>> yeah? okay. >> yeah. she was my daughter's best friend, actually. >> does your daughter still speak to you? >> not since that day. >> at santa rosa, pearsaw is hardly alone when it comes to dealing with hardship. inmate anthony cruzado recently found himself at a new emotional low as well. in response he used a battery casing to cut open his scrotum. >> they resort to these behaviors out of manipulation or complete utter frustration. and that is their way of coping. how are you doing? okay. mr. cruzado. >> mental health specialist william berekki has recently taken on cruzado's case, and is counseling him as his release draws nearer. >> so mr. cruzado, let's talk about how you are doing as opposed how you were doing since