but i don't know, it's not that i don't know what to believe. because i know what to believe. i know to believe she's a liar. >> while mckaskle proclaims his love for pratt, right now she's feeling different emotions. >> i'm angry because i have not heard from him. i would expect he would have written me. so this is kind of a letter venting my feelings to him. i said, hey, there, remember me? doesn't feel like it. i cannot believe i fell again for someone who can just throw me away so easily. two weeks and nothing from you. >> one problem that is kent county inmates are prohibited from sending letters to each other. >> is out of sight out of mind easier for you to forget about me? all broken promises and lies. >> inmates often get around the rule by writing to friends from the outside and having them remail their letters to another inmate. >> obviously i don't mean a thing to you. i just don't get why you can't be loyal and faithful to me when you want me to be loyal and faithful to you. >> pratt acknowledges one person she's asked to forward her