thats me im looking rather grumpy but my brothers are smiling gunter and i havent. That was 927. And on and this is 935 no answer from own devices thats you is what they are not your dog has a dog here and there is going to have an in uniform the pension the youngest hit the youth i hadnt joined yet. Came from him and came from and where the younger hitler youth the 10 to 14 year old him to be. And then i joined the hitler youth for girls the be d. M. Him and get to meet. Until i wanted to know thats what it is you want to turn the votes to pull yeah yeah yeah it was exciting. There was singing and dancing to tons of fun we went on hikes and on the weekends we sometimes stayed in youth hostels. And nice and it was fun exciting. Question about when i worked at the yesterday i wanted a soda i went to the Convenience Store but it was already closed ticket so i walked and walked tonight finally ended up and hopped on the. Lot and ive always wanted to go in there for this if it everyone is german. And they look really really german when im happy to say if you wish id like to take a look at that because your time is on. And i look over the columns. Or how much the south white green 0 issue is this is a pop good thing yeah 3 real. Good you come here for praise for i am for all of those most city in the world yeah raises that. I live when i come to your boat thank you self im very happy that your son wife took off. So bad tells trading never hurt or in serious if you count and already. Popped for a 3 year this. Actually might raise a new one just give you this what about me my father can use a Little German of course. I dont know how. Recent those out livin in france will come. To our young us religion. Im not quite up to. Congress and im not. Sure i asked. Last year i dont want to go. Up to. Me. Is this the wrong country for you know yet know what its for all the people we can leave to get love drunk here you can. Get it was your back i was. Just you know. You know its really. Cool you will invest my small store what do you want to work. Now on this is the setting for. His routine asses off to show off as one people i want to live but not another one the deutsch yeah hes. Supposed to do it. Well to. Me and so my biggest fear and yet the fuck am i doing this little point in my media how can you know. This because it. Doesnt why did that man speak like that to me really more no i think it was just joking that he was trying to be me since my didnt shakespeare say in jest there is truth. Theres your interest it was your son your own system i got some. Advice to seattle. Whats going on here burn those chairs but if i dont want this its called here we have half wild people coming in here speaking arabic and ordering cheese. Whats that about this where are we here anyhow this is does move as if you ought to be free when strangers foreigners come in here we keep our eye on them. With were meant to welcome them with a handshake or a peck on the cheek coddle them give them Financial Support but no they have to earn that night and this is the ball then i might accept them or give them the time of day. It starts of children into. The mother of. The mother. Its. Unfair to anyone notice that someone who lives on your street has disappeared someone you barely know someone youve only ever seen on the street nobody notices that one of my debts and i didnt ask you back then they would have said germany was better off without the jews thats how it was back then who. Knows this is what all the barracks looked like a washroom and latrine in the middle one wing to the right one wing to the left but these bunk beds you see here is about one of on people were tortured and abused in this washroom. In this small room here that is what they called a broom closet comma. The idea of the s. S. Also torture people here when they cram then as many people as they could mean what you say lock the door and let them suffocate last will go out of the ocean. In the name doj knew that a german concentration camp was not a senatorial kind of the not to war you but i thought there was enough to eat and that there was medical care when you were sick that no one died there stop thats what i thought obama were. In do for in late 1945 we saw the 1st films showing the guards tossing skeleton like corpses into pits. When i sat there and just watch it sounds so good on a monday a man exclaim loudly how dare they trying to trick us showing us starving people in india mom i thought that was an india in that was an ordinary german countryside. Not after 945 i decided not to believe any of it any more all that indoctrination he engaged in born in. And wait just a 2nd. Like how. Someone is on the phone in the hall should be sued oh. Come on come on come on around me. But if. Im not. Going to lick you with my mean. How do. I hope you. Know i have to say about the man im not sure if you want to leave. Me alone so and. I was right. By my. By here 20. 4. So should we continue. You know. If i can carry that if you like. So. It was if my young daughter had been in germany for 3 years i would not only seen her for a month during those 3 years i married. But i cant live with my wife. Continuously you get shes really not doing well but shes still waiting she wants to be with me live with me but its just that when she comes well have a big celebration well string up party lights. Yeah and then the new idea looked ill run naked through the streets if she comes. Out of there was no idea what i do. Idea. I really dont know how to. Do this you know a little dutch of all my german friends ask me why cant you just have a join you know why cant you just bring her here a month ago my only answer is i come from syria. Im not permitted to do that. Because most only 5 have to earn roughly 2310 euros net and 15 of them cant have a proper work contract that with a he then i could bring her here. This is the definition of pleasure. To see her so i applied for a student visa for ford and it was turned down despite the 2nd and 3rd applications were also turned down and. They have no idea what to do. Besides if you love your. Stuff and the worth of goods or. Where youre from or from syria. Syria so youre a refugee the christian. Yes. I. Mean thats it ive been here for 3 years. Was a german is really good bush was. In just 3 years supported your ready speak some german before. The shooting he didnt want to come out a word yeah. Yeah weve got no problems with muslims muslims are with us a lot probably islamism familia is now islam this its not for us when christian this. Part im a muslim. Shes a woman you cant touch her stuff because im a woman you arent allowed to touch me who says. Oh thats what i did why not. College this isnt the way it usually goes yeah yeah i know. I was also disappointed by the years on here in germany. Because youre not the typical syrian it is you thats for sure no way even if. You went to university right you saw. Yes Graphic Design and photography. Back ask him what you really want to know. How he sat with his back you know i want to ask him why you hear. Gunshots because theres a war while theres a will was so wish i was in syria but once you watch in syria and youre here youre here because her visa was rejected 5 times. Sorry i just dont get that i really dont get it that i came here in 2016 what i wanted to get on with my life i really wanted to work so i could bring my wife here. Ok like. My future i have no idea yet so i stay here. Well id be alive to stick. Credit 5 cant find a job offer or if i know my wife can come and join me this comiccon to opt out from me go back and often felt so ok. Thanks. A lot. Going to. Kick off. Im stuck. 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