wishing i could help. but she already gone. >> was it normal for you to shoot guns when your kids were present? you knew there were kids in the house. >> right. >> i mean that is the thing. why shoot a gun. >> you got people in the projects want to see how a gun sound want to show off. and basically what's what i was doing. we call it killing clouds. i wasn't thinking. i wasn't in my right mind. i was just showing off and bang bang bang, shoot in the air. i don't know how many times i even shot in the air. and like christine said, the bullet's got to come down and go somewhere. >> kelley, whose a prior conviction for drug possession says he began carrying a gun for protection after his son was killed. even though as a felon he was court-ordered not to do so. >> i never pulled it out or nothing because christina don't like guns in her house. so i would put the gun outside