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Cannot how to get along with the old lady with a fine. You know she told me once that this is what i complain. About the wake of 3 in the morning as i was and i asked if she was alright. She said she was unhappy most of the life is horrible she said to say fuck it i say shes 94 and shes telling me life was horrible. To her that her brothers died in the war they were soldiers or a lot in here did you lose anyone in the walk the holy mess or you cause of his name was on around the same as mine that are listening to her in a war in syria. So off. You go here are the pictures nosier parents its their wedding photo its. Not so 1927 thats you yes yes thats me im looking rather grumpy but my brothers are smiling. And i havent. That was 927 and on and this is 935 known sets them on devices that you know what theyre not your dog has a dog here and theres going to have been in uniform the pin for the youngest hit the youth i hadnt joined yet you know came from. 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With were meant to welcome them with a handshake or a peck on the cheek coddle them give them Financial Support you know they have to earn that and then he misses that then i might accept them or give them the time of day. It starts of children into. The mother and. The mother. Its. Unfair to anyone notice that someone who lives on your street has disappeared someone you barely know someone youve only ever seen on the street is nobody notices that one of my debts but i didnt ask you back then they would have said germany was better off without the jews thats how it was back then who. Knows all about. This is what all the barracks looked like a washroom and latrine in the middle of one wing to the right one wing to the left but these bunk beds you see here is about how i move on people were tortured and abused in this washroom. In this small room here that is what they called a broom closet comma. The idea of the s. S. Also tortured people in here when they crammed then as many people as they could mean what you say lock the door and let them suffocate loss will go out of is the issue. In the name doj and i knew that a german concentration camp was not a senatorial kind of the not to war you but i thought there was enough to eat and that there was medical care when you were sick that no one died there thats what i thought obama was going to. End do in late 1945 we saw the 1st films showing the guards tossing skeleton like corpses into pits. In the bathrooms i sat there and just watch it sounds so good on a monday a man exclaimed loudly how dare they trying to trick us showing us starving people in india mom i thought it was dr that had was an india in that was an ordinary german countryside. Not fluent after 945 i decided not to believe any of it any more all that indoctrination me he engaged in boarding in. Lots of out of the way just a 2nd. Thats. Not how. I lay on that if. 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My only answer is i come from syria. If im not permitted to do that. Which most only 5 have to earn roughly 2310 euros net and comforting him and have a proper work contract with the he then i can bring her here because this is the sort of notion of good. Health to see her so i applied for a student visa for 4 to look in and was turned down despite the 2nd and 3rd applications were also turned down and. They have no idea what to do. Nothing and i love your. Time and were closer. To where youre from im from syria. Syria so youre a refugee the fishing. Yes. I. Mean is it ive been here for 3 years. As a german is really good to go as far as. In just 3 years or did you already speak some german before. You should if you didnt thats not a word yeah. Yeah weve got no problems with muslims muslims are with us a lot probably islam its unfamiliar its not islam this its not for us when christian this. Part im a muslim. 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