you know it's hard for me to show my feelings especially in here. i haven't cried for a long time. or since i have got here. i just, i can't. i can't do it. >> a short time later, sanchez arrives at the bear county courthouse. >> all rise. please have a seat, everyone. please have a seat, good morning. josie sanchez. >> yeah. >> the case that she stands before you, we are asking you to kid probation. >> sanchez's lawyer argues the violence against her son was the effect of heroin, and now she is clean. and no longer poses a threat. >> she has never been in the system before. i believe she will never be in the system again. >> do you have anything to say? >> yes, sir, i know what i did was a horrible thing. and if i could take that day back, i would but i can't. i mean, there's no possible way.