>> and now he says he could hardly grieve with police breathing down his neck. >> what's it like waking up every morning and knowing that you're under a cloud of suspicious? >> incredibly depressing. >> he left college station, moved home to be with his family near dallas who spent money to hire a defense attorney. >> the biggest thing that was going through our mind the whole time was that i didn't do it. they don't know who did it. and the guy who did it is out walking around and likely to prey on more victims. this monster is walking free while they're wasting their time on me. >> kelly brown of "the eagle" newspaper was writing front page stories about the unsolved crime in the college town. >> and it really shook the community, because this is an area that isn't used to seeing this type of crime. >> and kelly was hearing talk that the police had a suspect. >> but there was no arrest, and