who was driving when the verdict came in. >> my car parked on the side of the road crying like a baby. she wishes now she taken her friend's secrets more seriously. >> i beat myself everyday how i should have done this or that. almost good marriage with one deadly flaw. >> stephanie's close fends or family didn't know what was going on. it only took three and she's dead. and so her friend takes the advice, heed the warning, don't hide the secrets. that's why i am talking about it now. hopefully one woman would have the courage to stand up and say i am being abused and living in fear and living in secrets. i need to stand up and be bold.