Up. Was up. Our own currency on my love the see you can whenever im here i feel peace in my heart. Now you know i dont miss it when im in germany and from what you call sound me im. God mile have to leave soon and that makes me sad since it would be so. Evil i said i. Sang ill miss my moms food. All day all my family are you my friends told you all. And the sea. I. Am sure you can ill be living soon. I like germany. Im going there to study as a carer for the elderly well i hope that l. Works out and that i can make some friends. Some will go on our ship at 1st my parents were against it because im their only child but they dont want me to go so far away by myself. Too much talking and ill miss my parents its the 1st time that ill be away from home much time but ill call often thatll make me feel better. You know that you know while what you like but not here. I hope that ill be happy in germany that you are still my that was just itself. Or. Sleep there where you dont get homesick when you are in germany just focus on your studies acknowledge and take good care of yourself 1st so. That if theres a Halfway House show you some photos and well be living in a small villa in the black forest near the mountains. Of right to see those pictures. You know from them dont worry about me about that dont go out tonight stay home. We will. Ill learn how to cook a german food and ill show you when i come back ill learn how they cut vegetables. What the germans eat. Bread salad cold cuts steak. Im highest just shut thats not just shit. On are not enough. In all mama my parents have always worked hard but i was a child they didnt have a lot of time from dallas so my grandparents often took care of me pampered me. And they love me a lot. You know if any i buy your leisure. So how should that 1st time i saw my grandmother was sad that i was going away for so long and we already kind of but then she said youre young you can still travel overseas you claim it was your truck she supports what im doing i should change your shot. If. It wasnt money money money money or. The 4th. How have you got suppose. I also am a out how ok your rooms are over here in my. Fashion put on your slippers and get settled in. One piece so how do you like rooms be ok or not yet. Are we going to live here the whole time. Yes. Oh how theyre single rooms. Single rooms. Pardon. Not one single room i think not you know single rooms if you know to go to a room is that a problem. Or is there is some crummy what does she mean. And what do you know single rooms just doubles. Or lets run together. Can we how much are we paying how much do the rooms cost. If our. Needs and well discuss all this later or not now have some theory to get some sleep and then well talk about it all right. I mean youve got to get along with each other. So once and if you dont i have to step in yeah ok then now that. If you dont understand me say so you all need to get a long story in theres a and. If. That means that you should speak german now because i dont understand chinese. And english at least a Little German ok otherwise we will be able to understand each other. So start learning german now. Than ok ill leave you to it good night girls see you tomorrow morning at 9. Ok see you tomorrow. Oh. Thank you thank you thank you. Lets get a move on. The to be all right oh yeah yeah and off we go. If it. Oh oh. 000000000. Oh. Oh oh. Oh oh oh oh. Oh. Oh oh oh youre going. To have to do it my friend germany is a lot different than it is in china maybe even completely different from the 2 countries dont have much in common though she was. Sure. Is it ringing. The media has anyone picked up. Oh no. Its not you got through. I man. Has it im calling from a phone call is an issue i cant talk for very long i dont have any coincidence all right i just wanted to say im ok and ill call you again tomorrow oh you are you know you hear everythings fine ive got to go now im ok. Who are. You know. Thats. Not all in china they say when children are far away their parents worry. Why youre power oh man i dont want them to get upset. Shes here so ill just tell them about the good things that happened here down to 200 the airline said aha we are here i wont say anything that might make them nervous and for example i wont tell them that i cant speak german credit well again but how do you know that we can catch a case here. I dont want them to worry our funds. Being heres how i wanted to move here. What. Changes you have a pretty name to hand back. To its charms. Our plan. Didnt work out so my joints are cracking. With some of the people here like cloudier in tino has told me that Chinese Women arent his biggest german women she. Says and this is the truth its. Half so theyve told me that yourself. And i think thats true. Chinese people eat different food so things like soy bean sprouts and fish are useless so out is out thats why youre also smart right thats what ive heard. This Health Officials make you smart. Almost someone that they are when youre working with patients you have to look after everything from head to toe. When and front to back you its your responsibility we have 50 patients but only 5 or 6 caregivers. I saw a report that said china needs 12000000 geriatric nurses. Without worrying are the nurses here are different now in germany they have a lot more responsibility is that our little does that make any sense for us when i. Truly. Do from your. Ok thats enough so you know i wont get any prettier the glamours long gone. Well. Flows from us is just fine thanks christian ok ok i need your classes. Yes please but i wont put them on. Right now time for breakfast and thats the right will have burst thank you. Both. Thanks for the see here comes the cake. If. You want it ill keep that out all. I. Can for im going to hes friendly and hes very sweet hes always laughing and hes always in a good mood he enjoys life in a. Loud. Laugh and wont be having a laugh not yet. Ok ok now its empty. Well thats well put this away. But its all water please all. With sparkling water so that so long. All i see. The cause of some thanks but im sure say later. The movie cheers it moving. Why i thought it was. Here going to saturday night in the case that were dealing with today it could be food poisoning. That might be caused by processed food or it could be an infectious intestinal disease gastro into writers nora verus whatever. So you have 7 different statements on Infectious Diseases not all of those statements are correct if you find mistakes please correct them in writing. On the secret. Of. The dish on the other hand so i feel like an idiot the teacher asks you a question and you have no idea whats going on if you can so you speak with gestures the question that i 1st i did but things are better now souring still when i leave school at the end of the day my head is about ready to explode. Yesterday after class a teacher came over and asked whether i was feeling ok you think. She thought i had lost weight showed me. And she wanted to know whether i was happy with the way things were going toward the wow. So your 1st year will get better with time and all that listening in class trips me out. What part of speech is the word spoon is it the subject or the object. In it youve never heard those terms right. This is the whole. Book and ok good now slowly after me. Yet. Just. To let me get you say you cant understand the class works well for. This. I was excited but you take the test suite. How your grades. Its going to hurt. It varies. Then why did you decide to come to germany when you can you explain it forces you and she had no chance again and she now so many fish out of a fellow in china there arent enough nursing homes. Because and by tradition the grandparents want to live at home. And told that that is good children to let their parents stay with them. Kinda but now those children work too hard to fill up that hand they dont have time to take care of their parents we are past in china we dont know how to take care of old people the germans do it so we came here to learn that bench bono work later in china that has a national. Here and there in germany we dont have enough geriatric nurses so we hope that youll stay live in. The system you probably wont. The reason you want to go back to china to work. Here. War morning how did you intend to sleep well. Great with the converse day in bed a little longer just a little. Is how i have no time. No troia. Thats right its me is my teddy still though you know. Of a nice day thats my teddy. Its this cold you dont notice because youre wearing gloves ok but i have to leave it on now im terrible that simply wont do who trained you they sure did a bad job small and small and hows that. I think this is the place. This is and thats not ok. I knew. One of them who want to wear something out yes. The pink one isnt there mr. I can understand you at all. Then you should learn to speak proper german town some kind of stuff and some of the. Because must do what you like but im not going through that again some day. Finally you know i did tired it was a tissue please thanks. To that what time is it. 11. Im exhausted. Of defending about it about it that. They can forget the cats they can recall forget me nots. And forget me well he certainly takes you through forget me. Forget me not. Just need not be that hard to say i dont want to get enough. Series. Odds are so small that cause i know how good nice players are below. Primroses. Just beautiful. I have been here for a year now and im doing better. This time i think some settle down a little bit so i can talk to people a bit to dissipate and ask questions and so on. That so. Thats the thing i feel more comfortable speaking german and thats great. Right. There with. My mom can hear me i mean what are. You to day someone at work i asked me when is your daughter coming back i said on the 3rd he asked me whether i was excited and i said i just counting the day. I am you look ill be there soon can you count the longer it seems so dont count i dont know. About how i have too much luggage oh. Hang up now. Ill be there soon. Just 2 more days. So you soon. They keep moving me. Around. Oh. Yes nothing easy for you to laugh you can still move and travel back to china youre doing fine. Youll still young and healthy. But. Thats not. How you go the whole month you can leave us alone in life you have to stay here. Not just one month until you come back yeah. Thats good. The show gets funny show. The. Next. Im worried about you you look so try it and you so thin and. Again i want. Out of the set in those video chests you look so pretty so she pinned it can see it so that i can really smell that peanut oil if the past few months were pretty rough. One of the little. It was about lets try on the clothes i brought you i hope the 5th time so you think is the color too tight can you do the top of. It i want for those you have to do or not the top ones or has called on to the floor so fur it fits you it does looks great dont you like it sure its ok i did quite a belly there wasnt it of course. Youre going to 18 months yes it seems longer knowledge how she was it was all the time how that. Whats wrong with your trousers fit theyre supposed to look like that theyre cool here before you were there in the tread hot sauce mom is so happy to her that i go back and she kisses me every day. Let me fix your collar. You handsome man. Shall out there up fix. It. Right away. It will have all in wheelchairs. Now for some cant walk at all i can look for it. You say 101 and likes to drink red wine. Hes very funny or you know is the. Only way he kept asking me whether id come back when i do he might be gone that would be sad its only one moment he says that his age every day counts any longer he may not live much longer. But. But hes very funny. For 30000. 00 and you know theres no portraits theres a good new chairman mao thats why its european money youve got to exchange it for the what you get this useless paper face if it fell on the street no one would pick it up. Look heres a woman. Youre going to carry your tears over that theyre all women tend to live in and use this paper. Where you homesick i have such a pursed absolutely everything was difficult for me. Then i could hardly speak the language i didnt understand anything it was really awful. I felt like an idiot by god but it helped that i wasnt the only idiot there. Tied to the salary of the whole of the law shall i do german women get fat off to be merry. So how do they have a baby when they get big but. Theyre thin from the waist down. But no were not thats because the weather so cold we were going to go back helps protect the body against the cold from all of that how its not that cold to the south where we are but it is up north. Where the levee that were not you know why but all the men have beards. And older man shave every day and other women too and the time we have that theres not really sure. Yet have to be have dialects you. Know you bet they are they also you know some say. And others say it all but oh. If youve got a boyfriend. I dont want one inch of my i cant really speak the language its still like that but youd be there 2 more years have some you know theres a dating show where a nurse is looking for a partner that is right though however. She just worry dont come back and find a husband but you can bring one from germany if you want. Often in 3 years is too long. For a little on that 1st i was really afraid that i would make it more for a now its better. Not good but better than out of no here we take care of each other but youre all by yourself no walk out with the group. Or the money nor the one. Thing. Cause not lets go to my office fuck a fee. 1st you have a c. C f why did they say its only today i said that when you need extra help if the patient just asked for it. You know youre right i made a mistake. Yes well ok relax. You did nothing wrong youre only human and youre physically smaller dimentia patients can be difficult to deal with our residents need your help but its important for you to stay healthy well this is he she does this imply gives. Him needs and i care about you every one of his and our residents need us. To take a deep breath. But sit ya believe in calm down take deep breaths. Good. Take. Good. Taste good. Great. All good. Thank you for some water. And some tissues. Ill put them here. Oh here you go. Well good night good night. See you tomorrow. Townley a very sad saga how much one of our residents has died. Was a 101 years old and. We just heard about it really sad he was a great person and one of our favorite residents. Was very nice and very sweet. I hung out and im sad that hes gone. But what made this persons a special. Was the moma most of the residents cant pronounce our names correctly but he always tried to have a at home eating something like. Cleaning. Stuff for him that was so sweet he always called us by name. Oh now my question just as you know him for 2 years how was he getting along during that time he is. Happy i was always in a good mood always friendly and always laughing and i was fond things here. In my. City he didnt spend a lot of time thinking he was happy to be alive thats how he was all the time. Thats nice makeup and thanks. You look beautiful its just lipstick. It makes you pretty soon i guess so i. You bet. Them out and out where stan visiting grandpa or at the nursing home. Its me and im not there with my parents im here in germany and i dont feel at home here in. The way of life or is it always. For no visitors please. I didnt understand anything. I didnt know what to write. The neither. The topics were really difficult my hands were shaking what you had just scribble and. That was probably all wrong. Well then i just wrote single words like travelers procedures and found documentation thats all i could think of. As i said the 1st one is probably Information Collection and maintenance and problem areas and emotional level there that the emotional reaction rather should luckily i blew it and i need to know what. The was to put my thoughts about us. Oh my results yes well done from yesterday you did pretty well sums. Up. The recall how most important things ive learned here is to try to be happy every day full of caution i used to strand a lot of time worrying about the future i know now that that doesnt do any good. So that wasnt the hour id rather concentrate on the here and analyse the list to walk on monthly in 10 makes more sense. To not rush or try to balance out some it can juggle let me finish that is. Not. Do. In france dear antonia theres a sea of distance opposite us im sitting on a terrace in twilight its peaceful my 3 grandchildren sleep untroubled thats our dad i smile when i was 8 trances age germany was split in 2 and remain divided for decades. Given what will your mother was born in 1969 the world was already 8 years old you know my grandchildren were born after the wall fell born in a dream and find a wonderful time a time of great joy. 3 generations of one family on a journey through recent german history. With. The bush family and this starts november 6th on d w. Unity and justice and freedom the 1st words of the German National anthem and the 3 Central Valley was that formed the foundation of this country how have these values developed to want to come hard is it to live by and defend the principles of unity justice and freedom and i want everyone to be my above the original. Series starts october 21st on d w. The be. This is date of you news live from berlin a u. S. Delegate. Heads to turkey to try to broker a ceasefire in Northern Syria the u. S. Vice president and secretary of state will try to persuade congress to end its assault on the kurds but turkeys president is vowing to push ahead regardless. Also coming up in violence erupting in barcelona for the 3rd night driving catalonia as president has appealed for calm