the concept of all things in moderation. >> there was a time that i did go to petco, and i was going to go get a hamster. this is great. we'll be friends. we'll bond. went there and there was ten of them in the little cage, and i took one, and then i realized that he had a lot of friends. i didn't want to leave them behind. needless to say, i left petco with ten hamsters. i got them all a condo going around the room with all the tubes and all. my mother came home and what in god's name happened. well, i couldn't just take one. he had friends. all the rest of them were jumping, and now have i ten hamsters. needless to say, i had to go to the schools and give them out at pets because my mother was a little angry. but it's true that when you don't do drugs, when you're first in recovery, you fill it up with anything like that void. all of the sudden i'm gambling. i'm a horrible gambler. i don't know how to gamble. but i'm doubling down on everything. even scratch-offs. i go into the store. my mom is you bought a pack of