Thank you thank. You very carefully pam have fought. Through it i said once for a long time doesnt it. I. Did you install it yourself yes i installed it myself. And its a really nice. Even so these ideas and i dont want to be part of our German Society and if i dont like what the Healthy People do i mean theyre like sheep. They do the same things they see everyone else do. I dont want to do that id rather do what i like and what i enjoy. Without anyone saying arent you too old for that. Im almost 35 and people often say to me youre an adult do you have to do this and i say yes of course and. The duck. And such a boring lamp know what im going to turn into something else. That. Night i need these noises to be safe in my apartment. And during the day to have fun. And if i hear anyone trying to break in then ill come and then call. In with the cook. And now lets go to the kitchen. Its almost a maze. Its almost finished it. Sometimes thing with autism is someone who lives in his own world. Who has a special skill in a specific area of my world is the world of sound. And so. Now comes the superglue. This is what it sounds like when its done. Unfortunately my parents arent proud of me so for example when my father comes here he always says one day at marcus this place and you could put me in the asylum. And i cant imagine what its like he doesnt understand why i need this and why it gives me pleasure. I think is a shame. For owning my father wants me to adapt to these stupid social norms for me thats a good reason not to be in on the on the guns as well whatever. They can to help them back on. Oh its a lovely. Man so lets take it to the bathroom thats where ducks belong. In. Quick house here too. So where will this one go. Oh oh hush. Theyre. Wonderful yeah funding who says a bathroom is a restroom attendant when you come here to go to the toilet youre not going to a restroom. Oh its wonderful. Oh i. Got so bad then. We can go. Before induced by living do supporting the one in my own apartment. My caseworker comes once a week my mother comes now and again and brings me my laundry. And. Lives in the 1st floor she has down syndrome. Visit my parents a lot. To my mother wants to make sure i get a proper cooked meal at least once a week because its not like at home where i just microwave everything. And soon i find taking the tram very unpleasant. People can be unpleasant and every so often someone gives me a show and pushes me aside. And this is someone thats an example thats an example of why i hate other people. Who. Dont know why i hate people who dont have a mental disability more than anything. And that will start seeing to shove me aside and had a really annoying reaction. And i have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach again just a moment ago i was in a good mood. So. Theres no way tasty go ahead you know. On right ill give you something else. I know. Its gone she was sleeping the entire time and now shes raising such a fuss. You know how often just marcus visits you twice a week at least when she does we sure will. You know actually not why is that week is enough the problem is my husband marcus is here i take care of him and then my husband feels like im neglecting him and he gets annoyed he says hes superfluities when marcus is here thats exactly what he says. Mom im marcus takes a shower here because his hair is greasy and my husband wants to take a bath and then the arguments really take off the mark with marcus and my husband its really tense always has been. Where is marcus anyway. And then you know to say diagnosed me with autism when i was 3 or 4 years old thats when they noticed that something was wrong. And i always played by myself and didnt really have any friends. Then i started getting therapy at the Counseling Center my mother took me there and then i met people where i realized oh i like them. Thats when i realized its much nicer to do things with other people instead of being alone all the time. Marcus there you are. Come with me into the living room and lets look at some photos to me and ill take my coffee with me. You have to. I think this picture must be from 1902. Goes by so quickly. We look at how funny i look. Well you just woken up there and i took a photo. And look at this one. Brian on this one something was bothering you again prospect. This here is from daycare you had such a cute little voice. I have that lovely girls voice which was nice for singing. I wanted to keep that voice and was annoyed when my voice broke. There everyones voice changes. Oh well there i was playing with my wheelbarrow theres a full moon youre almost 35 and you still have it you still play with that. Sometimes but not as much as before. That well of course you were a child now youre an adult and you have other interests. At the Counseling Center i made some new friends that i didnt have before. Now its nicer to do things with other people and. Before i didnt need anyone else. Things were simpler back then and i didnt have as many problems so. Yeah well thats how life is if you have friends then you have to deal with disagreements if youre on your own you dont have any disagreements one i know is none no thats not what life is about. Just dont all school would all start all just most of course i wanted to help you connect with other people. And to have friends. On 4 inch off cons not to sure you have more problems as a result thats clear but there are nice aspects to arent there yes i know that. Oh lord show me what about complainer looks like from the inside. This income you took one look at it and you still know how to do it i love my my husband always said well manage this on our own you didnt want us to have any help so that i had to get a divorce. A little taller but there was no other way. I had a biological fathers but i really struggle with it. Ive been in and one of the stall there you go. Look heres a green frog well put the frog in here too. Right now this is a zoo and thats. And this is quite old already. And i think i built this in 1903. And i mean i used to play with my fingerboard here. One finger board here and then a 2nd one here. And thats how i used to play. Once in 1906 or 97 i got the stable. These here is our musical dice and yeah thats what i call them hes you know they look like guys. I got them out of radios and they make a lovely jingling sound they make music that you can play with them to. Stand and you can build towers with them and then you can take a shot at them from your finger board and they fly everywhere. Theyre lovely. As you can see here i love people with down syndrome. Theyre so sweet and so nice i want to ramona is one of my many downeys. Ramona doesnt have any parents anymore which is also why shes like a member of my family my mother also helps her quite a bit ramona is quite a bit different than the other ones here. So thank you for your best friend. I dont really know. Well i maybe had a bit more fun with some of them but ramona is the one who stuck around. Maybe i havent yet again. Ramona also has her own apartment neither one of us goes to the workshop anymore it wasnt right for us. Now i dont have so much money and neither does ramona but its enough to buy a bit of food. And still have some scotch tape. And go away with your kisses im here ill take your mouth shut when you talk too much. Taper amounts. Yeah look were dressed as devils. This tell you in love with. Yes they are and marcus is in love with you yes were a couple yeah weve been together for 11 years if you have a. So. This is what he looks like as a girl. Recognition he likes this stuff 6 he looks sexy. Yeah. Were not a couple who have said it a 1000 times a now ill say it for the 1000 and 1st time were not a couple. Youre my sister im your sister. I think its much nicer that were not a couple and were more like brother and sister. But you should still love me but i do love you. And that way you know well never split up because youre practically my sister. And so if i were to hook up with a sweet boy a sweet guy with down syndrome whos maybe 40 years old. And if we were to become a couple. Then youd still be part of things. And thats. A good yeah yeah yeah im im one once a month i go to the radio group. I call the radio group the cuddle group because this group does a lot of cuddling. And thats really fantastic. Yeah. We have a rapper from duisburg here today on our radio show. Im really proud that we have a show on the radio. And the rapper weekly when you start the interview introduce him with his 1st and last name. Should we use his rapper name the one he goes by online. Intend that you can get my full name because i only do rap maybe well talk about that too. Is boss of the radio group and we get along super well. Radio for you if i do you finish. Yeah hello hello dear listeners this is radio for you and im sitting here in our media forum with a rapper you might have heard. Hes from deuce borg. Yes yes dick hello yeah how you. Hello thanks for inviting me. And then how long have you been wrapping it up from some of the fly started when i was 15 and now im 30 my 1st and foremost i make music for myself music always help me no matter how sad i was feeling. And thats how it is for me too some days i feel sad because people were mean to me or whatever. And on other days i feel good. And yeah i wonder if you might have met marcus before how many schools did you go to. 15 so yeah 15. I went to 14. Straight years in a small bass. Yeah from thankfully right 15 schools because i wasnt always as nice as i am now i used to pull girls hair when they had braids. Yeah. Thank you for the interview thank you for coming. It was cool man any time you know. That. You have to hold the phone the other way. Itll turn out better. Its my birthday and im 35 years old even if i feel more like 10 or 11. But im looking forward to the party. Lots of people are coming and im looking forward to it. I like it when theyre long. But i look almost like a Little Princess. Are you a Little Princess i dont know. He made maybe and cheeky Little Princess. If i were a real woman things would be much much better for me. But i have no idea what i have to do because no one wants to tell me. And my mother always tells me im a boy not a girl. As i mean this when you form whenever i want to paint my fingernails and i waited till she goes on holiday for a week or 2. Because normally i visit my parents a lot and. Then my mother tells me to take it off and right then and there. And if i dont take it off she does it with a nail polish remover. And he said yes and then this stupid beard which i have to get rid of every day. Sometimes i put on a womans dress when my mother doesnt know that i sometimes go out that way she thinks i stay here in the apartment. Maku says this is the most important t. V. You have for you. Yes and the only day that its really super here in the apartment. Fortunately the only day where i can invite lots of people that once. I started tidying up about a week ago now ill do the last bit in these 3 guys are helping me and im looking forward to it. As can you do that andrea blow it up whichever. Oh. Thank you. Oh you cant come. Its too far. Well thats too bad. Theyre not is much the sad when just a few people come home with the idea of sometimes when i can help him feel better. And i have it finally. How did you not see his presence yes. When i was there lots of them. Eat. And. Lets blow up the monkeys. Heres monkey number one. Well turn 5 flat ones into 4 fat ones. And yes its as though they just came from the funfair. Yeah look its much more fun to play with them now. And say things. Like its. All. Good then some talk the president. Oh. All i can attach are a pack. Of yummy cocoa. Rule and i thank you. That you know that you dont have that 100 s. I dont have one now i didnt. Write it is not in german that they have 5 you know and they really dont go away. Oh look theres my ts i dont want hello but always open. This is my ts are d. J. Only that like the blue eyes are here. Oh. With bells. Ringing in. The street that most. People. With cooking its the funny thing is i dont really know how it works im not much of a cook who watched their. Son make your hunches one all of them oh im not a cook i didnt know how to put my dear maxie they have to be washed. I dont know. If youre in there never go home im happy to help cook but 1st i have a question for you maxie. Im not just here for no reason not to make music here you know i want something yeah then you have to tell me what youd like or what you need. Its big and long and music comes out of the sides and you can carry it like this. You mean a boom box right thats what i was thinking. Of you can prove you can you not i can write you want me to buy you one. I thought he was doing this because its fun but oh well. Youre doing a great job with that do the rest like that we are never going over it so time consuming. You. Like going to the flea market my parents arent so happy about it they always say i buy more than i sell thats true sometimes. Find where should we go were selling. And we dont know where to go. In the 5 center when you should i show you never be faster. Oh i could just buy a few things right now my. Lovely things they have. I wish i could just go exploring oh oh look such a lovely train. You know theres your name. You can set up your table want to have you have we have a blanket fine. I mean this is like im sitting by the water and im about to go fishing. So thats what a flea market is like for me you sit down and relax and wait for the fish. Maybe that is the time. When the absolute tool box of the batteries charged. By just if thats expensive one costs 8 euros or you oh yeah. Leave the rubber ducks. One and 2 little ones. Good. Yeah cause we have stuffed animals. This is great how much do you want showing off how about 3 year olds. Im 3 nourished none of them down who gets the money and you decide here. Is you on that side there this is that you sister. Close enough. And just how much is this. Trash and spam to your homes all right to your interest. There. But that is just. The sense i saw straying from fisher price. I want to look at it. So the bear can see and hear. Yeah ive had my eye on this train for a while. Its not in the shops anymore oh yeah this thats why we come to the flea market because you can find them here and scream how thanks act like its 10 euros you know watch. Why dont we wait and see what happens when the days are over you can still decide then either its gone or its still here what you think. Now. Is that mom got bored yeah thats the. Best and i know the polar bear. Spy on the polar bears to euros. You know its super ok so the polar bear. Ice 2 more euros. Back to the train. But i did notice should i put the locomotive aside so it doesnt get so much colder. Im fully how much is it though its not machine shops anymore so its 10 euros. What about 7 sleeping here yes thats all right. So thats all i have fun so how was the one from a hole in the 3 that i got for on the amateur for the polar bear. Imo this is our. Selling point in a way thats lovely. Such. As. Son shelley to members of ok lets see what the others have. In my. Mind hes been. There long. And. I mean this this is our 2nd airplane and our 4th caterpillar oh im. Going to new star and a helicopter. And. Hang it all packed up. Yes i thought i saw my mother over there i thought i dont know my mother. But i guess it wasnt her. A woman with long blond hair i thought oh no she said in my mind on 9 they went to the campsite yeah right so today is sunday but they could have left by 1 pm and be here already. To. Let me. My father always says this is all rubbish anyhow and my mother says its much too much oh well. Right here because im so good with electrical stuff tarik from a radio show had an idea. This is a repair cafe you bring your broken appliances here. The tarik said this might be right up my alley lets see. This was just an ordinary speaker from a surround sound system here a little one like this. And i turned it into a big one. For. One thing. She was so taken with the things i built that she said come on lets go to the people who are doing repairs and give it a try. Oh. The lid wont stay down. To come do we have any contact spray them in the box have them. Well you know some of the ive seen this problem a lot. Better than going. To let me just. Say. As a man you can leave it like this so that it opens like this. Maybe we should glue an arrow on it like that to. Say im so is there another radio here. On. The fate of the problem is the dial keeps moving off the station. What should you think you might come back next month yes yes im looking forward to it again yes its had 3 months of. Now so im looking forward to it. Meanwhile ive been back 2 more times. We have our own camping spot here on the rhine river thats on the mainland and found that this is where i learned how to swim and how to ride a bike and from time to days my fathers birthday. My mother and father were divorced but then they got back together and married again my. Now were a real family again. Im camping from here on the campsite and i need a place to get away from it all where i have my toys and my music and music. But my father doesnt understand that. There are lots of us remember i know but im being told who really wants to be told that their child is disabled of course i wish that marcus were more grown up. But thats not going to happen on the franks move. And i dont know if hell ever be able to manage entirely on his own. Words. He gets a certain amount of money to the managers himself with a rash to make sure that everythings taken care of its. He doesnt really think about things like the phone bills. From tiller form its own. That does it just takes it for granted as long as the firm works even on to the form of such a full 20 year. Or more that in the not having enough money to get to the end of the month isnt something that would occur to him. When something is broken when the sink is leaking or when i need to have a shade put up on the window that i need my father often if you have a need him as a person. Thats the only way i know him. So for the other things i have my friends. And i spend weeks thinking about what i could give my father for his birthday and then i built something nice. So happy birthday. Look here when the water containers fall you can put the 2 clamps inside the pipe. And when the waters for them. You know exactly i thought you might like it thats pretty special if you put some thought into the water wont spill over if i fill it up. Yeah. I mean not just does have a special talent. With so you have 3 she ate it. Sometimes yes sometimes no your mind gets pushed probably means when you go into marcuss apartment the noise just hits you. Hard to get to you. And made thats what hes able to do now he wouldnt to manage it without my wife. Being me im finding the emotional side he probably me so i handle the technical side and shes better at the human emotional signed. Your money your husband says he lets you handle most of it is the new end up having to deal with everything on your own. But thats true if he leaves the house 8 in the morning and comes home at 7 in the evening. No nothing all marcus every day to find out what hes been doing. Otherwise i cant go to sleep. When theres ramona 2 lives there as well. Whats it like knowing youll never be able to stop taking care of marcus. Treat him. This past week it was very hard. To feel very well as i could barely talk i just started to cry im never like that usually but now yesterday today im fine again youre the one who has to be strong and absolutely. By doing that here even if he sometimes thinks that i dont like him and thats not really true i just dont like some of the things he does the pope doesnt mean i dont like him. Lets maybe he didnt show it too often. So not everyone is good at that. Sound so now im going to play oh im looking forward to it. I hope there arent any children you know its nice of course i want to play on my own. Pleasure moved by that maybe our problem is that we have both just the way we are both of us. But its been. More. Evident as that he says he cant really imagine what others are feeling its ok. You know sometimes people say that about me to. Try to there he is maybe but not as good as my wife but youre still the murder for. You so now im near the river. Oh him of enough fun then the people keep telling me to grow up then they say i should just throw my choice in the trash and get in the me. And then with him oh but i say i want to stay the way i am. Less than i dont want to grow up. I want to keep playing like a child you know thats met makes me happy. Up. Up. Up up. Up. Remembering disappear. Whether in Police Custody or jail kentucky hundreds of people have gone missing the decades. 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