new york magazine cover story on what it is like to be shot by a mass murderer but survive. what it means physically, emotionally. and one of the stories you will hear and see in that magazine photographic story is ashley biaz who was shot in the thigh at age 15 at marjory stoneman douglas high school, and she said at the beach i can't wear my leg wrap. people look at me. it's kind of like this happened to me, you can't do anything about it, but you can stare all you want.