i spent a lot of time feeling sorry for myself. but then i started to think, it's the wrong way to think because why should i feel sorry for myself when actually a lot of people were hurt? and the people whose lives can't be returned and the victims and their relatives as well? and it just made me feel very sorry. these are things that can't be undone. but ever since then, i believe that the soul is immortal. and that helped me to come to terms with the idea that perhaps even the dead will be born again into a new life. >> but kuna was still making the most of his life. even behind the ancient walls of mirov prison. he had recently remarried. this time to a woman he met through an inmate pen pal program. >> translator: with this hell i've gone through, my life values were completely reversed. i realized that some kind of property and money and all that means nothing, compared to a healthy love. a person's health and love of life.