five weeks after her husband's death, joanna bean says she is still mourning him and still cares for pierre washington. she visits him regularly. >> we all met for sexual purposes and became friends. their kids came to my house every weekend. we hung out together during the week. diane and i did stuff together. we were friends. he's an amazing guy. he loved his wife and his kids. that's all he wanted. >> hey. >> hey, how are you? >> i'm good. how are you? >> i'm great. even better now. just been 44 days now. >> it's been that long? >> it's been that long. >> man. >> joanne is saying she's still trying to understand what made washington snap. >> he was a nice gentle person. he was never one to overreact. obviously he did it, but for what reason he snapped, that is what people need to realize.