>> i was afraid opening doors in the morning. like, there's a blind spot when i first walk out. i'm literally looking out like this every morning. >> you all looking over your shoulders? >> oh yeah. really bad. it was almost a post traumatic stress syndrome kind of thing. just nervous all the time. >> with skyler moore, aka c-styles, charged in the murder, there was some sense of relief. turn >> to know that this guy was off the streets with some comfort. because he was the one that could show up and kill anybody. >> even so, the sisters were still afraid of facing him at the preliminary hearing. tough to be in the courtroom and see him? >> oh yeah. we were crying as soon as we walked in the door. but we thought, i don't lowball what i'm going to do when i see him, you know, the shooter. i'm looking for this guy day and night. >> and then you see him? >> i'm obsessed with him. and then he's in court right in front of me. and i'm expecting to have this visceral reaction to him. and i felt like -- >> like he had some remorse.