>> bottom line is i got an out-date. this arrogant-ass judge, you know, didn't believe in the death penalty. thought that's what i wanted. so he was going to give me the opposite. he could have made a serious mistake because when i first got to prison, like i said, i had blood on my mind. you know, i wanted to get my knife wet, and i did. and it's only by the grace of the gods and goddesses that this guy lived. and i've just always kind of wondered what that judge would have thought when i got to prison and i could have killed somebody else, when he could have sentenced me to death like he should have. >> your unit, [ bleep ], [ bleep ] [ bleep ] you. >> the prison attempts to deal with a violent predator. >> when i first got sentenced, man, i started stabbing police. >> and later, life on indiana's "x" row.