>> that's when they said you're going to get tasered, so i let go. >> if you had known that he was still alive, would you have let go? >> oh, hell no. >> the victim was taken to the hospital. he survived the attack. later, the victim was released on his charges. >> i wish i would have started a minute earlier. >> why? >> because i didn't kill him. another minute would have probably done the trick. and that was my first day here. that was yesterday. coming up -- >> i keep hoping i'd wake up and it's just a nightmare. terrible nightmare. >> a young mother deals with a dark secret. inside the theo lacy jail facility in orange county, california, clarence butterfield has been busy writing. >> i have been writing poems sie i've been in here. i' written 320 anyway. this is poem number 300. i dedicated it to my daughter. it's called "being an angel" because she was an angel. it's not what people do, it's the deeds they leave undone. that gives the soul remorse at