what you signed, honey. >> i already have a copy, i ripped it up. i'm going to get one or the other. it's all up to the judge. >> either way i hope for the best. i mean, it's going to happen either way. >> what is? >> whatever is going to happen. i don't know, you don't know. >> no, i do know. i have to stay calm. focused. >> all right. well, i'm about to move around. all right. that don't make no sense. >> though miller knows walker's judge and is convinced she's headed to prison, walker believes faith will set her free. and she's used a bar of soap to fortify that belief. >> this says "bless me" and it's a cross. and then i wrote crosses all over my sink. i just, you know, put crosses on everything so i can remind myself why i'm trying to change.