>> i will say, though, good enough to write a book about it. >> one, he's allegedly in recovery. i am not an alcoholic because alcoholics go to meetings. the thing that i have heard about the process is that there are steps and one of those steps requires you to make amends, right? so i still have some wish casting that perhaps as part of his recovery he will come -- he will tell the truth to the fbi. failing that, there is a woman named elizabeth razor who was mentioned in the new yorkerer story about this. >> and i'll intript interrupt you just to read a line from that piece. judge told her ashamedly, the ex-girlfriend of mark judge, told her ashamedly of an incident that involved him and other boys taking turns having sex with a drunk woman. rasor said the judge seemed to regard it as fully consensual. she said that judge did not name others involved in the incident and she has no knowledge that cough of gnaw participated in it. >> everybody who tells you that