why wouldn't i be next? >> she helped him put kate's body in the car. watched him dump her out on the island. of course she lied, she admits, when she told ethan she was pregnant. that was for her own safety, says heather. >> i thought, if i'm carrying his kid, i'm okay. he's not going to try to hurt me. >> really? so a moment later when asked why she didn't just leave ethan, slip away like she always did, she reverses herself. >> i didn't want to. i really loved him. >> eventually she says she just had to confess. >> conscience is a [ bleep ], and i had a big conscience, and he doesn't. he doesn't have conscience. >> and that's the god's honest truth, says heather kamp, every single word. and then ethan mack is led from