ever get out and you think about that kind of courage and bravery, and that's why he's going to be -- fight this to the end. >> i can't think of anything i've done since 1999 politically, in many ways personally that was worth doing without john. so that's sort of hit me last night. i just -- i can't think of anything i've done, any fight i've been in i haven't been there with him or he's been there with me. >> joining me now is msnbc's garrett haak on capitol hill and msnbc medical correspondent dr. john torres. the haulls of congress have to e rocked by this news. as is everyone out here. toasts, prayers, conversation, all consumed with it. >> absolutely. andrea. especially last night when this news broke. you could see it sort of ripple across all of congress. and think about it, it takes a