that was heartache, just heartache. >> i thought i was going to pass out. >> it was horrible. >> it was just soul, soul eating. >> like the night happened all over again. >> that one juror, i saw her, i wanted to talk to her. >> what did you say? >> i said she was an idiot. >> it was certainly difficult for me. it was fash mor more difficult the family. >> murray promised justice for the family. and weeks before trial he got a call from tom's attorney saying his client was ready to cut apron strings and testify against his mom. >> there's no way that we ever suspected that tom would ever turn on his mother. he was known to be a mama's boy. >> but a mama's boy who decided he didn't want to die in prison. tom pleaded gel toy secouilty se murder.