i'm good and safe. depends on where i went. i'm sorry for putting you through this, but mom, my fight is done. i could not take it anymore. this is definitely a suicide letter. >> hey, vera? >> what? >> the gentleman we just took to ccu we just found a suicide note in his drawer, and he's saying bye to his mom and children, so put him on suicide watch. make sure that gets to evidence. coming up -- >> the letter was never intentionally to be found, you know. >> martin mcdaniel speaks out and is then surprised by the consequences. >> that's bull [ bleep ] and you know it. >> and more from the kokomo slayer. >> i seen it like she done something to me. so therefore, i'm going to do something tenfold to her.