17th was on the right side. 18th was on the right side. >> trowbridge has decided to mark his 30th birthday by writing a letter to the elderly woman he robbed, murdered, and sexually assaulted. >> i can never ask you to forgive me for the horrible things i did to you. i can't find it in me to forgive myself. i am sorry. i am sorry i stole your sense of security when i snuck in your home. i'm sorry i stole your accomplishments and endeavors when i took your belongings. i'm sorry i stole your tig night when i assaulted you in the despicable way i did. i'm sorry i stole you from your loved ones when i very cowardly took the life that god gave you. there is no words that can ever suppress how sorry i am. to those who knew and loved [ bleep ] i'm sorry and will not ask for your forgiveness either. i know that i've hurt you in ways i have only just begun to understand. you have every right to hate me for what i've done.